After marrying Ge Yue, Gu Xin's heart has begun to regret it.
Ge Yue's appearance is very ordinary, his stature is not high, and his personality is very gentle, which is completely inconsistent with Gu Xin's preferences;Gu Xin especially likes those beautiful and tall women, and the reason why he pursues Ge Yue is simply because she is Director Ge's only daughter.
The conspiracy planned by Gu Xin.
During that period, Gu Xin managed to become a civil servant, but due to a lack of background and resources;His wages were low, his working conditions were poor, his income was low, and his life was very poor. He is not the kind of man who is satisfied with the status quo, always feels that his talent is not given the attention he deserves, and does not want to be just an inconspicuous little clerk for the rest of his life.
Gu Xin's father, Gu Shihai, lost his household registration in Shanghai when he was young because he went to work in the countryside. This incident made Gu Shihai feel deeply guilty, and his whole life was full of dissatisfaction and jealousy towards this world.
Gu Xin vaguely realized that she had many similarities with her father's personalities, and he was afraid of becoming Gu Shihai's appearance;He doesn't want to be a person who only knows how to enjoy life, but has nothing to pursue. He planned to marry Ge Yue when he was young, which would be his next plan.
Although Gu Xin didn't really like Ge Yue, she still confessed her feelings to Ge Yue. When the two came together, Ge Yue asked Gu Xin: "What do men value most when they are looking for a wife?""How's your appetite?Gu Xin replied slyly: "This is your appetite." ”
From these three words, we can clearly feel the depth and strategy of Gu Xin's heart.
In Gu Xin's opinion, Ge Yue has no other characteristics that attract him except for his family background. He doesn't want to say things like "you're beautiful" or "you're so cute" against his will. And the word "appetite", although described too broadly, gives people a sense of imagination and sincerity.
In the original work of "Home of the Heart", Gu Xin's inner world was vividly described:
After getting married, the question of appetite can be quickly understood by both parties. In fact, most men's appetites are similar, and unless there are a few very eccentric people, there won't be much difference. There are only a few beautiful and cute girls in the world, so most men have to compromise. ”
For Gu Xin, marriage to Ge Yue meant compromise.
In the original work of "Home of the Heart", in order to gain the support of Director Ge, Gu Xin endured his indifference to Ge Yue and made her pregnant without getting married. Ge Yue has never been in love, and for the sake of Gu Xin, she gave up her principles.
Ge Yue's deep affection for Gu Xin has become a means used by Gu Xin to frame her.
Although the Ge family's recognition of Gu Xin was not high, Gu Xin still succeeded in becoming the director's son-in-law. However, just when he seemed to be about to emerge, Director Ge was investigated and punished on suspicion of **. Gu Xin tried to draw water with a bamboo basket, but failed to climb to a high position, not only did he not get the favor of his father-in-law, but was implicated by the Ge family and became a laughing stock in the unit.
Gu Xin blamed Ge Yue for all the unsatisfactory things in his life.
Ge Yue lost the support of her maiden family, and Gu Xin aggravated the harm to her even more, first breaking off the relationship with her ex-girlfriend, and then having an improper relationship with Feng Qianqian;He also dragged his own daughter into the water. Who is he?At the moment when his father-in-law encountered misfortune, Gu Xin came up with the idea of divorce.
Gu Xin's marital relationship with Ge Yue lacked enthusiasm and care, like a cold vegetable cellar, because he had never truly appreciated Ge Yue, nor had he ever fallen in love with Ge Yue.
Gu Xin's infidelity.
Ge Yue's innocence is like an uncolored blank piece of paper, for Gu Xin, she doesn't know how to show her style, her personality seems a little dull, lacking feminine charm, compared with Feng Qianqian, who is good at coquettishness and showing weakness, she is much inferior.
Feng Qianqian took the initiative to attract Gu Xin, mainly driven by personal interests. She entered a smaller bank through the back door and repeatedly tried to reach the edge of ethics in order to attract customersShe didn't consider the fact that her sister Feng Xiaoqin was the daughter-in-law of the Gu family, nor did she care if Gu Xin had a family and family, and she fell into the whirlpool of emotions with Gu Xin.
Feng Qianqian has a deep understanding of human nature, and she understands Gu Xin's hidden pain in this marriage. In order to get closer to Gu Xin faster, she took the initiative to share the hardships of her work with Gu Xin, and showed her pitiful side in front of Gu Xin. This made Gu Xin feel a kind of resonance in his heart, and regarded Feng Qianqian as a spiritual interpretation flower.
Under Feng Qianqian's care and care, Gu Xin's attitude towards Ge Yue became even more indifferent. Since Ge Yue gave birth to a child, Gu Xin has not had any contact with her. Ge Yue is not an enthusiastic person, but in order to save this seemingly hopeless marriage, she took the initiative to express her emotions to Gu Xin.
