My name is Zhang Fang, an ordinary housewife. Just one day after I got married, I was going to divorce my husband. When my mother-in-law found out, she slapped me hard!I am 26 years old and an ordinary housewife.
My husband Wang Qiang is 4 years older than me and is a sales manager of a company. We've known each other for a year, and he's tall, has a stable job, and has a good family background. In December last year, he proposed to me, and we were soon married.
Our wedding was scheduled for September 9th at a luxurious five-star hotel in the city. I found one of the top five wedding companies in the city and carefully prepared a grand wedding.
With short hair, I tied up my cute balls, put on a light wedding dress, and wore a diamond headband that my mother-in-law gave me. My husband is in a suit and leather shoes, wearing black-rimmed glasses, and he is in good spirits.
Moderator: "Now for the newcomers!".With **, we walked on the red carpet and slowly walked to the front of the stage in the eyes of everyone. I excitedly said, "Wow, that's a lot of people!."It's a very lively scene!”
My husband and I went through a series of wedding ceremonies under the guidance of the host, including taking vows, drinking a glass of wine, and wearing wedding rings. Amid everyone's applause and blessings, we cut the first cake that symbolizes the tie of the knot.
My husband said to me gently, "I love you!".I shyly replied, "I love you too!"."The ** on the dance floor sounded and we started dancing, and the guests around us applauded and blessed us.
At this moment, I felt that I had stepped into the door of happiness and would definitely live an ideal life in the future. In the evening, the guests dispersed and we returned to the hotel's most luxurious honeymoon suite.
The room is beautifully furnished, with a large red heart-shaped bed in the **. It was naturally the wedding night, and I was a little nervous and overwhelmed. "Honey, go take a shower first. My husband said softly.
I nodded, took the bathrobe and toiletries from the waiter, and walked into the bathroom. Looking at myself in the mirror in my nightdress, I was still a little incredulous, it was an important moment in my life.
After taking a shower, I changed into a new white lace nightgown and looked at myself in the mirror, my face flushed with shyness. What is about to happen tonight marks that I am officially married woman.
I took a deep breath and pushed open the bathroom door to see my husband already waiting for me in bed. "Come on, dear.
He smiled and beckoned to me. What I didn't expect, however, was that he suddenly became very rude, very different from the usual suave and elegant.
He eagerly ripped off my clothes and stroked my **'s body hard, and before I could react, he had already entered me without hesitation. "Oops!Tap!
I couldn't help but cry out. However, my husband seemed to completely ignore my feelings and take his own breath to vent his impulses on me. The pain and discomfort hit me, I couldn't take it anymore, crying and begging him to stop. "Please, don't do this. It hurts. I sobbed.
On the wedding night, my husband was not as gentle as I imagined, but violated me in a savage way, which made me feel very scared. I broke down and yelled and pushed him away, but he sneered and said, "Didn't you say you love me?".
I wiped my tears and said aggrievedly, "I didn't expect you to be so rude." "I decided to end this marriage, and I didn't want to be hurt like this again. My husband left confidently, and I lay on the bed crying, my heart aching like a knife. The next day, I contacted my mom, choked up and said that we were not suitable and decided to divorce my husband.
After my mother listened to me, she was silent for a while, and then said to me, "Son, go home and talk to your mother well, there are some things that need to be seriously considered, don't make a decision lightly."
I wiped away my tears, packed my bags and left the room. As I sat in the taxi back home, my heart was filled with confusion and helplessness. Our marriage lasted only one day, and my life changed dramatically.
What should I do?When I got home, my mother's face was ugly. As soon as I spoke, she stood up and slapped me hard!"Mom!I covered my face and looked at her incredulously.
I worked so hard to raise you just so that you could marry a decent family. You don't know what to do, the wedding is so luxurious, can't you just last one night and then get divorced?
With such a big scandal going out, how can our family get mixed up in this circle?Mom was furious. "Mom, it's not my fault!He was violent and rude to me that night, and it was normal for me to want a divorce if I couldn't stand it.
