My name is Li Fang, I am 47 years old, and I am still single. Over the years, my parents and friends have been introducing me to someone, but I always feel that my fate has not arrived, and I have never found the right one.
It wasn't until last month that my mother introduced me to a man named Wang Jun, saying that he was the son of her friend, who had a good character, and asked me to meet him. "Fangfang, you are already forty-seven years old, and if you don't get married, you really won't have a chance. The conditions of this Wang army are also good, and he is tall and tall, so you can see it. "
Mom, I'm not ready to get married, so why put pressure on myself?"I'm a little embarrassed.
At your age, do you expect to find a good home?It is only right to seize the opportunity as soon as possible. It's never too late to see each other. "Mom kept nagging. I thought about it, and I really felt that I would really live in vain if I didn't get married.
So I still agreed to go on a blind date. However, I was not hopeful at first, after all, the blind date did not meet my expectations one by one. On the day of the blind date, I started putting on makeup an hour early.
I wore my best light blue dress, combed my slightly gray hair carefully, and painted light makeup to make myself look younger and prettier. "Be confident, you're still young.
I pumped myself up in the mirror. Click on the ** sent by Wang Jun, the appearance is really good, the facial features are three-dimensional, ** is good, and the figure is tall. Looks like a mature and steady man.
We made an appointment to meet at a café. I arrived ten minutes early, my heart beating fast, and I didn't know what to talk about when we met.
As I nervously rubbed my hands together, a man's voice suddenly sounded in my ears. I looked up and saw a burly man in a black shirt. "Hello, I'm Li Fang. ”
I stood up a little nervously. "Haha, you're really beautiful. My name is Wang Jun, please take care of me. The man smiled and held out his hand. We shook hands gently and sat down.
After the waiter came up, Wang Jun took the initiative to order two lattes. "Listen to your mother, you do design?Wang Jun asked me with a smile. "Well, I design at a clothing company. ”
That's certainly innovative. I also like art and stuff, and I often go to exhibitions and stuff. I nodded: "Yes, literary and artistic youth are the most attractive." ”
What about you?Hear my mom say you're in business?I took a sip of my coffee and asked him with a smile. Wang Jun said that he is mainly engaged in import and export, and he is often very busy flying around.
He was so vague that I didn't ask again.
Why don't we get straight to the point, I think we're a good fit, how about moving in together tonight?"Wang Jun said suddenly. "What does it matter, we're all straightforward people, just try it and feel like it. I think you like me too. ”
Wang Jun looked at me with a hint of urgency in his tone. I hesitated inwardly, thinking that it was not appropriate to go too fast. But when I think about it, it's really not easy to find a suitable partner at my current age.
Wang Jun's conditions are good, maybe this is fate?Thinking that I didn't have much time left, I plucked up the courage to say to Wang Jun, "Okay, then let's give it a try." You're right, it matters most. ”
Wang Jun immediately showed a happy smile and said that we would go to his house after drinking coffee. I nodded, expectant and nervous.
When I arrived at Wang Jun's house, I saw that the house was very simple, but it was very clean and tidy. "It's just two of us, which is very convenient. "Wang Jun led me to the master bedroom"You rest first, I'll go to Zhang Luo to eat. ”
I nodded, and Wang Jun turned around and went to the kitchen. I looked around the room by myself, thinking that maybe I could bring some of my own little decorations here to make it feel more like home.
Just as I was imagining my future life, Wang Jun had already prepared a few dishes and beckoned me out to eat. After dinner, Wang Jun started to touch me everywhere, and I was a little resistant, but I felt that as a legal couple, I should meet each other's needs.
