My name is Lin Xiaoyang, I am 35 years old this year, and I am an ordinary social animal. To be honest, my relationship with my wife has slowly faded. We've been married for 10 years and we've never had children. I tried my best, but we just couldn't get pregnant.
We haven't had much to say in years. Every day when I come home from work, I simply eat, swipe my phone, and go to bed. Occasionally I would try to have a few words with her, but her response would always be cold and brief.
I'm also reticent when I'm eating out by myself. I used to take the initiative to party with some friends, but now I'm getting tired of those parties. I feel like my days in this city have entered a very boring and boring state, and I need some fresh air.
At this moment, by chance, I met Zhang Man. It was a rainy night, and I was just getting ready to take a taxi home from work when I suddenly saw a woman standing downstairs in the company to hide from the rain. She looked familiar in a pale yellow dress, and she was supposed to work for a nearby company. I took the initiative to strike up a conversation and said, "You're waiting for the rain to stop?"Would you like to drop by and give you a ride?She looked at me in surprise, then smiled and agreed to my kindness.
In the car, the two of us chatted with each other. Her name is Zhang Man, and she does work in the office building opposite my company, and she didn't get off work until late today. I glanced at the wedding ring on her ring finger and knew she was married, but I couldn't help but look at her a few more times. Zhang Man has shoulder-length hair, a pair of talking peach blossom eyes, and plump lips. She noticed my gaze and lowered her head slightly shyly.
I was the only one at home, and I was a little lonely. She said suddenly.
I was stunned: "What about your husband?"”
He works in other places all year round, and he goes home for about ten days all year round. She sighed, "Actually, because of this, we often quarrel. ”
Sorry for that. She smiled shyly again as if she realized something.
I shook my head: "Don't say that, sometimes it's better to say it." ”
She looked up at me with gratitude in her eyes. I also accurately captured the tenderness in her eyes, and I couldn't help but feel a little moved.
By the time we arrived at her house, the rain had largely stopped. Zhang Man opened the car door and got out of the car, turned back and said to me, "Thank you for sending me home, Xiaoyang." ”
You're welcome, Manman. I blurted out the affectionate name.
In this way, Zhang Man and I began to see each other frequently. Sometimes it's a light meal together, and sometimes I'll drive her home. The more we met, the more the spark between us became, and I could feel the longing in her heart from the look in each other's eyes.
Actually, I really envy your wife. Once on the way home to send her, Zhang Man suddenly said this.
Why?I asked with a smile.
Because, she has a caring husband like you. She reached out and covered my hand on the gear lever.
You can have a husband like me. I quipped.
Zhang Man suddenly approached and gently imprinted a kiss on my lips. I froze, my mind went blank. Before I could react, she had already gotten out of the car with a red face.
Since that kiss, Zhang Man and I have seen each other more and more often. We'll open her room after work. At first I felt a little guilty, but I was quickly carried away by **. When I was with her, I felt extremely satisfied and happy.
One day, we were in a hotel room when our phone rang suddenly. I saw that the caller ID was my wife's name, and my body stiffened.
Don't you pick it up?Zhang Man asked softly in my ear.
* I didn't pick up, and after a while, Zhang Man's husband and my wife appeared in front of us together.
Lin Xiaoyang, you explain it to me clearly!She cried, "How can I continue to believe you when you're with other women?"We've been married for ten years, how can you be willing to do this to me!”
Hey, Junior!Zhang Man's husband also stood up and pointed at my nose and scolded, "What kind of medicine did you take to make my wife so delusional about you?."Can you afford it?And the face of your family!”
I felt like the world was spinning. Two angry and sad people blamed me together, and I stood still, unable to utter a word.
Manman, don't be willful, come home with me!Zhang Man's husband pulled her away.
I'm not going home with you!I just love Xiaoyang!Zhang Man grabbed my arm.
My brain almost stopped, and I never felt so hopeless and helpless.
My mind went blank and I could only repeat "I'm sorry" mechanically. My wife sneered, turned upstairs to pack her belongings, and soon moved to her mother's house. Zhang Man's husband also forcibly dragged her away, and severely reprimanded me when he left.
I'm the only one left at home. The messy living room held so many painful memories that I couldn't afford to clean it, so I had to sleep on the balcony all night. I quit my job, stopped socializing with any friends, and simply moved to a small, remote city and went incognito.
I kept sending messages to my wife and Zhang Man to apologize and beg for their forgiveness, but all of them were lost. During this time, I drank heavily all day and tried to numb myself with alcohol, but every time I was awake, the pain became more unbearable.