After gaining a little fame in the team of writers, I have surrounded the big city from a small city and the literary friends who have been living in the big city kindly persuaded me to go to the big city to develop: the big city has many circles and cultural atmosphere, and there is a more promising future.
I've never been moved.
I'm a little man with no ambitions and self-satisfaction. When I was facing the loess with my back to the sky, like most rural youth, I "would rather have a bed in the city than a house in the countryside", and after entering the county seat and having a wife and son house, I would be rich and peaceful, "I would rather have a suite in the county than a bed in the provincial capital".
I live on the sixth floor, the roof is open, you can watch the moon and count the stars while enjoying the cool on a summer night, chasing the past and the present;In winter, you can bask in the sun while looking up at the blue sky, thinking quietly or thinking about nothing. Later, I sweated profusely, carried the fertile soil and piled up the top floor, "caring about food and vegetables" like Haizi, and "planting vegetables on the top floor like Tao Yuanming, and seeing Nanshan leisurely".
When you go to a big city, even if you can afford to buy a house, even if you live on the top floor, you can't have your own sky, let alone your own vegetable patch. The skies of the big cities have been cut apart by the tall buildings, polluted beyond recognition by lights and exhaust fumes. The crowded traffic is turbulent**, forcing you to look left and right, and look up at the skyBeware of being hit!For most big city people, the ceiling and electric lights are their blue sky and starry sky.
I can't let go of the blue sky and starry sky of the small town, as well as fox friends and dog friends.
In small cities, the manuscript fees earned can maintain a decent and dignified life and live a good life. What is a small day?Small days are neither poor days nor rich days, small days are more than the upper than the bottom, that is, there is not much ability but completely rely on the real ability to eat, that is, small wine and small dishes in the subtleties to see the spirit.
In a small city, I am barely a middle class, and when I go to a big city, I am a poor middle peasant. In a small city, I was a "famous writer", but in a big city I was nothing. The eldest husband would rather be a chicken head than a phoenix tail, and I am still a monkey in a small city without tigers in the mountains.
Big cities have more friends and more contacts, and more money will be spent when they have more contacts. I'm not afraid that the outside world is helpless, but I'm afraid of losing myself in the wonderful world and getting a serious illness. The big hidden in the city, since the practice is limited and can't refuse, then the way away from the ** is hidden in the county.
But I don't sit in a well and watch the sky, I often go down to the sixth floor to climb the mountain, go camping, go donkey swimming, and get in touch with nature like a first love. In the Internet era, even if I stay at home, I get no less information than people in big cities. With the Internet and reading, my vision is as long-term as that of people in big cities, and my soul is not short of oxygen and my bones are not deficient in calcium.
Living in a small city, you can drink tap water that is more delicious than that of a big city, you can eat greener vegetables than a big city, you can breathe the air that is fresher than a big city, you can bask in the pure sunshine of a bigger city, and you can experience a warmer human ...... than a big city
Those literary friends who went to the big cities, except for drinking and blowing sticks to each other, the opportunity to make friends of the opposite sex was greatly increased, except for becoming worldly snobbish, cautious and timid, and hypocritical, in terms of creation, there was not much progress, and even regressed.
The reason why I chose to write freely is, firstly, to survive, and secondly, to always maintain a relatively cold and lonely way of living, to dialogue with this noisy and impetuous era, and to tenaciously guard the difficulties of life and the romance of writing.
The same is true for staying in the county seat and not going out.
Whether you have big ambitions or no big ambitions, don't have "moles"!I am narrow-minded and vicious, and I can't tolerate many people and things, nor can I tolerate "moles". For now, the chest is open and open.
Staying in a small city and writing small articles and living a small life, being alone, not being good at people's jobs, not looking at people's faces, not being greedy for work in the morning, not being sick**, not being angry with birds, is the ideal and romance of my life, and it is also the blessing of my previous life.
Of course, with the increasing decline of the economy, the quiet years are becoming more and more memories, and the small days are bound to become more and more difficult.