Honey, how about we have some romance tonight?Wang Jun hugged me tightly and didn't let go. I smiled and pushed him away, "Don't worry, we can take our time." "No, I can't wait, I have to do it tonight. ”
Wang Jun's eager eyes made me feel a little uneasy. "Then, be gentle, don't hurt me. I said softly. "Honey, I'm going to make you feel incredibly comfortable tonight. ”
Wang Jun put me on the bed and began to unbutton me. "Wait, take a shower first, I'm not ready yet. I hurriedly pressed his hand. "It's too late, I can't wait. ”
Wang Jun ignored my words and ripped off my clothes. "We are legally married, what do you have to be shy about?Wang Jun's eyes flashed with determination, and he pressed up without saying anything.
Let me go, we may not be suitable. I shouted. "Don't think about leaving, you and I are destined to be together. Baby, trust me, I'm going to make you happy tonight. "Wang Jun held me tightly, and I felt extremely desperate and frightened.
I can't forget that terrible night, when Wang Jun forced me to do what I didn't want to do, I wept bitterly, desperately resisting but to no avail. Eventually, I lay out of bed exhausted and fell asleep.
I silently wiped away my tears, my heart full of helplessness and pain. I thought that I could start a new life by meeting a seemingly good person, but I didn't expect to encounter this kind of **.
How do I handle this relationship?Wang Jun's voice came from outside the door, urging me to get up and have breakfast. I cheered up, although the scene of last night was still vivid, I still didn't dare to look at Wang Jun's eyes.
He smiled and asked me if I had a good night last night, and I was speechless and silently began to eat breakfast. Wang Jun told me that he was going on a business trip for a few days, so I should stay at home and I would do all the work at home.
I nodded, surprised that Wang Jun's so-called business trip was going to leave for several days just together. After breakfast, Wang Jun hurried out the door, and I breathed a sigh of relief and began to think about whether I should leave here.
However, I was worried that it might be difficult to find a partner for a middle-aged divorce, so I dismissed the idea. However, as time went on, I found that Wang's problems were getting worse.
How do I handle this relationship?
He was always unsatisfied, and forced me to mess around with him every night. I was physically and mentally exhausted and in pain. He also became more and more domineering, demanding that I stay at home 24 hours a day, cleaning the house and cooking every day to serve him, but he often left for days at a time.
I had enough of this man and decided to negotiate with him. "Wang Jun, we need to have a good talk. One day, I plucked up the courage to say to him. "What to talk about?What is there to talk about?”
Wang Jun drank beer and didn't even look at me. "You can't abuse me like this all the time, we need to build a relationship of equality and mutual respect. I said.
Haha, equality?We were not equal from the beginning!Wang Jun suddenly became furious"You have to do whatever I tell you to do, do you understand?"After saying that, he slapped me hard, and my eyes instantly flashed with gold stars.
What qualifications do you have as a woman to negotiate with me?Just do what I say!Wang Jun was followed by another punch and kick. I huddled in the corner with my head in my hands, in pain.
At this time, I suddenly realized that this demon was the true face of Wang Jun. I have to find a way to escape this hell!
After lying on the bed for a long time, the tears stopped, I was so naïve that I would believe a stranger's impromptu cohabitation proposal, and I was so ** and violent.
I'm not young, but I'm still so inexperienced and judgmental. When the tears dried, I had only one thought: I had to get out of here right away, away from this demon.
I gritted my teeth and decided to pack up and run away as soon as he got out. Hearing the sound of the door closing, I immediately got up and started packing my luggage. Luckily, I didn't have much with me before, so I packed it up quickly.
Just as I was about to leave with my suitcase, I stumbled upon a stack of bills on the bedside table. I opened the cabinet and saw that there were several stacks of money neatly stacked inside, adding up to at least 100,000 yuan.
A thought suddenly flashed through my mind: since he had deceived me and abused me, there was no need for me to be polite. So, without hesitation, I decided: I'm going to take all this money!
I put the stack of money in my bag, and although I was a little scared, I felt extremely relieved at the thought of being away from Wang Jun. That's just the money I can start a new life.
With my luggage on my back and a small bag of money on my back, I gently closed the door and stepped into the air of freedom. Finally got out of this cave!I went straight to the train station and bought a ticket to an unfamiliar city.
