Dear Majors Patients:
Hello everyone! I am a Major patient who became ill in August 2017 and passed away in February 2018.
Duty. In June 2018, he officially started to relax and exercise, in August 2018, his condition was in remission, in September 2018, he began to embark on a personal growth and learning journey, and in August 2019, the symptoms were thorough.
Disappear. Like many other patients, I have experienced a heart-wrenching and unspeakable mental journey.
Journey. Nowadays, I see more and more Meijer patients also falling into the entanglement of the disease, and it hurts.
Eager to live, full of anticipation, looking for a cure everywhere, eager to meet the solution ......I feel the same way. Therefore, I would like to share my experience with this humble pen, hoping that my personal experience can help.
To some patients to get out of the haze of "incurable disease", wake up the patients, loosen the inherent obsession, heavy.
Shape the life model, embark on the road of the best, and share a comfortable life.
When I raise my pen, I first declare: I say what I understand, and everything seeks results. The reason why I can ** may be the way that suits me, if the patient feels inappropriate, please do not spray.
Part I: Illness.
I am strong and enterprising by nature, and I do everything myself and do my best. My body.
The condition is that when I came out of my mother's womb, I was a little weak, and I remember that I was often hospitalized with pneumonia when I was a child. In middle school, too.
Inexplicably, I suffered from purpura, and I tossed for a long time before I could be considered **. As a result, in the first year of entering the marriage hall, purpura was ** again, and he sought medical treatment for three years, but the treatment was fruitless, and finally the marriage failed, and then, because he met his current husband, his mood and mentality have changed, but purpura is not.
Cure and heal. I work hard and yearn for freedom, so my youth is at my mercy: entertainment, parties, overtime, watching dramas, ......Time is often consumed unconsciously, and left for sleep, rest.
There is less and less time for rest.
In August 2014, I had just returned to work after maternity leave, and I found that my eyes were dry, blinking frequently, and I was slightly photophobic.
I care, it's just eye drops. Until July 2017, eye blinking became more frequent. This.
It just started to sound the alarm bell for me. However, at that time, the work tasks were heavier, and among colleagues and leaders.
There was a lot of emotion, which caused me to be impetuous and complaining. In the same month, my father became terminally ill again, and I ran before and after, and my heart was haggard. On the day I was sent to the operating room, my eyelids suddenly became very heavy.
Heavy, especially laborious to open the eyes. But in order to take care of my father through the dangerous period, I also stayed awake for three nights. It.
Later, in order to get rid of the work predicament at that time, I was busy reading at night, and finally jumped as I wished.
Trough. However, the hard-earned work did not make me feel happy or stressed.
Light. Interlacing is like a mountain, and my work experience in the past ten years has become a hero because of the interline.
There is no place for it. In order to win the appreciation of the leaders of the new unit, I continued to fight alone and sacrificed a lot of money.
force and time, the body is overwhelmed. Finally, in less than a month, my eyes are dry and astringent, and I am afraid of light and wind. My health deteriorated, and my mood became heavy.
As we enter December, the climate on the plateau becomes drier and colder. My eyes were almost out of sight.
The degree of wind, the degree of seeing the light. The bright sunshine and the white snow I couldn't afford to appreciate at all. Because.
The eyes do not cooperate at all. I visited the major local hospitals, and all of them had "dry eye syndrome"** eye drop bottles of various sizes, and the bottles did not leave my body. But there was no relief at all. Slowly, I send.
Now the eyes are at the ** level, when eating, close more tightly, the more anxious you are, the more uncontrollable your eyes are.
After about two weeks, my mouth began to twitch involuntarily, and my tongue also unconsciously stuck out of my mouth.
It's all about uncontrolled movement. The discomfort was beyond words. It wasn't until near the end of the year that a close colleague reminded me of my strange expression that I realized I was getting sicker.
It's serious. I started to try acupuncture and Chinese medicine, but to no avail, and the condition was still getting worse.
