My name is Aunt Zheng, a gentle widow who lives in that faint loneliness. My daughter married away from home, leaving me alone to face the empty nest and find the warmth of life.
During a community event, I met Lao Lin, a kind retired cadre. We both have a soft spot for raising flowers, so in the fragrance of flowers, we slowly approached, and finally walked hand in hand to the palace of marriage.
As a first-time wife, I am full of expectations for marriage and trust in Lao Lin. However, the thin curtain of happiness is soon lifted, revealing a chilling truth.
Lao Lin asked me to help his daughter-in-law take care of her grandson, and I was reluctant at the time, but for the sake of family harmony, I still agreed. Gradually, however, I discovered that he did not use me for family affection, but as a cheap babysitter. He put on a loving face in front of me, but he yelled at me behind my back, impatiently angry.
Aunt Zheng, hurry up, you can help me watch my grandson after you finish these housework, don't always be slow!"
I tried my best to fit in and try to keep the marriage warm. However, Lao Lin's attitude became more and more obvious day by day, and I felt that I had become a senseless existence, just a pawn in his life.
When I saw Lao Lin's true face, I felt a chill. This once kind old man turned out to be just using me. I couldn't stand this anymore, so I made the decision that I was going to leave him.
However, leaving is not so easy. Lao Lin not only refused to let me go easily, but also demanded that I return the 100,000 yuan he spent on the bride price. It was as if I was in a ridiculous dream, and this nightmare of second marriage was so bizarre and realistic.
Aunt Zheng, you can't go, or you return the bride price of the flowers, I'm not cheap!"Lao Lin's words were full of threat and greed.
Little did I know that the marriage was so fragile that it cost so much. In search of the warmth of life, I fell into this merciless trap.
Lao Lin, this is not the life I want. I'm not marrying you to spend your money, but to find a partner with whom I can grow old together. I can't continue this hypocritical marriage any longer. "
He sneered disdainfully:"Don't think you can escape, I'm going to get back 100,000 yuan. "
I felt like life was a bottomless abyss, and I struggled with it, but it seemed that I could never get out of the quagmire of this marriage.
In the midst of this relentless divorce battle, I felt more and more lonely and helpless. But I can't give up, I want to fight for a happiness that truly belongs to me.
As the days passed, I tried to rediscover the trajectory of my life. However, Lao Lin did not intend to give up, and he began to spread rumors about me in an attempt to discredit me in the community.
The neighbors came over to advise one after another, and said with a hint of regret"Aunt Zheng, do you really want a divorce?It's not good for your reputation. "
I smiled and responded:"I know, but I can't live a hypocritical life anymore. I want to find true happiness and not be trapped in a heartless marriage. "
And Lao Lin, he is even crazier. Not only did he discredit me in the community, but he also tried to get me to my knees through all means.
Aunt Zheng, do you think you can escape?You are ruthless in divorcing, I will not let you have a good time. "There was a hint of madness in Lao Lin's voice.
I took a deep breath and responded firmly:"I chose to leave, not because of cruelty, but in pursuit of true happiness. Your threats and obstruction cannot change my decision. "
As the days passed, I insisted on going my own way. Although there are still shadows in my life, I am no longer afraid of the gaze of others. I understand that happiness is earned by oneself, not by puppets at the mercy of others.
Eventually, I got rid of Lao Lin's troubles and found my life again. Although the scars have not healed, I have learned to be stronger and braver. The tragedy of this second marriage has become a painful lesson in my life, but it has also made me know how to cherish true happiness even more.