After getting in the car, I finally relaxed, looking out the window at the receding scenery, and I knew that a new page in my life had been turned from there.
After coming to a new city, I rented a small house and used Wang Jun's money to change myself into a brand new outfit to make myself look new. Every day, I visit this strange city to experience all kinds of new things, and the long-lost happiness returns.
One day, I passed by a pet store and went in to have a look. A little milk dog came running over and rubbed my foot, and I couldn't help but pick it up. It warmly ** the face, and I felt the warmth that I had not felt in a long time.
Sir, I want this baby dog!"I said happily to the owner. From that day on, puppies became the new joy of my life. I named it"Good boys"I take it to the park every day to play, and I feel down-to-earth and happy watching it have fun.
Sometimes I think of Wang Jun, and although he has caused me harm, I don't hate him. It was because of those experiences that I had a new life. Maybe all the roads need to be carved out by myself, instead of waiting for the so-called fate.
I began to learn how to cook my own dishes and try to be an expert in self-care. I signed up for a cooking class and met a group of friends who love life. I finally had the courage to tell my family that I was divorced and that my life was fine now.
They finally stopped nagging me. Maybe 47 is late for many, but for me, life has just begun. I will work hard, enjoy life, and no one will ever decide my life again.
My life is not perfect now, but it belongs to me. I will go step by step until I find true happiness. It's been half a year since I left Wang Jun, and my life is gradually getting on track.
In this strange city, I found a satisfying job and made several like-minded friends. At first, I was terrified every day, fearing that Wang Jun would come to my door.
But as time passed, Wang Jun was never heard from again, and I gradually let down my guard. Occasionally, I would still think back to my life with Wang Jun, and I would think of the pain and humiliation, and I couldn't help but gloat that I had taken a sum of money from him as compensation.
Although my actions were not very noble, every time I thought of him cheating on me and beating me, I was happy with my decision. I used that money to hire a private tutor and signed up to learn Xi investment and financial management.
I started trying to invest in some low-risk ** to make my money grow. I also put some money into the fixed deposit on a regular basis to ensure the basic needs of my life.
One day, I suddenly had an idea and signed myself up for a pool class. I had never played billiards before, but after learning Xi, I realized that I was very talented and improved rapidly.
A few of my friends and I often meet up to compete, and after the game, we go to eat food together, and our lives are full and lively. I sent my mom a gift from the new city, telling her that I was doing well so that she wouldn't have to worry about me anymore.
After receiving my letter, my mother finally stopped complaining about me and said that as long as I was safe. I know she still wants me to remarry, but I'm not in a hurry about it for the time being.
The days passed smoothly, and I almost forgot about Wang Jun as a person. Until one day, I received a secret letter with only one address written on it, and there was no payment.
I didn't care at first and threw away the envelope. But then it suddenly occurred to me that Wang Jun might have sent someone to find me!I got nervous, told my friends that I might be away for a while, and gave my good time to a colleague.
I started reading the news for fear of seeing my own news. After a few days, everything was calm and normal, and I gradually told myself that it might be a false alarm and that the letter was just spam.
That's when I received the same letter with the same address.
I sensed that someone must be trying to contact me, and although I was scared, I mustered up the courage to find out. Nervous, I went to the address provided on the letter, only to find out that it was a men's barbershop.
I hesitated for a moment, but finally plucked up the courage to walk in. I asked the clerk with trepidation, "Did you contact me?"The clerk smiled and replied, "Our boss asked me to send the letter, he is inside, you can go in." ”
Filled with confusion, I pushed open the door to the inner room. At this moment, a middle-aged man who looked very personable walked out. "Hello Ms. Li, don't be nervous. My name is Zhang Xiaoming, and I want to be friends with you. ”
He said to me with a smile. I looked at him in amazement, who is this person?How do I know my name?Seeing that I was confused, he explained, "Actually, I've had a crush on you for a while, when you first came to this city.
