My son, he has deep eyes, as if there are many mysteries hidden in them. His eyes were always so cold, as if they had never been opened. Coupled with his sharp brow bones and thin lips, there was always a hint of imperceptible mockery.
And I, an ordinary mother. As I get older, wrinkles gradually carve the marks of age on my face. Even so, I still have a smile on my face because my smile is always kind, gentle, and able to bring joy and warmth to others.
Son, how can you do this to me?How can the relationship between our mother and child be severed so easily?I asked him in pain, my voice filled with incomprehension and pain.
He looked at me with a blank face and smiled contemptuously. "You don't deserve to be my mother, you've always expected too much from me. I don't want to be burdened by your expectations anymore. ”
But I just want you to be an independent person, a good boy with a sense of responsibility. "I said angrily and sadly that I never thought that my expectations would also become a burden to him.
How can you say such a thing, you have raised me for so many years, I have my own plans and decisions. And I don't plan to provide for you in the future, you see. His eyes revealed a ruthless determination, without a trace of nostalgia.
How can you say that?How can the affection between mother and son be denied by you at will?I looked at him with grief, my heart bleeding.
He didn't speak again, just looked at me coldly. I know he's made his decision.
This scene made my heart twist. I don't understand, what's wrong with my son?Why are you so ruthless to me?My heart was overwhelmed by his decision, and I was filled with grief and indignation when I thought that he would not provide for me in the future. But, strangely, I don't regret it.
I may have really expected too much from him before we had problems in our relationship, and I always wanted him to be a responsible, responsible man, a good father who could take care of me and his own children. However, it was only today that I realized that my expectations of him might just be my own wishful thinking, and that he would be the perfect image that I had in mind, but he was himself.
I know that even after we broke off the mother-son relationship, I still loved him. Because a mother's love is always selfless, it will not diminish because of his ruthlessness. I am willing to take on the responsibility of providing for the elderly alone. My son may never understand, but I'm willing to give silently. Maybe this is mother's love, no regrets, I just hope he can live happily.
I may have lost a son, but I don't regret it. Because I understand that a person's decisions can only be made by himself. My love will never change, nor will it be imposed on him. I only hope that he can live the life he wants, live calmly, and leave no regrets.
Mom, how can you be so cowardly?Why don't you insist on having a good talk with him?"My inner voice is shouting. But I know that this decision is no longer a matter for one person, but a matter for two people's hearts.
I walked alone on the way home, the wind was strong, and I felt the loneliness in my heart. But I didn't have the slightest remorse in my heart. Because I knew I was doing what a mother should do.
Perhaps, my decision seemed lonely and misunderstood. But I believe that one day, he will understand. He will understand that this is the most selfless love of a mother for her son. I never expected him to do anything for me because I had done everything I could for him. I don't regret it either, because a mother's love will never regret it.
That night, I sat under the lamp, picked up my son's ** from his childhood, and looked through each one. His innocent smile appeared in front of him, and he was always so lively and cute at that time. I couldn't help but smile and couldn't help but hold ** in the palm of my hand.
Mom, you're looking at my a**?A deep voice suddenly sounded behind me, and I turned my head to see that it was my son.
Yes, this is your ** when you were a child, you have grown up, and you don't need me to take care of you anymore. I said with a smile.
Mom, it's not that I don't need you, I just ......His voice gradually lowered, "It's just that I want to live my own life and not that you worry about me." ”
Looking at his frowning brow and serious expression, a trace of sourness welled up in my heart. Perhaps, I had misunderstood him all along.
Son, I understand your thoughts. But as a mother, I can't help but worry about you. I just hope you can understand that the love between mother and child is eternal and will not change because of any practical problems. "I try to make my voice soft, because it's what I can't say from my heart.
He stood silently beside me and did not speak. I know that he also has a lot of contradictions and confusion in his heart. After all, what had happened between us had left him depressed.
Perhaps, now we need some time to calm down and believe that time can dilute everything. "I tried to give him some encouragement in a calm tone. At this moment, I only hope that he can let go of the baggage in his heart.
Mom, I'll think about it. He patted me gently on the shoulder, a hint of comfort and apology in his expression.
My heart trembled and I looked at him firmly, "Son, remember, no matter what happens, you will always be the most important person in my heart. ”
He nodded, turned away, and I knew he was already thinking about it in his heart. And maybe I should give him some space to face life's challenges independently.
In the middle of the night, I remembered some funny stories from his childhood, and the scenes of us chasing and playing together kept coming to my mind. When he was a child, he was always innocent and cute, and he used to smile so happily, and I was ...... tooNow, I know that our relationship will take time to repair and that I need to experience it with action and understanding.
I decided to stop bothering myself with his choices and let him live his life freely. I believe that one day, perhaps, he will understand my painstaking efforts. The relationship between mother and son, after all, is the deepest emotion between heaven and earth, which will resolve all helplessness and misunderstanding. My heart will also become more experienced and broad because of my love for him. May we all be brave enough to embrace whatever lies ahead, whether it be confrontation or reconciliation.
The mood does need time to be diluted and calmed. However, even though my child broke off the mother-child relationship with me, I still have no regrets. Because a mother's love is selfless and never ceases.
The days passed slowly, and my son would come to visit me from time to time. Every time he came, I would prepare his favorite food for him, although he was always embarrassed to accept it directly. We usually spend this time in silence, as if we were buried in our own worlds.