Men lack love for women and are reluctant to even cope. Gu Xin had a strong dislike for Ge Yue, both physically and psychologically, and he escaped from the double bed on the grounds that he needed to brush his teeth, which made Ge Yue feel extremely depressed and lost.
Even if Ge Yue is the most innocent, she can sense that her husband is unusual. She suspected that Gu Xin might have other women outside, but due to the lack of conclusive evidence, she could only think about it alone. However, her family told her that she had become overly sensitive because of postpartum depression.
In the original work of "Home of the Heart", Ge Yue accidentally exposed the improper connection between Gu Xin and Feng Qianqian after a family dinner. "I know you're a very gentle person. Ge Yue's chopsticks unexpectedly fell to the ground, she bent down to pick them up, but unexpectedly saw Gu Xin and Feng Qianqian's legs tightly entangled, which made it difficult for Ge Yue to react for a while, there is such a description in the book:
She picked up her chopsticks and sat up straight, her eyes meeting those of her husband. Even though she looked a little sluggish, she could feel the unease in the man's eyes. She turned her head to look at her neighbor, Feng Qianqian, and then easily picked up a slice of cucumber and chewed it slowly. Her movements were firmer than she expected, but she looked a little uncomfortable. ”
Feng Qianqian is the sister of Gu Xin's sister-in-law Feng Xiaoqin. Ge Yue has never had doubts about the relationship between Feng Qianqian and Gu Xin, which makes Ge Yue feel more embarrassed than Gu Xin's relationship with other women. This made Ge Yue recall that during the dinner at home, Gu Xin and Feng Qianqian sat in the same place every time.
Feng Qianqian and Gu Xin secretly "**" in front of Ge Yue and treated Ge Yue as a fool. Ge Yue would rather be really stupid than feel caught between seeing through Gu Xin's true character.
Ge Yue tried to keep him.
Ge Yue quietly installed monitoring software on Gu Xin's mobile phone. The content of the conversation between Gu Xin and Feng Qianqian was directly displayed in front of Ge Yue, which made Ge Yue's heart full of indescribable depression and pain.
Gu Xin is not only Ge Yue's first love, but also the only man she has ever loved. The two already have children, but Ge Yue is reluctant to divorce. In order to win Gu Xin's heart again, Ge Yue felt very anxious, and even asked Feng Xiaoqin's opinion.
Feng Xiaoqin also seemed to be aware of some kind of unclear relationship between Feng Qianqian and Gu Xin, but as long as Ge Yue did not reveal it, Feng Xiaoqin would not reveal it further. Faced with Ge Yue and Gu Xin's marriage problems, Feng Xiaoqin told Ge Yue like this:
I met an older woman who described to me the whole process of her pursuit of her husband. She sang Yue opera, bought his favorite snacks, dressed in his favorite costumes, and knitted a woolen hat for him. She noted that each person, both men and women, has their own unique weaknesses. ”
Feng Xiaoqin made a suggestion to Ge Yue, emphasizing the importance of big things rather than small things, she said: "As long as you can accept it, it is insignificant, and if you can't accept it, it is a major thing." ”
Ge Yue expressed this opinion: "This is actually forcing all women to be stupid. ”
Feng Xiaoqin sighed and said, "If you really go to that point, you will no longer be a fool. The more you don't take him seriously, the more you can see everything, and he is the one who becomes a fool. It's not that you're helpless against him, it's that he's helpless against you. ”
Ge Yue lacked experience in dealing with emotional problems, and Feng Xiaoqin's words made her know a little bit, she could only imitate others, go home and dress herself carefully, and sang Yue Opera for Gu Xin.
On the night Gu Xin and Ge Yue spent together, the hormonal atmosphere was particularly charming. After Ge Yue put on makeup, she was wearing a translucent lace nightdress, and Gu Xin felt her charm from her facial expressions. What Gu Xin didn't expect was that Ge Yue's singing voice was really beautiful. Since they got married, Gu Xin seemed to look at Ge Yue carefully for the first time.
It is described in the original work of "Home of the Heart":
* When it was over, she approached him and rested her head on his chest. Probably realizing that this position was not suitable for displaying nightdresses, she turned around and faced him, raising her head slightly, accentuating her curves. His head shrank uncontrollably as his long, half-wet hair slid through it.
He hummed as he held his hand tightly and walked slowly down in a rhythmic fashion along the lace heart shape on his chest. His eyes were shaking, his body was shaking, and his heart was racing. He felt a little stiff in his body. I knew he was afraid of me laughing, but I couldn't help it. It's the first time I've done anything like this, and I also have my own background**. Something hit him in the eye - it was a man in tears. I wanted to laugh, but I couldn't find the right one. Her face was crumpled by his hands. His gaze caught a teardrop in the corner of her eye, and the tip of her nose twitched slightly, shedding a tear again. She laughed, but there were no tears in her eyes. She lifted her bangs slightly, as if by magic, and the tears disappeared.