I began to pay attention to you and learn about your situation. I appreciate your courage and optimism. You may not remember me, but I always pay attention to you and hope to get to know you. ”
I looked at the man in front of me who called himself Zhang Xiaoming, and I had mixed feelings in my heart. He took the initiative to explain that when he met me by accident, he was attracted by my independence and spirituality.
After that, he kept an eye on my news, and when he saw that I was living better and better in this city, he decided to get to know me and sent me a letter to ask me to meet. I hesitated for a moment, but finally asked him, "Then how do you know my name and experience?".”
He smiled slightly: "I asked someone to investigate, it is indeed a bit presumptuous, and please don't be surprised." I really hope we can be friends. "Looking at his sincerity, I can't blame him too much.
After all, he only had good intentions and no malice. "I admire you for being optimistic and self-reliant despite all the misfortunes you have experienced. It's not easy to live alone outside, if you trust me, I will be your strongest backing. Zhang Xiaoming said sincerely.
I heard his kindness, and I was moved but also a little hesitant. Can I trust a stranger again?But on second thought, God gave me the opportunity to start a new life, and I should have been braver.
Maybe Zhang Xiaoming will really be a reliable friend. "Thank you for your kindness. I still need time to think about it, but I admire the courage you have in sending me letters. Maybe we can be friends first?I spoke.
No problem, let's take our time. Slow down if you want, don't have any pressure. Zhang Xiaoming said briskly. When I left the barbershop, I couldn't calm down for a long time.
Many thoughts flashed through me, and I finally decided that instead of being wary of the living, I should open my heart. One day, I told Zhang Xiaoming about taking Wang Jun's money without permission.
I was worried that he would mind or blame me, but I didn't expect him to just smile and say, "It's your ability to take that money, and it's also the compensation you deserve." "I was moved, but I also trusted Zhang Xiaoming a little more. Maybe we can really become close friends.
Zhang Xiaoming invited me to his business premises, and it turned out that he was the owner there. I finally understood his low-key and mysterious. "It's mainly for high-end customers, and I can't reveal too many details about the business, but I guarantee that everything is legal. "He explained.
I nodded my head to show my trust in him. He gratefully shook my hand and said:"With your words, I have no regrets in this life. "As time went by, my relationship with Zhang Xiaoming grew deeper.
He also confessed to me that he liked me and wanted to spend his life with me. "I have to make it clear to you that there will be no inequality in our relationship. I will respect you, love you, and hope you can marry me. "He said to me sincerely.
I hesitated, but agreed to his proposal. He was so happy that he immediately put the ring on me. In this way, after many ups and downs, I entered the palace of marriage again.
I am truly grateful to God for his favor and for meeting Zhang Xiaoming, a confidant. After marriage, Zhang Xiaoming fully fulfilled his promise. He gave me enough freedom to plan my life and never asked about my past.
As long as I'm happy, he's happy. I have been married to Zhang Xiaoming for three years now, and in these three years, he has given me a happier life than I imagined. Zhang Xiaoming gave me the best, but he never controlled or supervised me too much.
He encouraged me to pursue whatever I loved.
With Zhang Xiaoming's support, I relaunched my design career. At first, I was selling my own accessories and clothes online, and the response was overwhelming. Then I decided to open my own studio and hired some assistants, and the business gradually grew.
Zhang Xiaoming is extremely proud and happy for every bit of achievement I have made. When I excitedly showed him the studio's first orders, he gave me a warm hug.
My dear, I am so proud of your courage and persistence!You deserve to live your best life. Zhang Xiaoming said softly. I've finally let go of my knots and stopped being wary of strangers or being overly independent.
I made Zhang Xiaoming the most important person in my life. Once, I asked Zhang Xiaoming why he chose to believe and approach me in the first place. "Because I see the light in you. ”
Zhang Xiaoming said seriously, "You have experienced so many injustices, but you did not choose revenge or self-abandonment, but moved forward bravely and maintained your good nature." This quality is very rare, and I was deeply attracted to you. ”
I burst into tears. It turned out that at my most sensitive and vulnerable moment, God sent Zhang Xiaoming to my side. After we got married, I also reconnected with old friends.
