My name is Li Xiaoli, I am 28 years old, and I am a pampered young lady with a temper. My husband Wang Qiang and I have been married for five years, and he is very kind to me and considerate, as if I am the only woman in the world. But my temper was destined to bring our marriage to ruin, and I made a fatal mistake - cheating.
Wang Qiang was my college classmate, and it was very hard to chase me at that time, and I saw that he was too much of a loss, so I agreed to be together. After getting married, Wang Qiang took great care of me, and I accepted his kindness as a matter of course, but I never wanted to ask him about his feelings.
Xiaoli, it's time to eat. "One day, Wang Qiang called me with my favorite kung pao chicken.
Got it, I'll eat it when I'm done with the game. I replied absent-mindedly, staring intently at my phone.
Wang Qiang silently placed the plate in front of me, and then exited the room. My attention was all on the game, and I didn't notice his disappointment in the slightest.
In this way, Wang Qiang is like a treasure to me, but I take his mind for granted. Married life was uneventful, and I craved excitement and a sense of conquest.
The opportunity presented itself just a month ago. There is a newcomer Xiao Zhao from the company, who is handsome and well-dressed, and at first glance he is the wild type I like.
Xiao Zhao, let's work overtime together. I still have some documents that I haven't read. One day, I stayed and extended an invitation to him.
All right. Xiao Zhao readily agreed.
Working late into the night, the two of us were left in the office. I gave Xiao Zhao a flattering look, and he walked over knowingly, and the two kissed together.
Meeting Xiao Zhao was exciting for me. On every date, I dressed up beautifully in advance, and then lied to Wang Qiang that I would work overtime and go home late.
I'm going to work overtime until 8 o'clock tonight, so don't wait for me to eat. I picked up the bag and said to Wang Qiang.
Okay, you have to pay attention to your body at work, can I pick you up?Wang Qiang asked with concern.
No, no, it's going to be late, you go to bed early. I replied with a pretended lightheartedness.
The time when I opened a room with Xiao Zhao is my little secret.
This stimulus of betraying the family lasted for two months, until one day, Wang Qiang discovered the truth.
After I took a shower that day, I put my phone on the bedside to charge it. Wang Qiang saw that I was asleep, so he looked at my phone. He found my ambiguous chat with Xiao Zhao and was furious.
Xiaoli, you cheated?!Wang Qiang asked me angrily.
I was startled and stammered in denial, "What, we're normal colleagues."
Do you think I can't see it?You're already in a relationship!Wang Qiang said bitterly.
I was speechless, and I was caught and could only sob.
Let's get a divorce, I'm really blind to marry you. After Wang Qiang said this, he left the bedroom angrily.
I panicked and cried and explained, but Wang Qiang was determined to divorce me.
In the following days, Wang Qiang was cold to me. What made me even more jealous was that he deliberately flirted with a beautiful female colleague in front of me.
The two of them have a good relationship, maybe they are about to get married. "I once overheard the gossip of Wang Qiang's colleague.
I was angry and scared, for fear that Wang Qiang would really marry someone else. I regretted it and wanted to ask Wang to get back together, but he ignored me.
How can I win back Wang Qiang's heart?This question torments me day and night.
I tried to contact Wang Qiang, but he directly blocked all my communication methods. I could only inquire about him through a friend, and I learned that he really seemed to be marrying that female colleague.
The wedding date is next month, and my heart is like a knife, seeing that Wang Qiang is about to become someone else's husband.
Please give me another chance!We have been married for so many years, and our relationship cannot end here!"I finally blocked Wang Qiang at the door of the company, choking up and begging.
It's our marriage that you're cheating, not me. Wang Qiang said coldly, turned around and was about to leave.
I hugged his leg anxiously: "I know it's wrong!".I've cut ties with Xiao Zhao!Can't you be generous and give me another chance for all these years of love?”
There are no ifs, our relationship ended long before you cheated. Wang Qiang broke my hand and left without looking back.
I burst into tears, and my heart was like ashes.
A month later, under the report of a friend, I came to Wang Qiang's wedding scene with grief and indignation. The bride is the beautiful female colleague, and the two of them stand together and look at each other and smile, looking very compatible.
I was crazy with jealousy, looking at them from the sidelines. Wang Qiang didn't give me a look, and my tears were about to drown my face.
Just as they were exchanging rings, I couldn't help but rush into the scene: "Wang Qiang, you still love me in your heart!."Please don't be with her!”
Everyone was stunned, and the bride bowed her head in embarrassment.
Security officer, please take her out. Wang Qiang commanded in a cold tone.
I was violently dragged out of the wedding scene, and all thoughts were lost. I really lost Wang Qiang, it's my own fault, but I regret it.
After being pulled out of the wedding scene, I was in?Crying out loud. The others cast pity and puzzled glances, but I can't care about so much.
Wang Qiang really married that woman. He was standing in the auditorium now, vowing to marry her, and I could only watch from the outside.
I know that this is all caused by my momentary confusion and derailment, but the longing and guilt for Wang Qiang in my heart are still strong. I understand that regret now is useless, it is too late.
After the wedding, I was blocking the newlyweds outside the church. I know I'm embarrassed right now, and the tears on my face and my mud-stained wedding dress make me look like a madman.
Wang Qiang, happy marriage. I said to him with red eyes, "In the future, if she does something sorry for you one day, don't forgive her as much as you forgive me." ”
Wang Qiang didn't speak, and took the bride's hand expressionlessly and got into the wedding car, leaving me standing in place.
I had a terrible life after that. My friends advised me to take matters into my own hands and get out of this relationship as soon as possible. But I feel like I've lost my soul, and I miss Wang Qiang and our marriage all day long.