Develop. In January 2018, my whole face started to twitch, my nerves were out of my control, and the whole thing was crooked. I look forward to going home during the Spring Festival holiday every day, and I really can't bear it.
In February, it finally came to the Spring Festival. My parents suspected that I had some kind of "dirty" disease and took me with them.
Began to ask the gods and immortals, eager to obtain **. However, the more I looked at it, the worse the symptoms became, and finally one day, my neck also began to twist and turn, and it was out of control.
I was so anxious that I rushed to the doctor. I heard that there was a qigong master.
If you can ** all kinds of diseases, I will look for them. What is the "samadhi truth" used.
Fire", with two fingers from the base of the nose to the door of the head, I gave me enough strength.
Top, it hurts and my face is hot. It's over, and I pull out the muscles and knock the bones, that kind of drama.
Pain is not something that words can express. After three days, I started to get covered in my body.
Trembling, my neck kept flicking, my husband was scared and made a special trip to accompany me.
I went once, and my face turned white with fright; An old lady who came to see a doctor was followed by a person about three.
A four-year-old girl. As a result, because of my illness and the screams I made, the child was scared.
Crying ......But in order to cure the disease, I endured all the pain!! However, torture five.
After a few days, I felt more and more out of control: my whole body began to shake - standing with my neck flailing, sitting with my legs shaking, lying down with ...... and sobbing all overMy husband looked at me and was so scared that he didn't dare to come near me, even pregnant.
He suspected that I had sheep epilepsy, and he would never ask me to go for treatment again, because he was afraid that if I persisted, I would die.
It's all going to have to be hit. At that time, my heart seemed to be hollowed out. Self-compassion, loss of enthusiasm for life, and despair for the future. Basking in the sun and sleeping became the only things I could do.
In March, I started looking for famous doctors across the country. Xijing Hospital, Shaanxi Hospital of Traditional Chinese Medicine, Peking Union Medical College ......
They are all experts who are looking for **, but the conclusion of the diagnosis is the same: there is no cure for this disease, and it is doubtful.
Incursive diseases ......My heart is like pouring a five-flavor bottle, and there are all kinds of sour and painful feelings, every.
Each time it overlapped with hope and disappointment. The frustration and anxiety in my heart made my Major even greater.
Rampant and ravaging my entire sensory system.
I went from blinking to not being able to open my eyes, to being blind and losing my voice. And again.
Later, even my head shook, my mouth opened and closed uncontrollably, and my tongue felt like it became again.
Fat and fat, with nowhere to put ...... in the mouth
Still, I didn't dare to give up. I was taking the western medicine prescribed by the doctor and drinking it at the same time.
At the same time, try to relax and not think about sad things, but even so.
This spell that never healed Major haunted my mind from time to time, and I couldn't let go of it at all.
Anxiety. I couldn't open my eyes, so I couldn't do any housework, and I couldn't even pour myself a glass of water.
It's going to be extremely difficult. I felt that I had lost my basic self-care skills and needed my family for everything.
assisted, and the heart broke down extremely ......
When the pile of Chinese medicine went down, my cheeks turned blue and black, and I began to wonder if it was enough.
It is the legendary "Yintang black"; When I took the medicine, my facial expression seemed to be relieved.
Some, at least the sound can come out, but there is an indescribable sense of distortion inside the body, and I always feel like my body wants to twist it, anyway, I am uncomfortable and very uncomfortable. Beijing Xiehe Hui.
Come, Director Wan Xinhua asked me to stop the Western medicine before and replace it with 20 boxes of balufen. I'll put.
20 boxes of Balufen were placed in front of the table, and it was cold to watch them! I had a fierce thought in my heart.
Struggle, to eat, or not to eat? If you eat it, you keep increasing the amount, and if you don't eat it, you can't control it.
What about deterioration? I struggled for a week and never got it out of my mouth.
Because I feel that once I really eat it, I will be sentenced to death! I ended up believing in the war.