I choked up and defended myself. "Shut up!How could the daughter I taught be so shameless?Mom slapped me in the face, "You have to reconsider and live a good life with him!."
But ......I tried to defend myself, but my mother's stern gaze stopped me, and I had to stop talking for a while. Just when we were at a stalemate, my husband Wang Qiang suddenly appeared at home.
Husband!"I was shocked and scared. "You unchaste woman still have the face to say that I'm not good?You slander me, I'm going to fight with you!My husband said through gritted teeth.
You!It hurts me so much on my wedding night and hurts me, that's a fact!I cried. "you facts!Believe it or not, I'm going to kill you widow today!
My husband's face changed and he raised his fist to hit me. "Stop!"Mom stopped her husband,"If you have something to say, don't do it!"
I sat down on the floor, tears obscuring my ......visionJust when I was almost in despair, my husband's attitude suddenly softened. "Mom, don't be angry yet, let me explain.
My husband said to my mother. Mom pondered for a moment and nodded in agreement. My husband looked at me and said, "I'm sorry, I did drink a little too much that night, and I went straight to sleep after I went back to my room, and I really didn't touch you."
What you said may be your misunderstanding. My eyes widened in disbelief: "Impossible!".How could this be a misunderstanding?"Because, your mother and I have discussed it beforehand.
My husband sighed helplessly, "We all think that you are too innocent and need a lesson, so we designed this 'accident' to let you see the reality clearly." As your mom, she just wants to give you a wake-up call.
I looked at my mother in amazement, and she nodded silently. It turned out that I was like a manipulated puppet, moving forward in someone else's plan every step of the way. My marriage, the honeymoon I've always dreamed of, was all a **.
This realization instantly overwhelmed me, and I felt hopeless and helpless like never before. "No!I cried bitterly, "How can you do this to me!".Is all my dedication to you all these years just your plaything?
I couldn't control my emotions, cried until I convulsed, and then fell headlong to the ground, falling into a dark coma. When I woke up again, I found myself in a hospital bed.
The mother sat on the sidelines, her face full of worry and guilt. "Meimei, you're awake!She took my hand, "Mom is wrong, it shouldn't be in such an extreme way."
Ever since you were a child, your mom has always wanted to protect you and give you the best life, but the method is completely wrong. You are already an individual and have the right to choose your own life.
If you feel that you have no future with this family, you can leave, and your mother will always support you. I looked at the sincere tears in my mother's eyes, nodded, and did not speak. I understood her intentions, but I couldn't believe it anymore and had no choice but to leave.
I chose to leave and go to a completely new place. Maybe on the way, I will encounter another possibility of life, although the future is uncertain, but this is the path I have chosen.
I dragged my small suitcase alone and came to the station, wearing sunglasses and a mask, and bought a ticket to the farthest place. I want to start a new life, no longer bound by anyone or emotion.
I got in the car and watched the familiar scenery outside the window reced, the sky, the trees, and the buildings moving. I felt calmer than I had ever been, I was just myself, and I was finally free.
There are no failures in life, only experiences. I can still live my life to the fullest and explore the greater possibilities in life. During my journey, I may meet someone with whom I share my heart and go on an adventure together
Or I will find a new world of my own and live a simple and happy life;Or maybe I'll become a volunteer and pass on the love ......Every way of life deserves respect.
The important thing is that I am no longer tied down by any kind. I just be myself and move forward freely. The train slowly moved away from the city and into the distance. I lay back in a hard seat and watched the view from the window reced.
The constant flow of traffic and high-rise buildings soon disappeared into the horizon, replaced by endless fields and villages. It's all so new and wonderful to me.
I suddenly realized that I had never really been out into the world, and that I had been protected by my family and lived in a greenhouse. How blind I am, treating mother's love as a shackle and other people's acquiescence as normal.
Do you need a snack?"A female college student asked me kindly, and I took the candy and cookies in her hand a little shyly. "Traveling alone?
She sat down beside me in a friendly way, and I nodded. "One person's journey also has one person's romance!Her words inspired me that being brave enough to experience different people and things will make me grow a lot.
