10th Anniversary of GraduationThe class reunion is a moment that makes people look back on the past and feel emotional. In this party, I met the Banhua Susu who I had pursued, which also gave me a new understanding of various emotional experiences in the past.
Once upon a time, I was from the countrysidePoor boy, ignorant of city life and worldly pursuits. The first time I saw Banhua Susu, I unconsciously fell into the whirlpool of pursuing her. Susu has the superior conditions of the city and has become the object of pursuit by many boys. However, the gap between me and her seemed to beMoat, as the song goes, is 30,000 feet away.
I've always had a lot of love for SusuLongingBut in fact, she did not refuse my pursuit, but used me as a "spare tire" in her life. Eat, drink, and watch movies, she will choose to spend time with rich handsome guys;And on some trivial matters, they will call me to help. I may have felt happy at the time, but in fact,I'm just a joke, not even worthy of being called a "spare tire".
After graduating, my classmates went their separate ways, and I struggled at the bottom. The pressures of life made me feel inferior and barely connected with my classmates anymore. However, at this 10th anniversary reunion, I met Susu again. She became bejeweled, but she seemed to have lost something. After spending time with her, I finally sorted out the tangles in my heartUnderstand that we are not the same people.
Su Su was charming and touching at the wine table, attracting many boys. Looking at her actions, I suddenly felt disappointed, as if I saw myself ten years ago. However,When she found out that I was paid 10,000 yuan a month, she became interested in me。I chose to deliberately exaggerate, and the revenge mentality gave me a hint of pleasure. But faced with her real-life dilemmas, I decided to stay sober and not get caught up in it anymore.
In the evening, my classmates went to sing, and I went back to my room alone. Su Su actually came to the door, and her speech and demeanor were a little drunk. She confided in me about her predicament, her life not going as well as she wanted. I felt a rush of her recklessness, but at the critical moment, I came to my senses. We weren't all the way, and we don't do it now. For this relationship with no future, I choose to end.
The next day, I hurried out of the city and went back to life at the grassroots level. It was all like a dream, and I'm glad I woke up early.
This experience gave me a new perspective on class reunions and past relationships. Behind the class reunion may be the age dislocation, the mood is different, and the friendship may be dispersed due to time. However, this is also a thorough understanding of the essence of human nature and a rational treatment of feelings. This gathering made me cherish the life in front of me more, face the past emotions rationally, and meet the challenges of the future.