Having overcome reason, I secretly decided: I will never touch "Balufen" until I have to!
It may be because of the sudden cessation of the previous western medicine, and my major is even more serious. Grimace.
Hideous, speechless. I am not willing to let my young life be consumed like this, I am still walking.
All kinds of medical advice on the way. Drip, Chinese medicine, acupuncture, electrotherapy, ......A few years of savings, just.
In this way, "Meijie" was exhausted little by little, but the hope of ** seemed to be getting farther and farther away......
In those dim days, I washed my face with tears every day, and my mother secretly wiped her tears, but forced her face to smile, and took care of all my daily life for me; Father, his body has not recovered yet, but he gives it every day.
I prayed, with a calm tone, to encourage me to adjust my mindset.
He has always believed in his daughter's.
There will be a way out of the disease! My husband also cheered me up, saying that no matter what I become, he will never give up, so I must not be sad......But at that time, I was in the pain in my heart.
Can it be solved? Looking in the mirror at an age in his 30s, but covered with deep Sichuan character lines, head.
The hair also falls out a lot ......Restless, dull, and grief-stricken ......Young children can't worry about it, and my elderly parents have to bear everything for me, and I have become a waste that drags down my family, and I live, but.
Only a shell can be left wandering in the world...What's even more terrifying is that I actually opened my mouth to bite the chicken.
The meat began to work hard, and the chewing nerves in the brain became hard and did not obey the call. Excessively.
Anxiety made me unable to sleep for more than ten days in a row, and sleeping became a ...... thing that scared meBecause I'm so afraid of the ...... of the endless night
During this period, I was looking for a light every day, and the more I searched, the more desperate I became. But I got acquainted by accident.
I saw a glimmer of light in the Meijie patient group. Like all patients, I inquired about Kang.
When the situation is repeated, everyone asks each other about their symptoms. I am glad to hear that the patient is not afraid of the eldest brother, through the stump and meditate.
way, has been thoroughly**, and I am really comforted in my heart. But when I understood, there was no fear of big brother.
When I was working out almost nine hours a day, I started to get discouraged again because I knew I couldn't do it. I carefully read the "letter to the patient" from the eldest brother of Wu Fear, and frantically searched for it.
There are clues in the group files, trying to get a way, but all of them are hopeless. Because I.
It really can't be done! I'm not confident! I don't have the strength!
In the blink of an eye, I have been ill for more than half a year, and my symptoms have only increased.
Part II: Awakening.
If there is a turning point in my condition, it will probably be from mid-May 2018, one.
The young girl said.
Just when I was in the anxious situation of having no way to pray to God and no way to ask the Buddha, I was invited to participate in one.
A so-called health care and wellness meeting, my mother took the child and accompanied me to go, just for a fluke to meet one.
A master who can cure my illness. However, the master did not meet, but he knew a girl. 30 And she was not yet married, because she had endometriosis, and when she was in pain, it seemed like she was dying.
She understood my condition, but scoffed. She said, what kind of illness are you, it doesn't hurt or itch, and it doesn't delay life, but she can't get married, can't have children, and has to suffer a lot because of this illness.
Pain. Indeed, compared to her, I really don't seem to be anything! Suddenly, a latent voice came in, and Major was Major, so what? Why should I reject it so much, resist it, since it has come, I am helpless, but I will not take my life, why bother.
Be alive, enjoy the blue sky and white clouds that you can still see, breathe in the fresh air, and wait to accompany yourself.
Why should I be afraid of the future too soon?
I learned to accept it completely, and I finally let go of my anxiety. The night I got home, I finally slept peacefully!
The beauty of reliving sleep is something that ordinary people can't appreciate. I only remember when the next day I told home.
The whole family breathed a sigh of relief when I finally fell asleep!
I began to re-enter the Meijie group, carefully accepting the encouragement and learning of my seniors and Sister Mai.
