I'm in Xiangyang, I've been in debt for more than four years, and a year is going to pass in a blink of an eyeEven my parents scolded me, "Didn't you say that you would solve the matter next year?".”
It's so hard for a man to be miserable, and I can't even say it!Who can understand it to whom?Even my own parents couldn't understand me, but forced me again and again, and you know what I feel like when I say things like that. I also want to get better soon, earn money to give them a better life, and complete the cowhide that I once bragged about.
Every time I go back to my hometown, my parents will ask me how I have been doing lately, have I gotten any money?I could only bow my head in embarrassment and dare not look at them directly, and even resisted communicating with them, and later felt that I had no need to go home if I couldn't earn money.
If you ask me like this, what else can I say is to face the problem positively, and only to say something that makes them feel hopeful. "It's hard to make money now, let's see next year, I will definitely be able to stand up again next year." "Yes, next year is almost over. But this year is still as miserable as last year, and even my life is even more difficult. Why is this so?
yes, why?According to the algorithm of ordinary people's part-time jobs, even if they only earn 5,000 yuan a month, they can have 50,000 yuan in ten months, but where does the money go in the end?I can't even figure out where the money went
That's what my parents think, and I can't explain anything to them, it's all making excuses for my own failures. For example, if you don't have the capital to invest, how can you make money if you don't have money?There are no good opportunities, no noble people, no suitable projects, etc., etc. In short, it should be the influence of external things, and it has nothing to do with yourself.
I can't always let go of myself, I always blame myself for having a problem with my ideas, my own wrong choice, I don't know how to manage and make decisions, I'm a fool!
Now I need to be recognized, supported, and encouraged, but what I get more is to be looked down upon by my relatives, belittled by them, and hit my enthusiasm by them. What have I done this year?Only I know that I am trying to develop in a better direction, I have not given up on myself, and I still have hope for the future.
Next year, next year I will definitely stand up again, my future will be exciting, and I will make those who look down on me look at me differently, and let them not climb high. The debtor forges ahead, cannot be defeated by anyone or anything, and as long as he does not give up voluntarily, there will be hope. Come on!The days on which the debt is overdue
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