At noon on the Qingming Festival, Feng Huacheng made a table of delicious meals and accompanied by a bottle of red wine. After Feng Huacheng and Zhou Rong quarreled, they rarely had the heart to cook so many meals. When something goes wrong, there must be a demon, Zhou Rong guessed something, and deliberately remembered the past when tasting the food, wanting to use the good memories of the past to redeem Feng Huacheng's heart.
The word "divorce" has been lingering in Feng Huacheng's heart for a long time, and this time he is no longer willing to leave a way back for himself.
He smiled calmly and told Zhou Rong that all good things would become history. We divorced, not because of your badness, but because of mine. Today is the Qingming Festival, just to sacrifice our past. Her name is Wang Zi, you see. That year, you ran for me in the mountains and rivers of Guizhou, in fact, you and I have never made mistakes because of the mistakes of our youth.
Feng Huacheng said as he turned around, picked up the packed suitcase and walked out of the room. Zhou Rong knew very well that no matter what the price was, they would not be able to go back to the past. Over the years, she has disliked Feng Huacheng's cheesiness, and Feng Huacheng has disliked her for being hypocritical and upright, and the divorce of the two is a relief for each other.
I thought that this divorce could enable both parties to find themselves again and live a better life. Unexpectedly, Zhou Rong's daughter Yueyue was hit hard by the divorce between the two. She began to wear heavy makeup, drank wine, and went to the dance hall with a bunch of thugs every day, and didn't go home early in the morning.
Yueyue is already a sophomore in high school, and if she continues to sink like this, she will miss out on a prestigious university. This is a major matter related to his future, Zhou Rong couldn't sit still, so he had to find Yueyue for a long talk. Yueyue shed tears: In love, I always take you as an example. I didn't expect my role model to collapse, how much did you love him back then?If you want to get along with him, you will not give in to death. In fact, I envy you, only because there is love in front of you, you can not hesitate. But what about me, I'm not even as good as you were back then, I don't even have a chance to fail, I'm far worse than you.
Zhou Rong suddenly understood the reason for Yueyue's decadence, before she divorced Feng Huacheng, Yueyue could also say to herself: As long as she has no hesitation in the face of love, she can win Zhou Nan's love for her sooner or later. Now that she and Feng Huacheng have divorced, Yueyue can't find the motivation to continue falling in love, since Zhou Rong and Feng Huacheng are in love, they are still going to fail, and she and Zhou Nan don't even have the possibility of falling in love, failure has become fate. She didn't want to suffer any longer, so she could only numb herself with depravity.
Zhou Rong thought about it for a long time and decided to talk to Zheng Juan. When Zheng Juan was doing laundry, she saw Zhou Rong coming, and learned that she had nothing to do but go to the Three Treasures Palace, and she could tolerate herself coming in the middle of the night, only Yueyue was alone.
Zhou Rong didn't go around the bend, she told Zheng Juan directly: Juan'er, everyone's world is small, I have traveled north and south in my life, the more I see, the more people know, but I found that there are only so few people who really care about themselves in this life. These people are your world. Juan'er, why don't you agree with them being together?
Zhou Rong's words are obviously saying that in this life, it is not easy to meet two-way love, since Yueyue and Zhou Nan are sincere love, why can't Zheng Juan let the two come together?
Zheng Juan was very angry with Zhou Rong's arrogant attitude, she did not actively answer Zhou Rong's words, but deliberately asked: Sister, what am I for, don't you know yet?
Yes, Zhou Nan was born, and he couldn't hide it from the moment Luo Shibin came to the door. Luo Shibin's infringement of Zheng Juan back then made Zheng Juan pregnant and gave birth to Zhou Nan before marriage, which was a sad past that she did not want to recall in her life. She hated both Luo Shibin and the bad past.
For so many years, the family has continued to claim to the outside world that Zhou Nan is Zhou Bingkun's biological son, if Zhou Nan gets along with Yueyue, in the eyes of outsiders, it will be a close marriage, and it will be a joke. Zhou Rong was reluctant to be teased by Yueyue, and the Zhou family was reluctant to be stabbed. The only way to eliminate other people's gossip is to recognize the truth about Zheng Juan's infringement back then.