We had a great chat, she gave me a lot of information about the outside world and also recommended some places to visit. This kind and straightforward girl made me see new values.
It turns out that the outside world is not as scary and indifferent as I imagined, and strangers can also be very friendly and offer to help. I began to understand that maybe I should let go of my prejudices, socialize more with different people, not be limited by the environment, but accept and understand from the heart.
The moon was hazy, the train pulled into a city, and we arrived at the final station. "Had a great trip and look forward to meeting next time. The girl waved goodbye to me. "Okay, goodbye!
Thank you so much. I responded, smiling and waving. In the moonlight, I walked out of the train station with my small suitcase and strolled down the long street. The streets are lined with food stalls and shops from the night market, and the atmosphere is lively.
Young people are laughing in groups and full of energy. I bought a few freshly baked barbecue skewers at the night market and ate them while walking, feeling relaxed and free that I hadn't felt for a long time.
A neon sign at an inn caught my eye. I pushed the door in, and the boss greeted me warmly: "Little sister, are you staying alone?"Come on, come on, I'll arrange the best room for you!
I was very pleasantly surprised by the enthusiasm of the owner. He helped me carry my luggage upstairs, double-checked the facilities in the room, and reminded me to come to him if I needed anything.
Thank you for how beautiful the world is!"I say it from the bottom of my heart. The boss went downstairs with a smile on his face. I made it up, lay into the comfy bed, and felt more peaceful than I had ever felt before.
Maybe I should let go of my prejudices, learn to be grateful, and make myself a warm person. When I am struggling, I can also take the initiative to ask for help instead of running away from the problem.
The world, perhaps, is how I see it. The next day I woke up early and hiked in the mountains. The fresh air refreshes me. The green vegetation all over the mountains, like a natural oxygen bar, makes me feel full of energy.
I visited a small village high in the mountains, where I was warmly welcomed to eat and taught me how to make special handicrafts. It's all so beautiful and meaningful. I thought, maybe I can stay here and live a self-sufficient life.
Just as I was immersed in this beautiful imagination, a little girl ran up to me and pulled the hem of my clothes, muttering the local dialect in her mouth. I didn't quite understand, but I could tell she was trying to take me somewhere.
I followed the little girl along the field path and came to a moss-covered spring. An old woman was washing clothes by the spring with a cane, and she looked up at me with a kind smile.
The little girl asked me to squat down and wash my hands. I let my guard down and put my hand in the spring. Suddenly, I felt a cleansing of my mind that I had never felt before. Perhaps, I should learn to let go and wash my ...... againWashed by the spring water, I felt the dirt in my heart gradually subside, replaced by unprecedented tranquility.
The old woman took me by the hand and led me to the ancestral hall in the village. Walking into the humble ancestral hall, I saw a calligraphy and painting hanging on the wall: "God rewards diligence". The old grandmother pointed to these four words and said, "Child, remember, as long as you are willing to work hard, the way of heaven will always reward the hard-working."
When encountering difficulties, don't be discouraged, you must face the difficulties, make a little progress every day, and there will always be a time to see the light. "I listened to my grandmother's words and was deeply moved.
I bowed to her and decided to stay for a few days in this beautiful mountain village to experience the philosophy of life. Day after day, I worked with the aunts and uncles in the mountain village every day – farming, carrying water, picking dung, ......Although it was hard work, the long-lost labor made me feel that my hands were rough but clean.
In the evening, everyone danced and sang around the bonfire, and the simple happiness made me forget it for a long time. After living in the mountains for half a month, I felt that I had experienced vicissitudes and finally found my inner concentration.
I no longer run away from reality, but face it bravely, building my life with my hands and sweat. With every cart of manure I pushed, I felt like I was getting stronger. I know I have a way to go, but at this moment, I am grateful that this place has given me the opportunity to be born again.
Under the regretful but understanding gaze of the villagers, I set out on my way home again. I tell you that I will come back to visit you, because this has become my hometown.
Back in the city, I rented a modest rental house and got a job as a janitor through a newspaper. Every day I go out early and return late, I start the simple rhythm of ordinary life.