Sit, stand on the pile, and walk quickly. Communicate with patients with sincerity every day. I'm no longer in a hurry for quick success, I just want to see a ray of sunshine! Strange to say, with the adjustment of my state and the intensification of exercise, Meijay's symptoms finally stopped getting worse, but gradually eased.
My neck no longer swayed, and my tongue no longer wanted to lick my body as often.
The feeling of screwing in my body disappeared ......Everything is getting better. But I don't know if it's going to go.
Better direction development. I watched "The Law of Attraction", and I dreamed that everything was back to the way it was, and I returned to my previous job in good health, talking and laughing with my colleagues; I dreamed that I was flying.
The plane soared in the blue sky, and the green grassland was in full view, and I was completely normal! After waking up, I.
Having been reliving this dream over and over again, I began to establish a firm belief: I must.
Yes**! Every day, getting up and walking briskly becomes the first thing I do. Before, even 100 meters away, I.
I don't want to go, but now I can take 10,000 steps casually. Before, I would rather sit than sit.
Standing, preferring to lie down rather than sit. Now, it's not difficult to stand on the pile for 45 minutes. As for meditation, I really couldn't do it at that time, the environment was too quiet, and I was sleepy when I sat down. I just gave up. After three months of consistent exercise, I found a characteristic of Major that it likes to be valued.
You practice yours, you do yours, don't pay attention to Meijay, it's boring, it doesn't come out much.
Tossed you. Secondly, it likes to repeat.
At each stage, when you always feel that Major is better again, it will come out of nowhere.
Let's have an unexpected encounter. Scare you! It even feels like it's back to the way it used to be. If you continue to ignore it.
It's, it's going back again, and it's going to go back a lot.
Third: Major is afraid that you will go to bed early. When you go to bed early and wake up early, it will also stop for a while.
Later, I listened to "Xu Wenbing and Liang Dong Dialogue", and said that 11 o'clock to 1 o'clock in the evening was to nourish the liver steak.
In the toxic stage, Meijer syndrome is a condition in the liver, which is caused by internal stroke, and the body suffers from wind.
The disease takes a certain amount of time, and the more it takes a certain amount of time to solve the disease, there are two reasons: first.
One is the hyperactivity of the liver and yang, and the other is the blood deficiency and wind, which will cause the symptoms of muscle cramps, face and eye spasms. The so-called long-term illness becomes a cure. Major's torture of me slowly made me right.
Medicine, developed a strong interest in psychology. I no longer take any Chinese medicine and only rely on improvement.
Sleep, refuse cold drinks, and eat a balanced diet to recuperate. Second, I began to study some of the mind and body.
The spiritual article examines the influence of mindset on illness.
However, after three months of solid exercise, the symptoms seem to have stalled, no.
Retreat. You need to grit your teeth when you speak, otherwise your mouth will crack; Only one eye can be kept open.
Close one eye, otherwise you can't walk. But just as I was researching the cause of this stagnation, I was surprised to find out that my marriage had already gone wrong, which was nothing more than a problem for me. I'll ask for it.
Dealing with physical illness, while also dealing with mental stimulation, a double blow, left me alone.
Unable to parry. Life has tested me so much that I am indeed physically and mentally exhausted. So, I packed my bags and set out on a path of personal growth!
Part III: Healing.
Since September 2018, I have worked in Yunnan, Beijing, Zhengzhou, Shanghai, and Shanghai
Several cities such as Nanjing, Tianjin, and Shenzhen have left footprints. Either it's a classmate or a girlfriend, there's always a place for me to settle down. The horizon is widened, but the mind is not large. I'm looking for spiritual growth.
Class Guru, because I know that my heart needs to be healed, whether it's because of health or because of it.
pattern, I desperately need someone to guide me. But in big cities, this kind of course is **.
Tens of thousands, hundreds of thousands, or even hundreds of thousands, I can only listen to public welfare classes. It was found out later.