Zheng Juan doesn't want to mention this in her life, why do she have to tear off her scars for people to see for the happiness between Zhou Nan and Yueyue?She has fulfilled Yueyue, who has fulfilled her and loved her?
Luo Shibin and her fight for the custody of Zhou Nan are already physically and mentally exhausted. Zhou Rong sprinkled salt on her wounds again, untangled her past wounds, and still pretended to be innocent and really hypocritical. She didn't believe it, Zhou Rong didn't know about her past.
Some time ago, Hao Dongmei met Yueyue and Zhou Nan hugging each other, so she persuaded Zhou Rong to stop living so selfishly and should think about Zheng Juan. For so many years, Zheng Juan has not mentioned this matter, in order to forget everything that has happened. If Zhou Rong was really for Zheng Juan, she would stop Yueyue and Zhou Nan.
Zheng Juan's past, Zhou Rong and Yueyue know it. Now Zhou Rong pretended not to know, and deliberately asked Zheng Juan the reason for opposing Zhou Nan's relationship with Yueyue, Zheng Juan really felt ridiculous. She was reluctant to explain and let Zhou Rong go to the ** step. Why would a man who ignores the feelings of others let others see her eyes and think about everything for her?
Zhou Rong saw that Zheng Juan was a little angry, but pretended not to see it, and then said: Zheng Juan, I can understand your feelings. But half of our lives have passed, and life has just begun. Is it worth delaying the lifelong happiness of children for those old things that have passed for an unknown number of years?
Zhou Rong is reminding Zheng Juan that the past is over, and Zheng Juan cannot hinder the children's happiness because she can't let go of the pain of the past. Zheng Juan said coldly: A child's life is a lifetime, and our life is not a lifetime
There is a kind of person who is the most hated, full of benevolence, righteousness and morality, and hangs empathy in his mouth, but he doesn't know that there is no real sense of empathy in this world, and he doesn't stick a needle on his head, how can he know the pain in it?
For Zheng Juan, Zhou Rong is also the same. Zhou Rong has lived in the tolerance of her relatives all her life. Since she was a child, her parents have doted on Zhou Rong. Zhou Bingyi and Zhou Bingkun, as the only girls in the family, took care of her and tolerated her in everything, and when Zhou Rong and Feng Huacheng held a wedding, Feng Huacheng held her in his hands again. Yueyue reached the most difficult age to pull and was raised by Zheng Juan**. Zhou Rong has never suffered or been injured in her life, so how do you know that it is not easy for others.
Zhou Rong casually said that she forgot about it, just to erase Zheng Juan's injuries. Since the wound is so easy to repair, why can't Zhou Rong ignore Yueyue's coldness and be bent on healing Yueyue's lack of love?People are always easier to persuade others than to persuade themselves.
Zhou Rong didn't expect that Zheng Juan, who has always been compromised in everything, would be so tough on this issue. Since this action couldn't be taken away, Zhou Rong decided to play the family card, and then told Zheng Juan, can you think about it again?I always feel that you have no ego in your heart among women, it is enough to have relatives and lovers, and you are not as selfish and willful as me.
Zhou Rong's tone was impatient, she was sarcastically mocking Zheng Juan for being too selfish and willful, only caring about maintaining her unbearable past, and not caring about the happiness of her children. If Zheng Juan really thinks about the child, she shouldn't just care about herself. Some people say that she Zhou Rong lives a very selfish and selfish life, but in fact, the most selfish man is Zheng Juan.
Zheng Juan had a flexible mind, and she couldn't understand what the truth was, so she deliberately asked: Did my sister criticize me?Why do you have to ask me to promise them?Just because Yueyue didn't grow up with you since she was a child, what do you want to do for her?
Zhou Rong was stunned, it turned out that Zheng Juan, who has always been gentle and virtuous, can also be sarcastic, and even sarcastic to the point. She said that Zhou Rong did that, ostensibly to be happy for Yueyue, but in fact for her own good, she wanted to use this matter to shorten the distance between herself and Yueyue.
The conversation was unpleasant for the two. Zhou Rong thought that Zheng Juan did not agree to Yueyue and Nan Nan to get together, just because what happened at that time, but in fact, she didn't know that the most important reason why Zheng Juan opposed Yueyue and Nan Nan coming together was her. Over the years, Zheng Juan has already seen through Zhou Rong's true face. With Zhou Rong and other in-laws, this is a family misfortune. The Zhou family paid too much price for Zhou Rong, and she didn't want Zhou Nan to continue to clean up the mess for Zhou Rong.
