A dose of poison, the female doctor Zhi ended her life, she didn't have to choose between her own son and Yingji, nor did she have to choose between conscience and aiding abuse, she kept her heart and kept her kindness, but the price she paid was too heavy.
The death of the female doctor not only made Mi Yue decide to fight back, but also made me as a reader feel heavy, I have always stubbornly believed that people should be kind, and kindness will be rewarded, but the death of the female doctor made me readjust my perspective and examine the era of great controversy.
The female doctor was originally entangled in family affection and conscience when Miyue was born, Miyue's birth can be said to have touched the heartstrings of everyone in the harem of Chu, and King Chu Wei also naturally hoped to produce a tyrant, Ju Ji and Xiang, who came to inherit their unfinished hegemony, were in the hope of wandering and conflict, they were not only looking forward to giving birth to a tyrant, but also afraid of confronting the queen of Chu, the queen of Chu hated this unborn child from the bottom of her heart, and he threatened the fate of the prince, the queen, and all the members of her group.
When people are faced with life and death, life and fear, they must always subconsciously seek advantages and avoid disadvantages. The queen of Chu has been the queen for a long time, and naturally has her own rules and means of survival, and the most direct way is to quietly resolve the unborn child and eliminate the threat. Then she'll have to ask someone to help.
The female doctor was chosen by the king of Chu later, as Xiang's fetal protection doctor, and the midwife doctor in childbirth, she will have many opportunities to take action from Xiang's family, but she is a conscience doctor, and her purpose in studying medicine is to save people rather than kill people, so that she is condemned by her conscience.
At that time, the people believed in ghosts and gods, especially in the southern Chu State, which was more prevalent, and the female doctor regarded the doctor as the messenger of the gods, and took the practice of medicine as the mission of heaven, and saved him for the one chosen by God, so that he could have a talent that was different from ordinary people. If you do evil deeds with God-given talents, and harm people with the medicine that saves people, you will be sent by heaven.
The female doctor was tormented by the pain in her heart, on the one hand, her conscience and conviction kept her from doing evil, and on the other hand, the lives of her husband, children, and clansmen forced her to do evil things.
At that time, she was only ordered to take care of Xiang Shi and did not love her, let alone the unborn child, and the contradiction of the female doctor was just the conscience and belief in her heart, and she did not know what Xiang would do, and what would happen to this child, so when her lover's life was at stake, she still prepared abortion pills and hid them in her sleeve at any time, looking for an opportunity to enter Xiang's decoction.
Although the female doctor was mentally prepared, the great fear in her heart and the torment of conscience always prevented her from taking the final step. Until the last moment, Miyue was born, and it was naturally impossible for the girl to become a bully, so that Miyue was finally relieved, and it was naturally impossible for the King of Chu to pose a threat to Miyue, and Miyue finally kept her heart and her lover's life.
The female doctor Zhi also escaped death because of this, but many years later, in the Qin Palace, she encountered the same threat again and had to make the same choice, but this time she was not only a choice of conscience and faith, but more of a feeling.
The position of the crown prince was held hostage by Yingji, which was unacceptable to Mishu, and decided to acquiesce to the tortoiseshell's proposal, and chose to remove this coercion like her mother, so the tortoiseshell went to blackmail the female doctor.
After the female doctor looked at the letter from Chu with stains of blood and half a finger, she trembled like a fallen leaf in the autumn wind, frightened and unable to speak. She came to Qin, but her son-in-law was still in Chu and was still in the hands of Empress Chu Wei.
Since the birth of Yingji, the female doctor has cared for her as her own. She is far away from her homeland, far away from her lover, and the relationship between her lover is just blood, but she has spent much more days with Miyue and Yingji than her own flesh and blood, and it is better to be in love with her than her own flesh and blood, and you want her to choose between flesh and blood and emotional affection, which is an insoluble difficulty for her.
She was neither willing to kill Ying Ji nor impossible not to kill Ying Ji, let Chu Wei kill her lover and son later, no matter whose death it was, it was unacceptable to her, and in desperation she chose to commit suicide, but she exchanged her death for the birth of all her beloved.
The female doctor was originally kind-hearted, principled and conscientious, but because she couldn't be the master, she was forced to do something reluctant, and she chose to die in desperation.
She's dead, but how many more are they, and they can die if they want
Behind the tragedy of the female doctor, how many tragedies are similar to those that we can't see?
When Miyue and Mi Shu were competing for He's Bi, Pearl knocked Mi Yue in front of King Qin, and she personally went to grab He's Bi with Mi Yue but was poisoned.
Regardless of the fact that Pearl doesn't know the poison on He's body, just talk about himself and Miyue robbing He's Bi.
