MarriageIt used to be my best expectation for love, and it was a harbor for mutual support and common growth. However, the reality made me feel more and more disappointed and hopeless. In the past ten years, I have faced a period of no sexlifeofMarriage, as iflifeIn a cold palace with no temperature.
In the first few years, our relationship was pretty good. Although there were occasional quarrels, we were always able to tolerate and reconcile with each other. However, over time, I discovered my husbandZhang QiangThere is less and less need for sex, if not any. In the beginning, I thought he was just too busy with work and too much pressure, so he didn't have much energy. I try to understand him, to care for him, to hope that he will recover.
However, as time went on, I gradually realized that it was not because he was busy with work that he ignored me, but that he didn't have much interest in sex himself. I tried to communicate with him in the hope that he would be honest with me about his thoughts and feelings. However, every time this topic is mentioned, he always avoids it or just says something perfunctory. I felt so helpless and hopeless, I felt as if I was trapped in a cage from which I could not escape.
When I think about this question, I always think back to the good times we used to have, to the sweetness and happiness when we used to love each other. These memories made it impossible for me to make up my mind to end this periodMarriage, which makes me feel like I'm still waiting for a miracle.
As the years went by, I realized that I was no longer young. Mirrorsin themselves, wrinkles andPigmentationIt began to appear on the face, and the body was not as healthy and flexible as before. I'm starting to realize that suchlifeIf I keep going, I'll lose even more.
I began to doubt my own worth and charm, and felt that I was not ** good enough, so I let itZhang QiangLost interest in me. I tried to change myself to suit his preferences, but found that no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't change his cold attitude towards sex.
In these ten years, I have gone through a process from anticipation to disappointment, from struggle to despair. I've asked myself countless times, like thisMarriageWhat's the point? Why should I hold on to a sexless onelifeofMarriage
However, whenever I think about this issue, I always think back to the good times we used to have, the sweetness and happiness we used to have when we were in love. These memories made it impossible for me to make up my mind to end this periodMarriage, which makes me feel like I'm still waiting for a miracle.
However, for one inMarriageexperienced such a long period of sexlessnesslifeThe silence and bitterness were unbearable.
So, I decided not to be silent anymore. I want to face this problem bravely and find a solution. I started looking for professional help, consulting a psychologist and a sex therapist. They told me that it wasn't my problem, butZhang Qiangproblems.
They advised me to try andZhang QiangAccept ** together and find a solution to the problem. I also started to re-examine myselfMarriageoutlook and values. I realized,MarriageNot reallylifeall, I shouldn't be in order to maintainMarriageAnd give up your own happiness and health.
I want to be brave enough to pursue my own happiness and find my ownlifeManner. Now, I've started a new journey. I don't know what the future holds, but I believe that as long as I face the problem bravely and actively look for solutions, I will be able to find my own happiness.
For me, these ten years have been sexlesslifeofMarriageIt's not just a failed experience, it's a self-growth and awakening. I seeMarriageIt should not be a shackle to individual happiness, but a cornerstone of mutual respect and love.
I hope that my story can give some inspiration and courage to those who are going through similar predicaments. No matter what problems we encounter, we should never give up on our happiness and health. We must face problems bravely, actively look for solutions, and find our ownlifeManner.