My name is Zhang Jun, I am 38 years old, and I am an ordinary office worker. I have been married for ten years, and my wife Li Mei and I are high school classmates, and our relationship has always been very good. We now have a lovely daughter, and I have always put my family first and put my best energy into taking care of my family outside of work.
I work as a salesperson in a foreign company, although I am busy with work, but I have a good income, and my wife is a middle school teacher, although my income is not as high as mine, but I have more time to spend with my family.
Over the years, we have been very affectionate, and we will often travel and live a happy life. However, the good times were short-lived. Last month, the company's performance declined, and general manager Wang Wei decided to improve performance indicators and ask each salesperson to add more customers.
In order to achieve this target, I had to work overtime, often leaving work at 90 o'clock in the evening. "My dear, the company's performance has not been very good recently, I need to work overtime desperately, you and your daughter may not have so much time to spend with you, I'm really sorry. ”
Don't worry, your job is important, and we'll be waiting for you back at home. Pay attention to your body and don't get too tired. "Li Mei said softly. For the past month, I have been going out early and returning late every day, and I can only come home after my children have gone to sleep.
Li Mei is also becoming more and more reticent, I think this is a housewife, her husband is not around, and her heart will feel a little empty. I felt deeply guilty, and secretly made up my mind that I would take them out on vacation after this while.
I parked the car and cautiously opened the door, wanting to surprise her with a sudden appearance. With a "click", the door opened, and I walked into the hallway, and was about to shout "Honey, I'm back" when I heard a noise from the room.
I was stunned, the man was clearly Wang Wei, the general manager of our company!At this moment, I just felt like the world was spinning and I was dizzy. My wife, my closest leader, actually did this in my bed!
Li Mei and Wang Wei were so startled by my roar that they immediately stopped their movements and turned their heads to look at me. "Zhang, Zhang Jun, why are you back?Li Mei said in horror.
I came home from overtime and saw my wife in bed with another man. I said excitedly, "Li Mei, calm down, I need to explain." Wang Wei immediately put on his pants and tried to stabilize the situation.
Explain what?You, the married leader, are in bed with my wife, does this need to be explained?"My heart was filled with anger and sadness, and tears couldn't help but slide down.
Li Mei immediately explained. I sneered: "I understand your personality, and it is impossible to take the initiative to seduce the leader." Obviously, this guy made the first move with his crooked brains and forced you to comply!
What else do you say on the spur of the moment, it's obvious that you've been fornicating for a long time!"Lao Wang, you're embarrassed to quibble!I've seen many times when you've taken advantage of people's dangers. A big leader bullying the wife of an ordinary employee, do you still have a little bit of humanity!I rushed forward to grab Wang Wei's clothes, but was stopped by Li Mei.
Li Mei, you will affect my work like this!"I angrily accused her. She tried to hold me, but I broke free of her hand and left the bedroom in pain and despair.
I opened the door and left the house without looking back. I drove aimlessly through the streets in the middle of the night, filled with images of my wife and Wang Wei in bed, and their lies, which pierced my heart like sharp knives and made me feel painful.
Li Mei, I'm so good to you, why are you betraying me!Wang Wei, I have worked hard for you, why are you destroying my family!"I was angry, desperate and aggrieved.
God, why are you doing this to me!I've always been a good person who is both a good husband and a hard worker, so why should I be treated like this!All night, I wandered the road with a lot of thoughts.
What should I do?Divorce Li Mei?We've been in a relationship for ten years, and it's really hard for me to let go. However, can I accept that my wife has been taken by the leader?It's an intolerable insult for me!
It occurred to me that Wang Wei, a man who also has his own family, how would they feel about his betrayal?I had to let him experience the pain of being betrayed and teach him a hard lesson.
Hello, Auntie, is Wang Wei at home?I asked politely. "He worked late last night and is still sleeping. Do you have anything to do with him?
Wang Wei's wife replied. "I have something very important to tell him and Auntie, can I go in and talk about it?I asked with a smile and followed my aunt into the house, thinking about how I would expose his cheating later.
Hey, who's coming?At this time, Wang Wei came out of the bedroom rubbing his eyes, and when he saw that it was me, his face instantly became ugly: "Zhang Jun, what are you doing at my house?"”