Zhou Rong has a high self-esteem since she was a child, and in her cognition, everyone will circle around herself, unconditionally understanding and caring for herself. In order to be with Feng Huacheng, she can abandon everything, including her parents. Otherwise, she would not have married Feng Hua because of her father's opposition, and she would not have returned for several years, and even her relatives would have been interrupted.
Zhou Rong's heart is as hard as firewood, just to live in the world. In everyone's opinion, Zhou Rong's love for Feng Huacheng, everything in heaven and earth is worthy of our reference. But few people know that Zhou Rong's love for Feng Huacheng is nothing more than wishful thinking. What she cares about is not whether she can be with Feng Hua, but whether she can get her self-righteous love.
In the mountainous areas of Guizhou, they can eat bran and rejoice in a few brightly colored wildflowers. But when love faced reality, Zhou Rong's heart changed. Yueyue is getting older, and it is very inconvenient to live with Zhou Nan, Feng Huacheng divided the room as soon as possible and gave gifts to the judges, and Zhou Rong became disgusted with Feng Huacheng. She couldn't figure out why Feng Huacheng couldn't get a room with his real skillsWhy do you want to do something unseemly?
When Feng Huacheng was depressed, she was successfully admitted to the university, and when she became an associate professor, she looked down on Feng Huacheng even more. She no longer appreciates Feng Huacheng's poems, and even dislikes his sour ink in his belly.
Feng Huacheng is just his former self, he has not changed, and what has really changed is Zhou Rong herself, who must have a house and not accept bribes, and if you have pressure, you must have someone to live according to your own ideas. Once the other party did not do it according to her own ideas, she became angry and furious, thinking that the other party was selfish and indifferent.
Zhou Rong already didn't like Feng Huacheng, just thinking that Feng Huacheng had never done anything to be sorry for herself, and she didn't find any reason to file for divorce. Feng Huacheng and Zhou Rong have been together for sixteen years, so I can't tell what she's thinking
At that time, they were only together in order to satisfy his yearning for love, casting a veil of mystery over their marriage, and once the veil was lifted, love did not exist. So he **, and couldn't hide his mistakes and fought to the death with Zhou Rong. Since there is no love between them, it is torture for each other to continue walking.
After Feng Huacheng left, Zhou Rong collapsed. Cai Xiaoguang told Zhou Rong: Your heart understands very well that divorce is a relief for you, how can you cry so sadly?Is it because of Feng Huacheng?Actually, because of high self-esteem. In your opinion, you have paid a lot for this family, and only you have the conditions to file for divorce, and Feng Huacheng filed for divorce, making you the abandoned party, you can't let go of your self-esteem, it's so sad.
The 16-year marriage ended, and Zhou Rong only cried because of her self-esteem, how sad it is. If you have a mother, you must have a daughter, Zhou Rong's self-esteem is very strong, and Yueyue is certainly no exception. Yueyue has grown up with Zheng Juan since she was a child, Zheng Juan regards her as her own, if the child is grateful, he should treat Zheng Juan well. But Yueyue takes Zheng Juan's concern for granted, as long as Zheng Juan has something to say first, Yueyue mistakenly thinks that Zheng Juan is disgusted with herself as a burden.
Zheng Juan realized that Yueyue and Zhou Nan had an abnormal relationship, and consciously or unconsciously reminded the two to draw a clear line, Yueyue did not take into account Zheng Juan's position, but hated Zheng Juan and did not approve of falling in love, and no longer had passion for herself.
She has lived in Hao Dongmei's house for more than half a year, Hao Dongmei's mother and daughter are good to her is to eat and drink well, not only did she not appreciate it, but because of Hao Dongmei's persuasion, Zhou Rong stopped getting along with Zhou Nan, threw her face away from Hao Dongmei, and deliberately called her aunt in a tone like a gun and a stick, which made Hao Dongmei angry and speechless.