Perhaps it was male nature, and he subconsciously hugged her tightly. She was thin, so thin that she could barely see it. Her figure was really thin, as if she could be broken with just a little more force. His hands are also slippery. Each tentacle is actually a bone. He hugged it so tightly that he was even a little out of breath. For a moment, he thought to himself, as if it had been a long time since he had hugged her so tightly, or rather, he had never really hugged her. Her face, in the sun, was so bright and brilliant, like a blooming flower. ”
Ge Yue's active behavior aroused Gu Xin's inner desire. After the two experienced a cloud and rain, Ge Yue fell asleep due to exhaustion. However, Gu Xin received an email from Feng Qianqian reminding him that Ge Yue was already spying on his phone.
Gu Xin looked at his wife who was sleeping on the bed, and suddenly felt a chill in his heart.
Gu Xin's malice.
Gu Xin secretly uninstalled Ge Yue'an's software, and that night, he thought about it a lot, including the marriage relationship, and his personal future;About love, it also includes all kinds of entanglements in marriage. He thought about it for a long time, and finally decided to give up, because he felt that his feelings were very fragile, and once he was hurt, the consequences would be unimaginable. During his relationship with Feng Qianqian, the two worked together on a number of projects jointly planned by the government and the business community, and acted as a bridge between these projects, and the more risky they were, the more people could be trapped in them.
Gu Xin and Feng Qianqian thus established a deep relationship through thick and thin, on the one hand, he had a good relationship with Feng Qianqian, on the other hand, he did not flinch from Ge Yue's arrival, he lost his way in the ** of money, and at the same time was driven by desire to degenerate.
After Ge Yue learned that Gu Xin had deleted the relevant software, both of them pretended not to know. Even Gu Shihai, who has always been indifferent to his family, noticed that his son and daughter-in-law behaved too politely, not like a couple, and there were obvious signs of divorce.
More than a month later, both Gu Xin and Ge Yue felt very embarrassed. One morning, Ge Yue suddenly threw the pregnancy test stick in front of Gu Xin and asked him, "Do you want it or not?" ”
Gu Xin expressed this opinion: "Why don't you think about your own children? Two children are better. If I had a younger brother or sister, I would definitely be happier than I am now, and my character would be better. ”
She asked, "Is there something wrong with your current personality?" ”
He asked rhetorically, "Do you think that's appropriate?" ”
"I don't compare," she said. You know, I don't have siblings either, and I wasn't in a relationship before I met you. Whether my character is good or not, you do have a say. You are experienced and well-informed. ”
He said, "Why have you never been in a relationship? Didn't the guy surnamed Lu in the equipment department, whose uncle was the head of the office, and who had a long-grained mole in a person, once pursued you? ”
Ge Yue was stunned for a moment, "Did he chase me, why don't I know-" Gu Xin said hesitantly, and did not continue. Her face suddenly turned red in his gaze, "He's chasing you again!" Both men paused. After some time, she posed a question to him: "So, did I really have a baby?" "You know, you grew up in my belly. He pulled her aside. The tone of the inquiry.
He nodded lightly and said, "It doesn't matter if it's a boy or a girl." ”
By deeply observing the dialogue between Gu Xin and Ge Yue, we can truly understand Gu Xin's strategy and intentions towards Ge Yue. "I'm a woman, but I also have my principles. I won't hurt anyone! The "evil" mentioned by Gu Xin is really incomparable.
Gu Xin does not have deep affection for Ge Yue, and the reason for her pregnancy is also a temporary emotional fluctuation. Although Gu Xin had already considered divorce, he deceived Ge Yue and said that he had a second child, but in fact he was planning for his future.
Gu Xin hopes that Ge Yue can give birth to a child, on the one hand, she hopes that there will be two children in the family who can grow up together, so as to make up for the vacancy of Ge Yue's role as a father, because Ge Yue's mind is not at home, so she does not care enough about the child; On the other hand, I also hope to give myself a chance to change myself and make myself better. From another point of view, their goal is to use the two children to bind Ge Yue, and at the critical moment, Ge Yue may consider that he is the father of the two children and thus save his life.
Gu Xin casually mentioned that Xiao Lu's good impression of Ge Yue was actually reserving a way out for himself. Gu Xin was hinting to Ge Yue that if he encountered a problem, Ge Yue could go to Xiao Lu for help.
