The female college student said that she did not understand the preciousness of the first time, and she regretted it after losing it
Twenty years ago, young young girls were conservative about love, not only before the first time, but even holding hands could make them blush and shy. At that time, most lovers expected to work together to make progress together, leaving their precious first experience in the cave room for candlelight. However, many young people are already pursuing the forbidden fruit at an early age. Lost innocence at an ignorant age, and when it comes to understanding preciousness, it can only be attributed to the ignorance of youth.
Rong Rong (pseudonym), a senior college student, is currently extremely fearful of boys and barely communicates with them on campus. The root of all this is the ex-boyfriend she met in her freshman year.
Rong Rong has just stepped into the university campus, freed from the shackles of her parents, and is looking forward to a happy and fulfilling college life. However, she encountered a boy who hurt her at that time.
One day, while Rong Rong was eating in the cafeteria, a handsome and fashionably dressed boy sat across from her. Looking at his handsome face, Rong Rong's heart began to beat wildly, she had never been in love before, and she didn't know anything about feelings. When the boy proposed to exchange WeChat, Rong Rong had no choice but to agree because she didn't know how to refuse. She originally thought that she was going to experience a love as beautiful as an idol drama, but she didn't expect that this was just the beginning of a nightmare.
After adding the handsome boy's WeChat, Rong Rong's roommate often saw her smirking at the phone screen, because the boy was so funny and humorous to speak. Under the shroud of his sweet words, Rong Rong quickly became addicted to it, and the two began a relationship.
The early love time was very sweet, Rong Rong's ex-boyfriend waited for her downstairs in the dormitory every day to go to class together, and they were inseparable during meals. Rong Rong said that her ex-boyfriend cares about her very much, often prepares small gifts for her, cares about her emotional changes, and patiently comforts her. He remembers that she doesn't like to eat onions, ginger and garlic, so she is always careful to avoid them when cooking. The ex-boyfriend was even angry because she was wearing less, worried that she would catch a cold. He also stayed up all night to wake her up early, worried that she would oversleep during exams. The ex-boyfriend is like the ideal object that satisfies all Rong Rong's beautiful fantasies about love.
One day, while Rong Rong was taking a walk, her ex asked to spend time together on the weekend. Rong Rong refused without hesitation. That night, her ex began to be cold to her. The ex, who once gave Rong Rong hundreds of messages a day, never replied to her messages on the day she was rejected.
Rong Rong had insomnia, and she couldn't figure out why her boyfriend, who had been so good to her before, was indifferent to her for a moment. She couldn't help but wonder if it was because she was too conservative
Since that day, the ex has never taken the initiative to contact Rong Rong. Whenever Rong Rong contacted him, he always seemed perfunctory. The more indifferent her ex is, the more uncomfortable Rong Rong feels in her heart, and she has developed the Xi of having a boyfriend caring for greetings.
Finally, Rong Rong failed to stick to her principles, and she entrusted herself to her ex again. The ex said that he would be responsible for her, and Rong Rong felt that her love was back. But she doesn't know that in fact, she is just a tool for her ex to satisfy his desires.
A month later, Rong Rong found that her ex was cold to her again. Message replies are always delayed until late, and invitations to eat together in the cafeteria are always pushed down on the grounds of homework. The ex, who once held Rong Rong in the palm of his hand, now seems to have lost interest in her. The more indifferent the ex, the more Rong Rong has to chase after her. Finally one day, her ex said to her in five words: "Break up, I'm tired." ”
Rong Rong felt that the sky had fallen, and the simple five words made her breathless. She gave herself all to her ex, and in the end she only got her ex tired of it. Could it be that her ex was only with her to satisfy her desires?
Rong Rong became reticent and no longer trusted any boys. It took her two years to come out of the shadows, but the trauma persisted.
Rong Rong revealed that more than half of the girls in the class no longer maintain their ** bodies, and most of them were lost in their sophomore year. At the age of ten **, I was confused by sweet words, and I was heartbroken after breaking up. Girls who still feel pain after a breakup are more self-loving, and some girls will even compare with each other how many boyfriends they have talked to when chatting, and even belittle girls who still maintain their ** body.
Rong Rong is unlucky, she shouldn't give herself to her ex easily. Maybe it's because she's too young to understand how important a girl's first time is. In marriage, all men want to be their wife's first love. I hope that girls can cherish themselves and not give themselves to others easily.
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