The public welfare classes of the masters are not the essence, if you want to benefit, you have to go into the classroom, I for.
The subconscious belief of a strong desire to heal, finally made a ruthless heart, swiped 20,000 yuan, and walked into an NLP course in Beijing, the concept is good, but the experience project is few. But in this class, I got acquainted and now took me to know.
A friend of the tutor of Gestalt Education, she recommended to share this course with me, and I was suspicious and reviewed.
The attitude of looking and waiting has been lingering for half a year. I heard that this course has been deeply involved in China for 15 years.
The basics, not to mention the authenticity, the quality of the course is also quite good. Especially the experiential teaching side.
The students have benefited from this and changed the fate of tens of thousands of families, especially for the education model
Relationship model, emotional management, physical healing, etc., quite accomplished.
I don't know if you believe it subconsciously or not, but I couldn't tell it before class.
Something, anyway, is luring me to go out. Eventually, I really got into its primary.
Class. It wasn't until the moment I walked in that I realized I was late. I wonder if it's because I've done a lot of public welfare in the past, so I've got my blessings?! Instructors in the classroom.
The many experience links in the setting really make people completely relaxed, completely see themselves, and then achieve healing.
The more self-purpose. The cultural level of the students and the concentration of the students can be not limited, but only.
Engage in every experience and you'll be rewarded. To solve the problems of children's education, to seek marriage problems, to solve family conflicts, to find career wealth, and to carry out spiritual healing.
of ......It's really a life of all kinds. Let your guard down here and ask the mentor himself.
Participate in various experiences, discover various potential injuries, and then slowly soothe the trauma and embrace yourself through the methods taught by the teacher; Then you become aware of your own heart, and see the inherent life pattern, whether it is good or not, where the problem is, and the answers all rush to the bottom of your heart. What you see is a kind of deeper.
The root cause of the hierarchy. It turns out that everything stems from "metacognition". It turned out that I didn't at all.
Know myself.
Here, I understand what is meant by "vipassana" and what is "internal friction". I also understand that learning is divided into "art" and "Tao". Prior to schooling, the working method was:
and "Tao" is to teach you to grow and teach you the unity of knowledge and action.
After learning this, I suddenly realized that it is no wonder that many patients let him adjust his mentality and relax.
mood, simply can't do it. Even if I feel relaxed, even if I feel relaxed, it is not the same.
If you don't really let go, you're just deceiving yourself. As many families today, people are even more.
Most of them are copying the education model and life behavior model of the original family, but they are missing the "Tao".
It is more difficult to understand the ability of the subconscious mind to guide behavior.
Coincidentally, this systematic course also has a special "self-study camp" for teaching.
Students meditate, meditate, and stand on stumps. In the past, I did it, that is, I did it according to the cat and the tiger, and I didn't really pay attention to it.
Understand the deep meaning. Listening to the instructor's on-site guidance, I can truly understand why meditation and standing piles have such a miraculous effect and can also heal diseases?!!
I used to be afraid of the big brother saying exercise, and I too.
I was half-convinced, because there was no way out, but now I believe because I understand life.
The truth. It turns out that ordinary people like us really have to comprehend the wisdom of these ancient sages.
Walk into the classroom and listen to the tutor's hand-in-hand, otherwise I really can't do the "unity of knowledge and action".
State! Not to mention channeling emotions through the subconscious.
Speaking of which, I can't help but talk about this psychology again. There are some things that are really divine.
Strange. Two days ago, I saw a special program called "The Truth", in which a paralyzed person was played.
The woman who has been in bed for 20 years actually stood up on her own through the treatment of a psychiatrist, the reason is that this person has too strong a sense of self-worth and a strong desire for attention, which led to her own.
Hysteria didn't know, and finally woke her up by a psychiatrist, and everyone realized that she didn't have a device.
Qualitative lesions, it turns out that he is a normal person who can stand up?! It's ridiculous, let it.