At first, I wasn't Xi to such hard work, but the thought that I was moving forward on my own strength made me feel empowered. My colleagues noticed my passion for the job and looked at me differently.
When we get together, we call me out, and the bold boss often makes an exception to add us food. I felt the warmth of genuine relationship between people. One day, when I came home from work, I saw a down-and-out middle-aged man sitting on the side of the road holding a sign begging.
I saw in him my old self – vulnerability, avoidance, self-abandonment. I solemnly handed him my full monthly salary, bowed, and left. I'm sure he'll be able to get back on his feet because I've proven that hope lies ahead.
I started saving money with the goal of opening a small store of my own. Maybe it won't be very successful, but there I can help more people - give warmth and pass on the beautiful value of life.
One night I was sitting by the river, looking at the moonlight sparkling on the water, and suddenly it seemed that the road ahead seemed clear. I no longer complain, but I know how to be grateful;I am no longer bound by fame and fortune, but live in the moment;I no longer shirk my responsibilities, but I move forward bravely ......I looked up at the eternal sky and river, and under the witness of the stars, I made a new vow: I will definitely live the light and heat of life to warm the world.
I firmly believe that I am not a passive bearer, but an active creator;I am not a slave of fate, but a dancer of life. Ahead, endless possibilities await me to explore.
When I found the meaning and direction of my life, the inner changes were also reflected externally. I started to get involved in the community and met many like-minded friends.
I no longer dwell on the shadows of the past, but try to integrate into the new environment and become part of this big family. Aunt Zhang is the director of the neighborhood committee in our community, and she often organizes us to participate in various party activities.
When we went out to pick fruit, she was always the most active and took the lead, not at all like an old lady. "Meimei, come and help me pick up this big apple!Aunt Zhang greeted me warmly.
Here comes Auntie!"I happily ran over to help. With these kind neighbors, I have regained my basic joy of being human. Uncle Chen is the person in charge of our downstairs senior activity room. I often go there to teach the elderly how to use smartphones, and everyone praises me for my patience and caringness.
Mei Mei's teaching is amazing, and now I can finally chat with my grandson!Grandma Li said happily. "It's an honor to be able to help you.
I couldn't be more gratified. Through dedication and dedication, I have experienced the sublimation of the meaning of life. It also gave me the courage to face my feelings again, because I knew that I was no longer vulnerable.
There is a new employee in the community, Xiao Wang, who is cheerful and humorous. We began to have frequent contact, talking and laughing, and gradually became acquainted. During the Lantern Festival, our community organized a lantern viewing tour in the garden.
Xiao Wang invited me to join him. "This year's lantern show must be beautiful, let's go see it together. He said shyly. "Okay. I readily agreed.
On that warm spring night, we walked in the dimly lit place. The colorful lights reflected on Xiao Wang's handsome face, and my heartbeat couldn't help but speed up ......Later, in the midst of everyone's jokes, we settled on the relationship.
Xiao Wang was very attentive to me and respected my space, which made me take off my guard and open my heart to accept him. "You changed my perspective on love and made me believe in the goodness of people again.
I said to him affectionately. "You've helped me grow a lot, too. Xiao Wang held my hand tightly. When true love comes, we will see in the other person the possibility of becoming a better version of ourselves.
Slowly, I found a balance in my life – working diligently, serving others to deliver warmth, and listening to my inner voice with Xiao Wang. I am no longer haunted by the shadows of the past, but live in the present, full of serenity and contentment.
I often think of the saying when I was in a mountain village: "God rewards hard work". I know that now I am moving towards a positive life path step by step, writing my destiny with my own hands.
I may not be fame and fortune, but it is already a blessing for me to shine in my place. Occasionally, I would take time to go back to the mountain village and visit my dear neighbors.
We sat together, reminiscing about the hardships I had when I came and talking about the present. "Meimei is doing well, you see, hard work always pays off!The old lady said happily.
Yes, because I met you, I found myself again. I smiled with tears in my eyes. The journey of life continues, and I believe that there will be more beautiful things waiting for me in the future. Some things may take time**, but as long as you are brave and move forward, the light is ahead.