I said calmly: "Mr. Wang, I came to repay your favor." You've ruined my family, and I'm going to fight back. Wang Wei's wife said in surprise: "Mr. Zhang, what do you mean by this?"
My Wang Wei destroyed your family?I nodded, and said in an excited tone: "Auntie, here's the thing, Wang Wei, a man, not only often oppresses employees in the company, but also has an affair with a married female employee of our company for a long time!."
Yesterday, I saw him fooling around with that woman in my bed!What?!Wang Wei's wife exclaimed, "Wang Wei, you have an affair with other women, and you still go to someone's bed?"
You brute!After that, she slapped Wang Wei twice, and Wang Wei's face immediately swollen. "You show me some respect!How can I be as unbearable as you say, it's all Zhang Jun talking nonsense!Wang Wei glared angrily.
Can I be wrong with what I saw with my own eyes?You're embarrassed to quibble!"I raise my voice. "Even if there were, it was the vixen who seduced me!"Not to be outdone, Wang Wei responded.
You negative man, you still want to defile that innocent woman, do you still have a little conscience!"My heart burned with rage, and I wanted to punch this negative man in the face.
While we were arguing, Wang Wei's wife began to cry bitterly"Wang Wei, I am so good to you, how can you treat me like this!Our children are still young, you have the heart to leave, let them do what in the future!
Looking at Wang Wei's wife's painful appearance, I also felt some pity in my heart. However, for the sake of my family, I had to let Wang Wei experience this pain. At this moment, Wang Wei's mobile phone suddenly rang, and he glanced at it, and his face became even more gloomy.
Hey, Li Mei, is there anything to find me?"Wang Wei picked up the ** and then walked outside. I was shocked, this ** was actually called by Li Mei!Could it be that Li Mei wants to explain what happened last night?
After a while, Wang Wei came back and hung up **, and glared at me viciously: "Zhang Jun, you are too much!."It was your wife who took the initiative to seduce me last night, and you still came to my house**?
I was so angry that my face flushed: "Nonsense!."It's clear that you seduced my wife first and forced her to comply!You beast, what right do you have to say about me?"You!Wang Wei was furious and punched him.
I couldn't dodge it, and I got a solid punch and my nosebleed. "Are you justified in beating someone?I'm going to call the police!Wang Wei's wife hurriedly stopped.
Call the police, I have witnesses who can prove that he is vexatious!Wang Dawei shouted. I was very unhappy in my heart, I originally wanted to find Wang Wei to vent my emotions, but he gave me a punch instead, putting me at a disadvantage.
I wiped my nosebleed and left Wang Wei's home in silence. More than an hour later, I drove back to my home and found Li Mei sitting in the living room with her phone in her hand.
Zhang Jun, you're injured!Tell me what's going on!Li Mei is full of concern. I said angrily: "It's not you yet, I have to help your Mr. Wang speak!."
I went to him to theorize, and he punched me back, are you happy?"Zhang Jun, I know you're uncomfortable, but this time it's really me who is wrong, and you shouldn't go to Wang Wei. Li Mei was full of apologies.
I walked around the room irritably, my mind full of trouble. Am I doing it wrong?I just want Wang Wei to taste the pain too, I did something wrong?I've endured so many grievances, shouldn't Li Mei be on my side?
Zhang Jun, calm down, let's have a good talk. Li Mei grabbed my hand. I broke free of her hand and punched the wall, feeling extremely painful and hopeless.
Li Mei exclaimed, her eyes filled with tears. I know I'm out of control, but I can't forgive Li Mei for what she did. "Li Mei, that's it, I want a divorce.
I said softly but firmly. What?!Li Mei was stunned, "You said you were going to divorce me?"Zhang Jun, be sober, we can discuss it well!”
I felt unbearable pain and helplessness :"I'm really not sure if I'll be able to stay with you again. Every time I see you, I think of you and Wang Wei, can I really accept that my wife was owned by someone else?"
It was just an accident and I swear it will never happen again!"Li Mei replied eagerly"The child is still young, don't you feel guilty for leaving our mother and daughter like this?"