First, the princess of Miyue Chu and the eighth son of Qin are noble masters, no slave dares to step forward to deal with him, even the tortoiseshell hates Miyue as soon as she dies, so she dares to talk behind her back, and she is unwilling to stay away in front of Miyue, but Pearl is just a little slave, how can she have the courage to compete with Miyue?
Second, Mi Shu and Mi Yue Duo and the clan were taken in front of the King of Qin, she and Mi Yue are both the daughters of the King of Qin, fighting wits and courage, but why did the pearl a slave rush forward to help Mi Shu?
Is she looking for death?Everything she did was looking for death and life, but she didn't want to die in her heart, so she had to take it because the tortoiseshell gave her a look when she dragged it out of the door.
If you grab it, you may have hope of life, and if you don't grab it, it means death, not only is she dead, but her relatives in Chu are no better, she is not for herself but for her relatives to fight for her life to help Mi Shu.
Why is tortoiseshell thinking all day long about carrying out the order of Empress Chu Wei to kill Mi Yue, do you think she is really unconditionally loyal to Empress Chu Wei?The extremely loyal Mi Shu couldn't listen to it at all, and asked Mi Shu to kill Mi Yue all day long. No, the tortoiseshell also followed Mi Shu to the Qin State alone, and her lovers were all in the Chu State, all in the hands of Chu Weihou.
If Mi Yue really hurts Mi Shu's heart, do you think that the tortoiseshell can really get better?Is her family still passable?
Mi Shu was poisoned in Shangyong City on the way to Qin, and the woman was sent by Mrs. Wei, and she had no grievances with Mi Shu, so why risk hurting Mi Shu?Even the ** behind her was not confessed until she died, don't you think she is really loyal?
After the tortoiseshell died, Mi Shu's inner monologue: "It's nothing more than a slave, martyrdom for the Lord, it should have been the ,.. she should have."A loyal slave can be a martyr for his master, and an unfaithful slave or maid should not be born. What about other slaves and maids, they sacrificed for the master, and they couldn't even stir up a wave in the master's heart, that was the fate of the slave and the maid.
At that time when people were divided into three, six, nine and so on, how many slaves and maids died for the master's ambitions and wishes, after Mrs. Wei helped Gongsun Yan leave Qin and return to Wei, King Qin dragged everyone around him away in a fit of anger and used punishment, and in the end only Cai Wei was left alone, and those men were all for Cai Wei to send her to the end.
We can see all this, but we can't see how many, how many have left their homeland and gone to a foreign land with their masters, have relatives, and how many wives have been separated, but because they are slaves and maids, they can't grasp their own fate, and how many people should die for the sake of their masters, and how many people should die and implicate their relatives if they do not fulfill the mission assigned by the master?
In the Spring and Autumn Period and the Warring States Period, the class was strict and the people were divided into high and low, slaves and maids were always slaves and maids, but the nobles were not always nobles, and those in power were naturally not always in power.
As long as a man is not willing to be oppressed forever, he will resist and fight, and as long as a man is willing to sit in power forever, then she still has to fight and fight.
With the background of such a great controversy and such a premise, many people's disputes and many people's fights will have a reasonable explanation, and you will understand them.
The king of Chu later poisoned Xiang and Miyue for the position of his son and the crown prince.
In order to be able to ascend the throne of the queen of Qin, Mrs. Wei first sent troops to poison Mi Shu to death in Shangyong City, and then sent Yiqu people to intercept Mi Shu, so that her son Yinghua could ascend to the throne of the crown prince, and frequently created various contradictions and disasters.
Mi Yue was not always beautiful and not pressed by Mi Shu, racking her brains to deal with Mi Shu and cater to the King of Qin, but also for herself and her son, after how many brain cells died, finally in order to be able to appear in the court, so that Mi Shu was caught off guard, so that the king Yingdang promised to go to Yan Kingdom with his son, and among the inner eunuchs and guards who opened the way for her, one was killed because of poor protection.
Mi Shu set up the position of the crown prince for his son, the position of queen for himself, and the position of the one who can always sit in power to live and dominate the fate of others, transforming from a simple and kind girl in the Chu Palace to a crazy and ruthless woman.
Mi Yue or Mi Shu, no matter who they are, what cruel things they have done, even if they can't agree with their behavior, they can understand their behavior, because the harem where they are located is also a battlefield, fighting, they may change from a wife to a person in power, no fight, always a wife, always under the queen, oppressed, enslaved, they have to fight for their future, for their own destiny.
This is precisely the law of survival in the age of great contention – wars between nations and struggles between people – and this is the theme of that era.
In fact, isn't the society we live in at the moment also having a big debate?The involution affects everyone, everyone is in the game, striving to live better, but unfortunately the times are different, competing against each other, that era is the struggle for human life, we are in a society where everyone is equal, everyone has the ability to have room for improvement, but in essence, it is the same, I hope I can live well.