In 2010, Xie Na, who was in the midst of a bumper harvest in her career and popularity, broke through the 100 million mark in her fans during her tenure as the host of "Happy Camp", becoming the first actress in China to have more than 100 million fans. At that time, Xie Na exuded a dazzling light all over her body, and her delicate face was filled with excitement and pride that could not be concealed. She is like a brilliant sun, bringing dazzling light and illuminating the hearts of countless audiences. 
The words "Indispensable" were written on her face with great joy, which was her best commentary on herself. After years of hard work, I finally came back at this moment. Xie Na felt that she was standing at the peak of her life, and was dubbed the "Sun Goddess" by fans. Once upon a time, she was also a newcomer, struggling in the entertainment industry and no one noticed. Now it has finally become a blockbuster and has successfully attracted the attention of so many people. This joy seemed to light up her whole being. On the stage, Xie Na's smile was so bright that even the small wrinkles at the corners of her eyes were shining. 
She is grateful to the fans who supported her, and even more grateful to the stage that gave her the opportunity to shine. The acting ability accumulated over the years blooms heartily at this moment. Xie Na dares to say that she is at the peak of her life and acting career, and she can be called a generation of "national girls". This joy and pride are what she has bought with her youth and sweat. In the blink of an eye, in 2022, Xie Na celebrated her 41st birthday. is different from the grand occasion ten years ago, Xie Na on this year's birthday looks lonely, and there are few blessings sent by friends on the screen. This ** is like the "sun goddess" who once dominated the entertainment industry and enjoyed thousands of favors?When she realizes that her birthday, which has always been bustling, has suddenly become deserted, she can't help but feel a sense of loss and powerlessness in her heart. 
Looking at the empty WeChat interface, Xie Na was stunned for a while. yes, what does that mean?Are you no longer a first-line star in the entertainment industry?Years of popularity seem to have come to an abrupt end at this moment, and the cold world is pouring in from all directions, catching people off guard. Could this be the end of my life?In the familiar singing voices of friends in the circle who have worked with him for many years, there is actually a faint hint of sadness and depression. Perhaps this is precisely due to their own history, prosperity will eventually fall, and the country is difficult to find. Thinking of this, she couldn't help but froze, controlling the turmoil in her heart. The day should have been warm and harmonious, but only her husband and children were by her side. The blessings of the circle of friends are not even as good as the bland "happy birthday" of the new courier in the community, and there are fewer and fewer people who really open their hearts. 
She rubbed her faintly red eyes, and pressed the emotion in her heart that was about to burst. Perhaps this is the inevitability of coming down from the top, and everything speaks for itself. As a senior host, "Happy Camp" is undoubtedly Xie Na's most important stage. The show lasted more than a decade in her career, watching her grow from an ignorant newcomer to a "sun goddess." But just over a year ago, the show was discontinued, and Xie Na lost her most glamorous period. Without this stage built of reinforced concrete, Xie Na felt that the whole person was fluttering, as if she had lost her foothold. The title of host is no longer as glittering as before, and it is no longer the glory of youth. 
Her influence has decreased significantly, and she is no longer a popular figure in the circle. He no longer has the appeal and appeal of the past, and has become a helpless wanderer. She urgently needed to find a new direction and opportunities, so she joined a number of entertainment programs, but unfortunately they were not as successful as the previous "Happy Camp". This made her even more anxious, looking around for a stage and show that might regain its former glory, but each time in vain. She couldn't help but sigh secretly in her heart, the years are no longer over, and after the peak, it is really difficult to rise again. Today, when she has lost the most important stage, Xie Na's number of fans has plummeted by nearly half compared to her peak, and it is conceivable that her popularity is not comparable to before. The once sought-after "Sun Goddess" is now a passerby-level existence, and she is no longer as likable as before. 
Various doubts began to appear on the Internet, speculating whether Xie Na's popularity has gone downhill and whether she is about to quit the entertainment industry. "What sun goddess, isn't it still going to set, sooner or later. "The pinprick-like words are pervasive. In the midst of these cynicisms, Xie Na felt unprecedented pressure, as if the whole world was watching her jokes. But she straightened her back and resisted the urge to refute. She understands that this is the ebb and flow of this circle, and no one can always stand on the cusp. Ups and downs are the inevitability of most artists. Now that it was her turn to be silent, there was nothing to complain about, she could only accept the reality and move on. 
And among these cold evaluations, there are still a few who will not abandon her. They insisted that Xie Na and the positive energy she brought to everyone should not be forgotten and that she deserved a second chance. These warm words became a source of warmth for Xie Na in the cold winter, so that she would not give up on herself halfway. Just when Xie Na was exhausted by the bumps in her career, there was still a constant warm color in her life. That is her 7-year-old good marriage. Her husband's understanding and tolerance of her became a safe haven in this storm. The two have already experienced the vicissitudes of life over the years, and compared to their careers, family and happiness are the most precious treasures in her life. 
Every time she thinks of her husband and children, a warmth and strength rise in Xie Na's heart. This is a small world that belongs to her alone, and there is no place for others to interfere. She would hold the children, listen to their innocent chatter, and smile kindly at her husband. There is no noise and indifference from the outside world, but the warmth of home. This is the kind of happiness that she will finally have to protect after successfully breaking through the black jungle of the entertainment industry, which is rare among female artists of her age. Perhaps this is the magic weapon for female stars to go long - to have a paradise of their own. 
It's a place where she can forget about the storm outside for a while and draw the motivation to keep fighting. She knows that as long as the home is still there and the road is still there, the dream will never die. This is a lifeline that she will never let go. Today, evaluations of Xie Na are clearly polarized. In other words, this actually reflects two different choices in the process of growing up. Some of the people who used to admire Xie Na so much still miss her, firmly support her to start anew, and believe in the positive energy she brings to everyone. This may mean that they have chosen a long-term and tolerant attitude towards life, and they are still warm. Others, however, turned their faces ruthlessly at Xie Na's setbacks and joined in lashing out at her, as if they were just waiting for the day to see her fall. This is another option - growing up, choosing a relatively ruthless and harsh posture. 
When the dream is shattered, leave the scene as soon as possible. But for Xie Na herself, these discussions will not affect her persistence and pursuit of a new journey. In her opinion, the road is still under her feet, and the next few decades are still long, and these praises and disapprovals will not affect the course of her life. She can still go on and on.