As a child's point of view, I grew up with a repressive parental education, I will not encourage me to do anything, they will say "you can't do well, a family like ours can't stand your toss, no one will follow you, how much money can you save a month if you enter the factory (have a main job, a side business stall)".
But I didn't ask them for money for anything. I can't do it, they never understand what I'm doing, and they think that I can't do it well, and we can't afford it when the time comes.
As a child growing up in such an environment, if you are not confident and pleasing personality, when you don't do a good job, you will feel that your luck has always been bad, especially unlucky!
So all along, the cost of trial and error is very high, and I don't dare to rush or break through, because I don't have a high level of awareness, lack of self-confidence, no resources, and it is very difficult to do anything.
However, then I thought about it, my parents are from the countryside, and the three daughters in the family, I am the third, I was very old when I gave birth to us, their cognition is not high, and they can raise us into old age, which is already very good, and they have done all their efforts, and they have not been worried about it, and I hope they will not worry about it in the future, I hope that my parents will have a good body, and they will live a long and healthy life.