Once again, I recognize the influence of psychological factors on a person's body.
Later, when I looked back on the reason why Major was missing, I fell into deep thought several times, why.
Okay? Isn't it an incurable disease? I almost came up with a lot of ideas to open my head, but thankfully I didn't do that stupid. Later, in several articles I found some clinicians writing.
The relationship between psychology and disease mentions: "When people grow up, they go through a lot of trauma.
Some injuries stay at the level of the mind, that is, they exist in memory, and some are hidden in the latent future.
What is in consciousness is what the body remembers, and all these things accumulate over time and become accumulated in the body.
Negative energy, until a certain period of time, it will become a disease, belatedly coming. Actually, ours.
The body is intellectual, and it records the experiences of our lives. Illness is really just a language, he is expressing, he is expressing to us his past trauma, past events, maybe the past.
What we don't finish, or what we don't have to expect, our body, it accumulates the past, it's like a book, when we look at ourselves again, to read this book, we have insight into the wisdom of life. ”
The great philosopher Friedrich Nietzsche once said that the text does not have insight into the wisdom of life.
It's not culture, it's just repeating other people's skills.
Seeing this, I also had an epiphany, it seems that it is in the experience of a lot in the classroom, my body.
The somatic cells are opened, all the pent-up emotions are released, and the nerves of the body are relaxed after the wounds of the subconscious are healed. In addition, after I learned vipassana, introspection, and awareness, I sent.
Showing the wrong behavior patterns in the past, coupled with excessive overdrawing of body energy, resulting in a loss of yang energy.
loss, and finally let Major arrive as scheduled! This is all the cause of self-cultivation, and in the end it is just a matter of eating the fruit.
I'm glad that Major is just here to remind you and give you the opportunity to revise the script of your life, and not.
Like other diseases, when they come, they directly ask for their lives, and they don't even have a chance to revise their life scripts.
Give, that's really miserable. So, we really owe a debt of gratitude to Major!
Not only is Major gone, but to my delight, I used to suffer from the recurring mouth ulcers.
The ulcer has not come out for more than a year, and at the beginning of last year, I was tossed to die of gallstones, which was originally planned.
Had surgery in September last year. As a result, after taking the system course, it doesn't toss me anymore, I clear.
Chu Di can feel that once there is an emotion blocked in the body, the body will suffer from stomach pain, bile pain, and milk.
Symptoms such as gland dysplasia began to remind, and I understood this, as long as I cleared the pent-up emotions.
It's fine, I don't need to take medicine at all, and this is what excites me too much.
From this, I see the improvement of a person's ability to grow personally, for the body, for.
Family relationships are important for emotional management. The mentality is good, the body is good, the relationship is good.
When there is harmony, happiness will naturally return to its place! Anger hurts the liver, joy hurts the heart, sorrow hurts the lungs, thoughts hurt the spleen, fear hurts the kidneys, all diseases are born from anger.
According to relevant statistics, the root cause of 90% of diseases is heart disease. People are not sick to death, but to death by anger, or scared to death, or by excessive ** death! If sick.
If people's mentality is not put in the first place, then even if the world's best medical technology is used, I am afraid that it will exist.
Not many survived.
You must not let yourself be a captive of emotions, you must be the master of emotions and control emotions.
Xu, don't let emotions get the better of you. Emotions are the baton of people's body and mind and are crucial. When I.
We can re-read ourselves, re-understand ourselves, re-understand our bodies, re-understand our bodies.
Life, when we read the wisdom of the body, we will find that there is a disease behind it.
The truth. When we see the truth behind the disease, the disease loses its value.
Value, everyone can be healthy! ”
Only when the cells of the body are opened, can the light shine in, and the energy of the universe can be channeled.
ring, the body can be healthy, and the disease will not be self-defeating!
It took me a whole night to revise the previous article, and I really hope it.
I hope my sharing can help you!
Good luck soon**!
Patient Meijer. 2020-02-25