If you close your eyes, you can hear the song of the wind.
Close your eyes and ears to hear your inner voice.
I spent half an hour with Mr. Wang at noon that day, and under normal circumstances, he said that I listened, but today I said he listened, because I had too many things I wanted to express, just like a child who came back from space to report his journey to his parents.
Oh my God, I've been in a state of joy lately, it's like the floodgates have been opened, everything is constantly flowing outward, and I know it's the power of quiet. Just like the waves of the sea, the driving force must be the energy of the quiet deep sea, yes, I have obtained the power of the deep sea, this indescribable joy, beyond words and words.
In the past, I rarely talked about my paintings, because I knew that when the time came, I couldn't say anything, I could only pay silently, with actions, and not seek results. Life is limited, and since I have decided what I should do in this life, I should work hard and study hard. Sometimes there is a distance between reality and dreams, and I tear back and forth between them, and I know that they don't give in to each other, and in the end I just leave them alone and let them develop.
This contradiction only happens in my own heart, in reality I should do what I still do, sometimes I think, I just have to see what happens in the end?If you want me to give up and go with the flow, there is no door, since I want to live my own life, I must sail against the current in reality. No matter how cruel and hard the reality is, this heart of mine cannot be changed, I will suffer whatever God gives, isn't it just a life.
Once upon a time, I wandered in dreams, lost in dreams, walked in reality, and experienced many hardships and hardships. Later, I thought that whether it was a dream or a reality, I would go to the end to see what it was, so I made up my mind to walk in reality, and in the face of everything, I took it seriously, even if it was a trivial thing in the eyes of others, in a word, I could give many days, many years of thinking and acting.
It's a responsibility for me, I'm a painter, I'm like a well digger, but I have that stupidity, yes, I chose the most difficult path. Others choose to dig on flat ground, but I choose to dig down from the top of the mountain, and in the process, there are many people who are with me, because you can encounter diamonds and ** during the process of digging a well on the top of the mountain. When they saw the **, they took it and stopped digging, they laughed at me for being stupid, I only knew how to dig a well, and gave up the most valuable treasure. I said, "My purpose is to dig wells, to see water, not to these stones."
Who understands the sense of accomplishment brought by the hardships of the well diggers, even if they are denied and seduced again and again. This process is extremely testing of human nature, and if there is a hint of giving up, the first shovel of digging a well is equivalent to being in vain. The only thing left is persistence and faith, and this belief is that you can definitely see water.
Of course, in this process, there is also a life of death, when you firmly believe that you are the material, no matter what happens, your heart is the same. This heart seems to have an incomparably powerful magic, it can mobilize thousands of troops When you are at a critical juncture in your life, it will tell you, come on, don't doubt yourself, just do it silently. Yes, that's right, you just need to do it, and the process of doing it is the most important thing, even if life is limited, but never regret it.
I groped around in reality, this reality white, it was so dazzling that it could almost stab my eyes, and I walked forward with my eyes closed, just to protect my eyes. Slowly I stopped opening my eyes, just kept digging, because I knew. There is not much difference between having your eyes open and your eyes closed at the moment. I was almost blind in the extreme light.
Suddenly I felt very light in my body, and at this time the sweet nectar flowed into my eyes, into my mouth, and immersed my whole body in it, water. I saw the water, I cried out at the bottom of the well, and I heard only my own echo, and no one else could hear me, oh, it turned out that I was the only one here. I wailed in joy, this cry seemed to come from the heavens, extracted from the bottom of my heart, and let me completely touch the feeling to the end, which cannot be expressed in words.
I was slowly brought to the surface by the well water, and I saw that the people who had dug the well with me were busy trading ** and diamonds, and my hands were still empty. Hahaha, there's water, look at her hands are still empty, stupid!I said, yes, our hands are empty, it's just that you see what you have, at least I know I never had anything.
I'm kissing the southern source of the Yangtze River.
It is also the source of my heart.
I looked back at the well water that was bubbling out, and I smiled, yes, I found the source. The source of reality is the dream, that is, the deep black, the source of the dream is reality, the dazzling white, they are one, they are like the black and white diagram of yin and yang, they have never been separated. It's just that my heart has ** them, they are the rotation of eternal life, there is no end.
And voila!I am at the southern source of the Yangtze River, and the water outlet is more than 5,000 meters above sea level, and the water of the Yangtze River comes from the sky. If we want to experience the wonders of nature and understand the source of true life, we are not seeking, but we are experiencing the source within ourselves.
When I was young, I painted wild imaginations, and when I was young, I painted realistic sketches, studying animals and plants, including me, a stubborn being. Years have passed, and I have a perfect blend of dreams and reality, and it all comes from within me. My life experience has been sublimated beyond reality and dreams, and it is a process of refinement. I can't say that sand is not important, with them I know how to refine **, and I know that all this is rare and valuable.
I love my life, for me it's valuable, it's precious, it's worth sharing, it's my whole world.
Wang Fangfang, a painter, environmental protection volunteer, and a practitioner of art education in mountainous areas, has walked from northern Shaanxi to Chongqing and then to Tibet for 13 years, drawing the environmental protection picture book "The Most Beautiful Dance", the landscape picture book "Follow the Animals to Lhasa" along the Qinghai-Tibet Line, and the Sanjiangyuan Wildlife Science Picture Book "Sa". Wang Fangfang experienced many incredible life experiences in the process of walking, and also completely changed her world view, since then she embarked on the road of spiritual painting, she uses painting to show the relationship between man and nature, man and the universe. During the 13 years, she said that she only needs to shine like the sun, support art education in primary schools in mountainous areas with actions, and use paintings to show rare wild animals and plants in Sanjiangyuan, and what she has done has received the attention and support of people from all walks of life: CCTV 13 "Newsweekly", Shandong Film and Television "One **", Jiangsu Satellite TV "One Stop to the End", Shaanxi Satellite TV "Super Teacher" Gold Medal Teacher, large-scale documentary "Qinghai Our National Park", etc., her public welfare image has repeatedly endorsed well-known brands. Wang Fangfang said that everyone is a practitioner of life, and we only need to look at everything with awe and allow everything to happen.