I invited them to my house as guests, and I hit it off with Zhang Xiaoming. I felt like life couldn't be satisfied anymore. Occasionally, I think of Wang Jun and that painful experience.
They are like nightmares of another world, and they can no longer affect me. And Zhang Xiaoming is like a warm sun, dispelling all my haze. One night, I had a whim and said to Zhang Xiaoming: "My dear, I want to travel abroad, just the two of us." ”
Okay, we'll be going to Europe early next year!Li Hua agreed to me without hesitation. I jumped for joy and started planning my trip right away. I talked about the places I wanted to go with great interest, and Li Huadu nodded with a smile on his face.
Before going abroad, Li Hua put on brand new clothes and jewelry for me, and told me to have a good time, and he wouldn't let me pay any of the expenses. Touched and happy, I stood on tiptoe and kissed him on the face.
At this moment, I am shining inside and out. I'm more confident and content than ever. I am proud of my brave choice, and I am grateful that Li Hua has come into my world.
There will always be twists and turns in the road of life, but as long as we are willing to reach out, there will always be warmth and hope. In the past, I persevered in the adversity, and now I have to cherish it in happiness.
I look forward to the next decade of my life with Li Hua. The trip to Europe with Li Hua was one of the best trips of my life. We went to the small town in the south of France, which Li Hua had always longed for, and stayed in a blue and white house for a week.
Every day when we go to the market in the town, Li Hua always buys a lot of fresh ingredients and happily cooks his own dinner. Although I was not good at cooking, I also learned to help him wash vegetables and cut meat.
We always open the window at night and listen to the streets of the town while eating the big meal he cooked. I felt so happy that my heart was about to jump out. "My dear, this moment of time I will never forget. I said to Li Hua.
With you, my life is complete. He looked at me tenderly. Then, we made a vow in an ancient church in Italy, reaffirming our commitment.
On the return plane, I leaned on Zhang Xiaoming's shoulder and took a nap. At this moment, I felt that my life was finally complete. After returning to China, Zhang Xiaoming invited my family to come to his home for dinner, and the atmosphere was warm and harmonious.
Mom also praised Zhang Xiaoming and praised him for what a good person he was. "Mom, Zhang Xiaoming is too good to me, better than anyone I imagined. It was the luckiest thing in my life to meet him. I say from the bottom of my heart.
Then cherish it and support each other through the years to come. Mom said with emotion. I nodded, making sure that I would grow old with Zhang Xiao.
The encounters in life are sometimes so magical, I never imagined that I could meet a confidant like Zhang Xiaoming in a confused and desperate life. He rekindled my hope for life and humanity.
The days after marrying Zhang Xiaoming were calm and sweet. I was less obsessed with my career and more focused on my family. I learned to cook Zhang Xiaoming's favorite dishes, and regularly invited his friends to visit my home.
We chatted together, and Zhang Xiaoming also met a lot of excellent new friends.
I will take Zhang Xiaoming to physical examinations regularly, he is in good physical condition, but I still remind him to pay attention to his physical health. I want him to stay healthy forever. Together we have two adorable puppies who have brought endless joy to our lives.
I can't help but laugh out loud every day watching them play. Zhang Xiaoming, like me, loves small animals. Sometimes I see him playing in the yard with his puppy in his arms from a distance, and my heart is full of satisfaction.
I often thank God for letting me meet Zhang Xiaoming when I meditate. He was like a beam of light that illuminated all the dark corners of my life. I hope to live such a simple and happy life for the rest of my life.
Every day with Zhang Xiaoming, I feel extremely fulfilled and happy. I'm thankful for the hard years that have come past and made me appreciate what I have now.
I will always love Zhang Xiaoming, a confidant, and thank him for bringing me such a beautiful life.