The entanglement between Song Siming and Seaweed seems to be predestined, because of the suppressed desires in their hearts.
One of them has achieved great success in his career, but can't find a place for joy;The other is a young fighter, but their desire is irrepressible. When they meet, it is like burning firewood, and once the desire is ignited, it is like a prairie fire, unstoppable.
Desire and regret in the heart.
Song Siming's deep affection for seaweed is like a cup of ice cream and chocolate, and like the allure of fur diamonds and noble ladies**, which is irresistible.
Seaweed has the ability to resist high consumption**, it can buy it for its sister when the clothes are on sale, or repeatedly look at ice cream and chocolate in front of the display window and find many excuses for not buying, but this desire becomes even more dangerous if it is suppressed for too long.
However, her cravings are not limited to ice cream and chocolate, she has 10,000 yuan a month, provides room and board, works two days, takes 28 days off, and gets a double-pay job offer at the end of the year. She thought that such a day must be very comfortable, and there would be many people who would like her, but now, her heart has been hollowed out by seaweed. In anticipation, she changed jobs three times in a row for two years and constantly moved according to the change of work location, so seaweed didn't actually have much economic value.
Xiaobei has always thought that Haiping bought the house out of vanity, but he doesn't understand that this desire of seaweed is not satisfied by a simple house. Although seaweed is self-sufficient, seaweed is a bottomless and ethical creature.
Therefore, she gradually accepted the gift from Song Siming, borrowed money from him, asked for his help, and finally gradually became the lover of this married man.
If Seaweed borrowed money from Xiaobei out of a sincere desire to help her sister, but when she decided to throw herself into Song Siming's arms, she already knew that what she was pursuing was not marital love, but the city full of desire.
What is Song Siming's desire?A man with a successful career, when he has power and wealth but is unable to show it, when he struggles to suppress his desires, as long as he finds a suitable place, the flame of desire will spread.
As stated by himself:
Men who drive are eager to get a Land Rover. When a man is sedentary in the city for a long time, he longs to be like a wild horse, his sideburns fluttering in the wind, swimming in the vast grassland. And the Land Rover, it is the man's legs that are gently blown by the wind. ”
For a man, he should have a luxury car, a few close friends for the rest of his life, as well. Without these, his life would be full of failures. ”
Seaweed's dreamlike expression, his first love-like face, and the pure blood of a girl all perfectly attracted a man like Song Siming.
Song Siming is full of desire, and Song Siming, who performs well in front of everyone, is also cautious and conscientious in front of the leader, so he urgently needs a place where he can release himself and make him the center of attention.
Song Siming deeply regretted, regretted that he was born in poverty and missed the goddess of his first love, regretted his first love who died of illness before he became famous, regretted that his wife was not ** on the wedding night, and regretted that he could not really have his first love and a complete woman.
Therefore, when Seaweed appears, its simple eyes and first love-like expression can greatly stimulate Song Siming's desire to protect, vent and possess, and at the same time, it can also allow his family to vigorously display power and wealth, as well as that "virgin blood".
Song Siming has met all kinds of women, but the beauty of seaweed is not outstanding, and her hair with clear soup and noodles does not even use powder. He's a thoughtful, visionary, ambitious man who can put everything into his career, and he loves seaweed. However, men like Song Siming pursue more than just peerless beauty and perfect figures. This machismo man seeks absolute possession, absolute leadership, and being seen as a god, and Seaweed is tailor-made for him.
So, when money and power meet lust and greed, who will have the last laugh in this dramatic story?
Song Siming's career was based on his marriage to Jiang Miaomiao, his knotted wife had seen all his shortcomings, and what made his heart hurt even more was the spotless sheets on his wedding night.
He is the kind of person who is full of ambition and talent, and he is also the kind of person who can't get his first love. His heart is full of conceit and inferiority, he can't tolerate that his woman is second-hand, and he can't accept that his wife will never worship him like a little woman, because there is actually no love behind this marriage, just a transaction and unbearable.
Therefore, in his marriage, he only sees his wife as a springboard and sees her as a nanny in the family. He left all the affairs of his children, parents, and siblings to his wife. When he feels happy, he spends time with her;When he feels unhappy, he goes out to have fun;When he feels proud, he takes care of his lover;And when he is lost, he will continue to make his wife dependent on her parents.
Although Song Siming has deep feelings for Jiang Miaomiao, his real malice is not that he never really loved her, but that he locked her tightly in the cage of marriage. When he was immersed in a deep relationship with Seaweed and planned to have children, Jiang Miaomiao filed for divorce several times. But Song Siming never really considered divorce, because he knew that Jiang Miaomiao was a trustworthy wife, who could withstand all Song Siming's emotions and take good care of his family for him.
What's more frightening than murderous is not just not loving or divorcing, but that no matter how hard she tries for you, you don't want to buy her a couch or a dining table. Therefore, when Song Siming took Jiang Miaomiao's own parents' and younger brother's house in exchange for 5 million for the seaweed treatment, Jiang Miaomiao saw that the hundreds of thousands of furniture were placed in the spacious house of seaweed, and she finally angrily knocked out the "boy" in the seaweed's stomach.
Song Siming's marriage eventually brought him success, but it also indirectly destroyed him, causing him to lose his way in the whirlpool of money and power, sink in the whirlpool of emotions and desires, and even lead to the death of the only male heir of his Song family.
