A man came to a famous hospital with the aim of experiencing the pain of childbirth. He had always heard that the pain of childbirth was indescribable, and he wanted to experience it for himself.
He lies next to a special machine that simulates varying levels of pain. From grade 1 to 12, the degree of pain gradually increases. At first he didn't think much of it, believing that his strong will could withstand any level of pain.
As the pain level increased, he began to feel uncomfortable, a painful expression began to appear on his face, and his body began to tremble slightly. By the time the pain reached level eight, his forehead was already covered with cold sweat. He began to grit his teeth and struggle to endure this pain that he had never experienced before.
By the time the pain level reached ten, he couldn't stand it anymore. His face turned pale and his body was soaked with sweat. However, he did not call for a stop, but chose to continue to persevere. He wanted to understand his wife's pain and dedication through this experience.
When the pain level reached twelve, he was unresponsive. His body was no longer able to react, only tears flowed silently in his eyes. Seeing this scene, the doctor was so frightened that he quickly stopped the machine, walked up to him and asked him about his situation with concern.
With laughter and tears in his eyes, he said softly to the doctor, "It turns out that you didn't bear the pain." When the doctor heard this, his heart throbbed.
It turned out that it hurt so much that you didn't carry it. He repeated the words silently, his heart filled with deep pain and regret. He realized that his wife had died in such heart-wrenching pain, and that he was unable to share the pain or protect her. Tears rolled in his eyes, but there was a bitter smile on the corner of his mouth.
I remember hearing my wife's painful moans outside the delivery room, and praying countless times that she would have a smooth birth. When the doctor told him that because of the difficult birth, the mother and the child might not be saved, his heart felt like it was torn. In the end, he lost her.
Now, he has experienced level 12 of birth pain, and this unforgettable pain has given him a deeper understanding of his wife's death. He felt guilty of not being by her side at the time, why he didn't share that pain for her.
He closed his eyes and tried to find his wife's figure from memory. However, the familiar figure had faded into obscurity. He struggled to recall her smile, her voice, only to find that it had become so far away.
Why didn't I protect you?He wept silently, "Why can't I face this pain with you?"His heart was bleeding, and every tear was filled with longing and self-reproach for his wife.
On this silent afternoon, his heart was immersed in sadness and regret. He knew that he would never be able to make up for it. And this painful experience will forever become the most unforgettable memory in his heart.