Ge Yue is a simple person who reacts very slowly to feelings. If it weren't for Gu Xin's reminder, she wouldn't even know that Xiao Lu had special feelings for her. Gu Xin revealed Xiao Lu's true intentions, obviously with ulterior motives.
Gu Xin and Feng Qianqian's efforts to collude with the official and business circles have been difficult to hide. Feng Qianqian also received a bomb from a customer, which made both of them very scared. Although Gu Xin verbally promised that he would protect her safety on the same boat as Feng Qianqian, in fact it was just a show-off, and he was also out of fear.
In the original work of "Home of the Heart", it is described like this:
The girl was greatly frightened by the bombing. In fact, he himself felt a little frightened. But whether he's scared or scared, he'll do it. In general, the situation is stable, like a huge ship. ”
If Gu Xin takes a risk, he will likely be imprisoned, and the only person in the family who can save him is Ge Yue, so he will mention that Xiao Lu's uncle is the office director, which lays a hidden danger for Ge Yue's "selling his body".
The sacrifice made by Ge Yue.
After Ge Yue became pregnant, the entanglement between Gu Xin and Feng Qianqian continued, and Ge Yue unexpectedly saw them in close contact in the restaurant. Ge Yue was physically and mentally exhausted because of Gu Xin's excessive emotions, and she was unwilling to endure this kind of fraudulent married life anymore.
Ge Yue went to the hospital twice to terminate her pregnancy, but she didn't have the courage to do so. She was born with a kind and gentle heart, and she will not easily use violence against her children, but can only let them grow up day by day.
Ge Yue proposed a divorce, which led to an impasse in the relationship between Gu Xin and her. At the same time, the illegal acts between Gu Xin and Feng Qianqian were revealed. Gu Xin was sent to the detention center, Ge Yue took his 6-month-old body to visit him, and when she saw his bearded and decadent appearance, Ge Yue's heart immediately softened. Her heart was pierced deeply. Ge Yue admitted that she couldn't be ruthless, and she decided to wait for him to appear.
In the original work of "Home of the Heart", Ge Yue's inner world is described in detail:
But when she saw his current state, she was really reluctant. Even if she is scolded by her parents, she will not give up. She is eager to change herself. That weak Ge Yue, she wants to get rid of her. She will soon be a mother of two and will visit the prison every few weeks. The days are still long, and I can't see him at a glance. ”
Gu Xin has a very deep understanding of Ge Yue, all his plans have been fully accepted, and Gu Xin completely understands Ge Yue's heart; Ge Yue had to become stronger for the sake of her two children, just like Gu Xin**, in order to rescue Gu Xin, she asked Xiao Lu for help.
A man like Gu Xin forced upright people to become prostitutes, eating people without spitting out bones, and Ge Yue gradually fell into the trap he set and devoted his whole life to it. His life has been rewritten many times in "Home of the Heart", but in the end it still ended in failure. The changes experienced by Ge Yue are undoubtedly the greatest tragedy in "Home of the Heart".
There is an opinion that "a really smart girl knows the true meaning of love: true love requires both parties to truly love each other." If you love him deeply and he doesn't love you, then the relationship loses its meaning. In this world, only love requires both parties to treat each other sincerely, and if either party refuses, then there will be no concessions in true love. ”
Ge Yue gave up his principles and bottom line for Gu Xin many times, and was destined to be hurt by him and gradually integrate into society. Her choice allows us to see the bravery and wisdom of a woman in the face of love. It takes luck to start a relationship, and it takes courage to end a relationship, and it is also a great ability to be able to leave decisively after discovering that the other person is not worthy of love.
Ge Yue didn't realize that for all the sacrifices she had made for Gu Xin, he would not be grateful to her at all. She is just an ordinary woman, a woman who has been abandoned by her husband, a woman who has nothing to rely on in marriage. When Gu Xin is released from prison, will he be able to face a wife who has cleared his name? For a person like Gu Xin, Ge Yue's existence will undoubtedly become a lifelong shame for him.
After Xiao Lu's uncle was appointed mayor of the town, Ge Yue invited him to dinner and asked for his recommendation; Ge Yue skillfully took advantage of Xiao Lu's deep feelings for her in the past and successfully attracted Xiao Lu, which is described in the original work of "Home of the Heart":
Control the tone of your speech and remind yourself to take a deep breath, not to rush too much, and to be a little coquettish, but not too much. She had practiced Xi several times before, and the tone was frustrated, **should stop,**should be ventilated,** must look into his eyes to enhance the effect. ”
Ge Yue used her old trick again, and after a while, she approached him and said in a softer tone, "—Are you interested in Yue Opera?" Whether it's "My Family Has a Little Nine Sisters" or "Mulberry Garden's Wife", I will sing for you. ”
On that night, she sang a play for Gu Xin.