What about the marital situation of seaweed?In the depths of Seaweed's heart, she has never experienced a real marriage, all she has is the desire of her heart.
Seaweed once said that marriage is just a piece of paperBecause in her eyes, marriage is a carrier of love, not a container for money. When she thinks that getting married doesn't require buying a property, and when she readily thinks that she and Becky can postpone their marriage for a few years, it shows that she never considered marriage a responsibility. Therefore, when Xiaobei had a deposit of 60,000 yuan, her deposit was only 8,000 yuan. But when Xiaobei was thinking about marriage, she could use her sister's predicament to accuse Xiaobei of "being in a hurry".
What makes her disgusted with marriage is that when her sister Haizao gets married and gives birth to a child, her dispute with her husband Su Chun during the purchase of a house makes her realize that marriage is nothing but the end of love. Seaweed knows her relationship and family background with Xiaobei very well, she is unwilling to follow the path that her sister once walked, and she does not want to bear the trivial things behind the marriage, so she chose to be with Song Siming without hesitation.
During her pregnancy, she never felt happy because she became a mother. She had considered ending his life many times, but when she realized that Song Siming really liked this child, she happily regarded this child as a bargaining chip to bind Song Siming.
In Seaweed's life, she experienced the love of her sister, the care of Xiaobei and the upbringing of Song Siming. She has never learned Xi how to be independent of herself and her lover because she was born with such a character. Under the protection of her sister, she has become Xi to a carefree life, and under Xiaobei's care, she is also Xi to not making any plans for marriage. She seems to think that as long as the seaweed is not consumed, it is a responsibility to Becky, not an effort to save with you.
It was only after seeing her sister's married life with her own eyes that Seaweed truly understood her inner world. Therefore, she walked into Song Siming's arms without hesitation, even if she was a third party, she was willing to destroy other people's marital relationships, because deep down in her heart, she had never really respected marriage.
Have they ever had a love experience?
Ten years ago, I mistakenly thought that Song Siming had a strong interest in seaweed, but ten years later, I realized that his feelings for her were not deep.
Song Siming was initially attracted by Seaweed's face that closely resembled his first love, but was eventually bound by the "virgin blood" on the car seat. What made Song Siming fall into it was that the silent greed of seaweed was too similar to the suppressed desire in Song Siming's heart.
Song Siming knew that what he could keep was only his personal power and wealth. Therefore, when he suffers misfortune, he will leave 5 million to Seaweed and entrust the child to his wife, because she knows that Seazao has never really loved him and knows that he has no such kindness. Seaweed also knows that he will not be abandoned. He is well aware that his actions are unlikely to end well, but he still allows the little-known seaweed to bear him a baby. He never thought about Seaweed's future marriage, even if he arranged it with 5 million, it was only for his children and a woman who should be completely his.
Seaweed has never had feelings for Song Siming, and what she really longs for is that Song Siming can fulfill all her wishes. Seaweed is an ambitious woman. When Song Siming went all out to use money and power to solve the various problems faced by Seaweed, Seaweed should have known Song Siming's impurity in his heart a long time ago. However, when Jiang Miaomiao went to Seaweed to ask for money, Seaweed never expressed any concern to Song Siming, and all she was really worried about was herself.
In the end, she chooses to remain silent about money, an act that successfully angers Jiang Miaomiao and causes her to lose her own child and uterus.
In the end, when Song Siming tried his best to drive to the hospital to visit, was it really seaweed?Did he really encounter seaweed on that cold night?It was only after receiving a call from Lawyer Shen and learning that the child was missing, that Song Siming inevitably collided with the truck.
When the child disappeared, Song Siming lost his determination to move on. For someone like him, he would never want to spend the rest of his life in prison. For him, he would rather choose death than give up his life, and the man who was determined to move forward did not hesitate to choose to end his life.
Conclusion Section: Mentioned in the last part of the original:
Seaweed, the reason why I'm not going to visit you is because I don't want to cause you trouble. Seaweed. In Song's sight, the long-haired seaweed walked into his life with a smile on his face, wearing winter clothes. "Seaweed!Why didn't you come and see me?I haven't seen you in days, are you dreaming again?"It's amazing why it snows even though summer is over. Who is Seaweed?"I love you, Seaweed", Song Siming knew that what he said was true, and believed that Seaweed had heard his words.
But is he really saying it specifically for seaweed?That smiling woman is probably my first love, right?
Seaweed, this type of woman, has never taken the initiative to make any requests to Song SimingMy relationship with Seaweed is not very good, and I don't have a very deep affection for Seaweed, but Seaweed has always regarded me as her best friend. However, he is willing to meet all her needs. Ten years ago, I didn't have an aversion to Seaweed, but I felt sorry for her, but ten years later, I really understood how disgusted I was with a woman like Seaweed.
During her relationship, she did not work with others for the marriage. As a third person, she has never felt guilty for ruining someone else's marriage. But it was her silent eyes that hurt a man's feelings and a woman's family. Therefore, she does not deserve the sympathy of others, which she deserves.
This man and woman have never had true love, all they have is disrespect for lust and greed, and they no longer think how lucky they will be to meet a man like Song Siming, so don't be stupid!