I will fulfill my responsibilities as a father and provide for their lives. But as husband and wife, it is no longer possible for us to be together. "I said firmly. Li Mei burst into tears:"Are you going to ruin our ten-year marriage just because of one mistake?
I know you're in pain right now, but give us a chance to redeem it, okay?"I turned around and couldn't bear to look at Li Mei crying anymore:"Sorry, I need time to calm down.
I'll talk to a lawyer about the divorce in a few days, and you're ready. "With that, I picked up my suitcase and left the house.
In the days that followed, Li Mei and I negotiated the divorce through a lawyer, and I proposed a number of agreements in the hope of protecting my daughter's rights and interests. Li Mei cried several times and tried to redeem it, but I couldn't let go and just wanted to end it all as soon as possible.
Soon, the divorce settlement was finalized. I suggest that Li Mei be given enough living expenses and real estate, as long as she can survive this turmoil smoothly. The lawyer told me that Li Mei had signed the agreement.
It wasn't until I moved everything out of my old home and into my new house on my own that I realized that everything had changed. I no longer have a warm family, I no longer have Li Mei's company, I have become a divorced middle-aged man.
This sense of loss almost broke me. In fact, I still love Li Mei deeply in my heart, and even if she has been unfaithful to me, I can't forget the good times we spent together.
It's just that every time I think of her and Wang Wei, I am furious and can't control my emotions.
I deeply regret that I should not have had a hasty divorce and ruined a family. Whenever I think of the sad eyes of Li Mei and the child, I feel guilty. "Li Mei, in fact, I still love you, but I was too angry at that time to control myself.
I sent her a message. When I saw that message, my heart hurt like a knife. Yes, all this was caused by my impulse, and I shouldn't have left my family so willfully.
Li Mei, although the road to reunion is full of difficulties, I will try to atone for my sins. As long as you give me a chance, I will definitely give you happiness again!"I say these words sincerely.
My heart was completely cold. I didn't expect that my stupid behavior had deeply hurt Li Mei's heart. As the days went by, I had a very bad life, I couldn't sleep all night, I couldn't eat, and life lost all its pleasures.
Late that night, I couldn't suppress my longing for her and drove to our former home. I knocked on the door, and Li Mei looked at me in surprise: "Why did you come all of a sudden?".
I couldn't help but hug her and cry bitterly: "Li Mei, I really know it's wrong, can we start again?".Li Mei silently pushed me away: "I'm sorry, it's too late." ”
I fell to my knees and begged, "Please give me another chance!".I've been like the walking dead during this time, I really need you!Li Mei closed the door with red eyes.
At that moment, I suddenly realized that I was so pathetic, so despised.
After experiencing Li Mei's cold refusal, I left in tears, filled with endless guilt. A few days later, I wrote a letter with all my apologies and remorse, and sincerely hoped that she would give me a chance to correct my mistakes.
I sent her the letter along with the divorce settlement. A week later, I received a reply from her with a short sentence: "Sorry, it's too late, don't contact me and the child again." ”
This sentence was like thunder, and it made me realize that my relationship with Li Mei had broken to the point of no repair. It was I who ruined happiness with my own hands, and now regretting it will not help.
I sat on the ground and let the tears flow. I made the mistake, and I have no right to ask for her forgiveness. From now on, I'm going to really let go and stop bothering her life.
Then I took a long sick leave and went to a faraway place on my own. I want to quietly reflect and re-examine my life here.
During the long period of self-healing, I gradually realized that I was not the only person in the world who was facing the pain of a dramatic change in my life. I need to learn to love myself and love the whole world.
Only by opening one's heart to all the sufferings in life can one find inner liberation. I started volunteering to help those who were living in pain, giving them hope and motivation.
In the process, I saw people whose fate was more tragic than mine, and it made me truly understand the need to be grateful and live in the moment. So, I never contacted Li Mei again.
God has given us a brief fate, and now the only thing I can do is to let go selflessly. As long as she is happy and our children grow up healthy and happy, I will be satisfied.
I will be forever grateful for the happy time that Li Mei once gave me. And now, I will definitely become a positive and enthusiastic person who gives help and warmth to others.