A person's desperate desire to make themselves big often begins with a midlife crisisIt's true. I'll start with that time. The pivotal year that changed my life was 1995. I am 37 years old, teaching at a key middle school in the city, and I am an excellent teacher. Previously, I taught politics at a small town high school in my hometown. The class I led, the political science subject examination, for several consecutive years, the top three in the city in the college entrance examination, created a miracle of education in the town. This has also attracted the attention of the Education Bureau. Later, I passed the selection examination and was "dug into" by the Education Bureau to dig up talents in the city's key middle schools, and became the backbone of the city's middle school political science teaching. It caused a sensation in his hometown at the time. I squeezed into the best middle school in the city through teaching, did not open a little back door, go a little bit of relationship, I feel that I am very hard-working, I have my advantages, this is the strength, I don't need to ask grandpa to tell grandma, live in a low voice. Really, when I was young, I was only so vigorous, and I was such a good person. However, the reality was far from being as glamorous as I imagined, and I went from a small town to a medium-sized city, and when I arrived at the best school in the city, I didn't get along well. First of all, I don't think the school has been able to play to my strengths. The vice principal in charge of teaching in the school is an old woman with black-rimmed glasses and a mean expression, why does the principal let her everywhere?It's not because she has great ability, it's not because the principal is soft, it's because her husband is the leader of the Municipal Public Security Bureau, and he is an official wife.
The most annoying thing is that I have been transferred here for two years, and I can't even solve the gas package. At that time, the importance of the gas bag was second only to the house, and with the gas bag, it was like a real city person, who did not need an earthen stove to cook rice, a briquette stove or even a kerosene stove. I ate in a big cafeteria for two years because of this. Really, every day when I eat, it's when I'm most angry, it's too wretched. But I later understood. In this society, sometimes if you don't pursue profits, you can't get rich;Not rich, not expensive;If you don't climb the power, you can't do it. Relying on talent alone to mix the world, there is nothing in vain, some things really may not be able to be done, the ancients said that useless is a scholar, which is the truth. But what can you do if you understand this?What capital do I have to pursue profits, what ability do I have to get rich out of thin air, and what ladder do I have to climb power and gain power?I was at a loss, and I even thought about reversing the car and going back to the town to teach, but it was quiet. can think that if I give up on myself like this, not only will this generation have no future, but the next generation may also suffer poverty, and I will feel that in that small place for the rest of my life, children and grandchildren will have grandchildren, grandchildren and grandchildren will be endless, and the invisible mountains will block the road, how can I get out?There is the possibility of being a fool for generations, alas. I was anxious for a while, really, anxious, not an exaggeration. Human hair is a barometer of mood, at least in me, and this is especially evident. Really, preferentially.
In 2015, when I was 37 years old, the most critical moment in my life, a turning point came. That year, the city took out more than a dozen deputy positions in departments and held public elections. I thought, isn't it just an exam, whether it's an interview or a written test, I can write and speak, I can do those tricks. I happen to have a position as the Deputy Secretary for Education, which is very suitable for me. I decided to spell it once. At the age of 37, I suddenly came out of a mid-life crisis and was washed ashore by the wind and waves of fate. It's really another shore.
We all grew up eating social food, right? The word society is sometimes synonymous with snobbery. Really, that's it, I've seen through it all these years, I've seen it through a long time ago. I have changed from a famous teacher with top business to a royal civil servant who writes speeches for leaders, and in the eyes of people, I am "developed". I feel like I deserve it. I got through it. The trajectory of my life proves that I am actually a utilitarian.