My girlfriend and I have been dating for more than three years, and just recently, her family sold an old house. During the moving process, my girlfriend's belongings needed to be shipped to our current residence, while other things were shipped to their residence by her parents. However, in the process, I stumbled upon my girlfriend's old diary. Out of curiosity, I hid it to learn more about her childhood.
When I opened the large stack of diaries, I found that I had been recording them since the first day of junior high school. The diary records her daily life and Xi, as well as some moods and feelings. In high school, she had her first boyfriend. Once, they wanted to make love, but it was inconvenient at home, so they found that the old water room abandoned by the school was usually unoccupied and would not be discovered, so they used this place as a place for their date, of course, there were shortcomings, the tiles were cold.
Her girlfriend described her feelings in her diary, saying that she was afraid of the cold, but in that water room, she was not. She took off her clothes and put them in a bag, lying on the tiles, feeling warm and safe as long as her boyfriend cared for her. When I came home from work that day, I rinsed my hands. I used warm water to wash my hands since I was a child, but that day I used cold water. My girlfriend was cooking in front of the oven, and I hugged her from behind and tried to touch and kiss her, but she hated that it was cold for me to reach into her pajamas and asked me to stay aside. When I asked her why she suddenly didn't want to, she was confused.
Later, I broke up with her and told her that I thought she might not love me that much. She tried to maintain our relationship, but I didn't agree. Now I'm staying in another place for the time being, hoping to part peacefully. For me, love is the most important thing. I don't know if I made the right choice, but I trust my feelings and decisions. Readers, did you say I was right to break up?