Zheng Juan knew that Zhou Rong and Yueyue were self-centered, and she didn't want Zhou Nan to touch this kind of person. Because this type of person only cares about his own emotions and does not care about the emotions of others. The two are still young and have no qualitative character, if they support Yueyue and Zhou Nan to fall in love, and tell the unbearable things in the past, can Yueyue really love Zhou Nan for a lifetime?
If this is just the throbbing of adolescence, once at this age, matured, and the two went their separate ways, then what was the price she paid for the two of them?Zheng Juan thinks that on a whim for Yueyue, she has uncovered the scars that she has hidden for more than ten years, and the gains outweigh the losses.
Zheng Juan's thoughts are both good and evil, and no one in the world can survive. Zhou Nan died abroad, Yueyue really left Zhou Nan and couldn't survive?No, not only did she live well, but she was married to a rich old man.
Zheng Juan is disgusted with Zhou Rong's mother and son's strong self-esteem, but also disgusted with their self-righteousness. As a woman, Hao Dongmei can understand the reason why Zheng Juan opposes Yueyue and Nan Nan getting along, but Zhou Rong can't understand it. Not only did she not know how to empathize, but in order to get Yueyue, she pinned her pain on Zheng Juan.
Marriage is not child's play, if Yueyue really marries Zhou Nan, will Zhou Rong treat Zhou Nan well?Will Zhou Rong live like this self for Yueyue?In the past few years, every time Zhou Rong returned home, she never went into the kitchen to help Zheng Juan cook. Later, Yueyue gave birth to children, and all the hard work such as housework and taking care of children fell on Zheng Juan's head. What qualifications does Zhou Rong, who is also a woman, have to enjoy the blessings of a lifetime, and her own Zheng Juan wants to give it unconditionally, which is also taken for granted?Is it just because she can suffer that she has to pay more than everyone else?
Although Zhou Rong is the daughter of the Zhou family and the sister of Zhou Bingkun, Zheng Juan is not stupid. She has not complained for so many years, but she can see everything everyone has done clearly.
At that time, Li Suhua suffered from cerebral thrombosis due to Zhou Rong's affairs, lying in bed like a vegetative person, eating, drinking, and Lazar needed someone to take care of her. Does Zhou Rong serve Li Suhua as a daughter?She didn't finish her filial piety for a day, and she lost her daughter to Zheng Juan, and she didn't care about her daughter. Zheng Juan took care of the old man alone, as well as Zhou Nan, Yueyue and Guangming, and was so tired that she couldn't stand up every day.
But Zhou Rong is in **?As long as she teaches, as long as she learns, she runs towards her future. She is very developed, she is an associate professor, is it good to read Zheng Juan?Over the years, every time Zhou Rong saw Yueyue and Zheng Juan's intimacy, she would be jealous and throw her face at Zheng Juan. A man like her who lives in herself, as soon as Zhou Nan has a conflict with Yueyue, does she ask Yueyue to ask him for a reason?Will there be co-ordination?
Zheng Juan hated Zhou Rong for being self-righteous and afraid that she was powerful. Zheng Juan is also Xi like Zhou Bingkun, who is used to paying for her family and Xi is used to suffering hardships. Zhou Rong has a strong personality, is unforgiving, does not know how to empathize, as long as she is willing, and never cares about other people's opinions.
A good word is warm in three winters, and a bad word is cold in June. Just like this dialogue, Zhou Rong's every word is like a knife, and the knife stabs Zheng Juan's weakness. If you become an in-law in the future, you will often have to bear Zhou Rong's harsh words, what kind of sorrow should your life be?
It's a pity that Zheng Juan and Zhou Bingkun are both introverts and never confide their inner pain to others, so that Zhou Nan can't understand Zheng Juan, although he never mentions Yueyue verbally, he always thinks about her in his heart. Zheng Juan looked anxious. Zhou Nan was admitted to Tsinghua University, Zheng Juan was happy for Zhou Nan, and still decided to sacrifice herself to complete the love between herself and Yueyue. Seeing Zheng Juan's deep love for her son, it was full of emotion.
Li Yangbo said: The greatest and most private love in the world is maternal love. Dedication and sacrifice, in the word maternal love, are the most affectionate and the most shining.
Maybe this is the greatness of mother's love, but it's a pity that Zheng Juan has been living for her relatives all her life, but she forgot to love her well.