When I was a child, my parents always quarreled endlessly, occasionally, my father would also abuse my mother, I was straightforward and stubborn by nature, I always asked my mother indignantly, why didn't I leave him, at that time, my mother always shed tears silently without saying a word, I remember that once my mother was beaten and ran away from home for half a year, my brother and I suffered, before my mother left, she was in charge of everything inside and outside the house, no one washed my mother's clothes, no one did my meal, my father sprinkled his grievances on our heads, plus my father was patriarchal, my younger brother was well-behaved and sensible since I was a child, I was stubborn since I was a child, and I was ugly。
Once, my father asked me to buy cigarettes for him, and gave him five cents, a pack of cigarettes and two cents, I saw the candy gluttony in the shop, so I secretly hid the rest of the money in the corner, and went home and said that the money was lost, and my father saw at a glance that I was lying, and this beating was not less, but this beating failed to convince me, and the stubborn child thought to himself, hum!You smoke, drink, beat your daughter-in-law and beat your children, what kind of ability is it, I stole the iron bars at home to sell, and when I sold out, I bought food, and it was indispensable to be beaten, and the beating did not convince me, I secretly swore at the time that I would find my mother-in-law's house 108,000 miles away in the future, hum!But I don't want to see you.
Half a year later, my mother came back, my father went to my grandmother's house to pick her up, my grandmother was a chattering old man, my mother did not run away from home before, I grew up in my grandmother's house most of the time, my grandparents loved this little child who was not favored at home, I also spent a few years at my grandmother's house carefree days, until I was at the age of going to school before returning to my parents, after my mother ran away, my grandmother was distressed, as soon as I went to my grandmother's house, she nagged me, at that time I was young, I was annoyed when I heard it, I didn't want to go, my grandfather was silently smoking one after another, my mother came back, and said to me, if I didn't think about you two, I wouldn't come backAt that time, I was only ** years old, and I didn't understand my mother's hardships at all, and I once felt that she was too weak.
Later, I found my mother-in-law's house, 200 kilometers away from home, I was very glad at the time, one is that I feel that I have found my true love, and the other is that I don't have to see my parents quarrel, at that time I was already a little sensible, my parents still often quarrel, although I have not done much, I still get tired of it, I want to escape far away, out of sight and out of mind, so that I saw my mother's tears on the day of my wedding and disdainful, crying what.
In the blink of an eye, 02 years, my first child was born, the first night I slept and felt wet in the lower body, in the morning I hurried to the township health center, the doctor checked and said that the amniotic fluid broke, no amniotic fluid, said that the township can not get it, let go to the big hospital in the city, my mother-in-law did a thing at this time that made me remember her for the rest of my life, because my amniotic fluid was about to run out, the doctor let me lie down and not let me get up, my mother-in-law was anxious, over and over again said that her family was poor, and she had to give birth in the hospital, and then the doctor was also anxious, saying mother-in-law, you can take responsibility I can't afford this life-threatening matter, I remember that my first reaction was to miss my mother, I think my mother will definitely not care about money, she will only care about me, but at that time the traffic was not developed, the car from Texas to Dongying twice a day, the earliest car was too late, no way, we had to go home, I remember my husband said that my mother-in-law should clean up quickly, and my mother-in-law said that she was not in a hurry to finish eating and then go, and in the next 20 years, Ren Ping how I persuaded myself to be generous, she is already an old man in her 70s, but this matter has been in my heart like a fish in my throat.