"Second sister, can you stay at home for one night tonight?"."My grandmother took my hand in a bark-like hand and looked at me with a pleading look. Suddenly, I noticed that my grandmother's hair was all white, and the wrinkles on her face showed the wind and frost of time.
I also want to, but I can't do without it at home, and the baby is still young and can't do without me. I said to my grandmother helplessly.
Grandma, don't worry, in a few days, I will bring him to see you, and then you can stay for a few more days. "I comforted my grandmother with a heartache.
My grandmother was very reluctant to let me go, so she slowly sent me to the village, and kept telling me not to come back to see her next time after too long. I kept nodding my head and told my grandmother to go back first. Grandma dragged her heavy steps, hunched over, and walked back one deep and one shallow. In an instant, I burst into tears, and in my memory, the tall image of my grandmother seemed to instantly become smaller, older, and lonely, which made people feel distressed, and I felt that I could not do anything about it!
A few days later, I suddenly heard the news of my grandmother's death, she walked peacefully, she died on a sleeping chair by herself, and it is unknown when she died. He was 84 years old.
My grandmother left alone in her old age, and it was too late to say goodbye to her children. All his life, he only knew that he was thinking about his children, and he never thought about himself.
My grandmother was widowed at the age of 34, and she raised six daughters and one son alone. I was also brought up by my grandmother since I was a child, and she loved me the most. When I was a child, I didn't eat fatty meat, she always put the lean meat on the plate into my bowl, and my uncle was very unhappy, I couldn't let my grandmother be so big with me, I had to eat it so that I could clip it myself. At that time, we were all a little afraid of my uncle, because my uncle had a bad temper!Therefore, in the future, my grandmother always secretly hid anything delicious and brought it to me when she entered the room at night.
My grandmother was tenacious, optimistic, kind, and diligent all her life. I also built a house myself. Every brick and tile there was made by my grandmother herself. The brick was made by my grandmother who went up the mountain to chop firewood, then dug up the mud in the field, used the module of the brick to make the mud into a mud brick, dried it coolly, and then moved it back to the kiln, and then burned it with firewood for a few days and nights, and when all the mud bricks inside were red, the kiln was sealed, and the kiln could be opened in a few days, and the bricks were ready. Then my grandmother took them back to the house one by one and waited for the workers to lay the bricks. It is conceivable that such a huge project can be completed by a woman by herself, and the big men in the village are not as good as her.
When the daughters were married, the grandchildren were also brought up, and the son also bought a house outside and settled down, asking her to go out and live with her son, she said: "I am not Xi to the life of the big city, and I can't do without the family's one-acre and three-point land." She didn't want to go to the big city to live, so she grew vegetables and raised some fish at home, and she was quite happy that her children would go back to see her when they were free.
After I got married and had children, I rarely had time to go back to see her, and I really wanted to go back, but after becoming a wife and mother, I was really helpless. Every month, I would call her **, and I kept telling her to take good care of herself and ask her to come to live in my house, and she was even more reluctant to worry about me. Every time I say that she is fine, there is no need to worry about her. Every time she gives her money, she is always reluctant to spend it and saves it.
In fact, my grandmother's heart is very lonely, and she hopes that someone will accompany her, but she understands that her children have to work and earn money, so she can only endure it by herself and bear it silently. Because every time I went to see her during the Chinese New Year, she was as happy as a child, cleaning the house very clean, picking the vegetables she had grown herself, sweet potatoes and sugar cane waiting for us to come back and eat.
Some time ago, she personally called ** and asked me to go back and see her, I don't think she will feel any discomfort. I hurried back, saw that she seemed to be a lot older, and asked her if she was uncomfortable, she said: "It's all good, I just miss me, ask me to go back and let her see." ”
I finally breathed a sigh of relief and saw that she was fine, because there was a child at home who was still waiting to be fed, so I planned to go back in the afternoon. But my grandmother begged me to stay for one night before leaving, and I was embarrassed, thinking that my grandmother was not uncomfortable, and that I would bring the children back with me in a few days and stay with her for a while. Who knows, one day's farewell will be goodbye forever.
By the time I really understood why she asked me to spend the night with her, she was gone.
Later, I never saw you again, I never saw your kind face again, I could only see you in my dreams, and I was already wet with tears!
"The tree wants to be quiet but the wind does not stop, and the child wants to raise but does not wait!"."I am grateful for my grandmother's love, I am grateful for every encounter in my life, I am young and ignorant, and I just wait for the years to be quiet.