After falling asleep at night, I will be woken up by WeChat messages from time to time, and I can only set the group and some friends who can send WeChat messages to "message do not disturb", but it is always impossible to prevent it, such as those groups that are particularly @mine, and those newly created groups are too late to set up. It's so painful to be woken up in the middle of the night like this, and I was miserable again last night.
Yesterday I said that I would like to make adjustments, hoping to return to normalcy and allow myself to accept the unusual "fatigue" of this Spring Festival. Last night was really a lot better, after dinner is no longer the kind of addiction to the same yawn, tears, there is no sense of fatigue, and for the first time to go to the ancient city for a turn, note, it is the first time after the Spring Festival, it is the norm to walk around the ancient street after dinner. I slept very well last night, and I fell asleep peacefully with a similar routine as usual, and made a cup of ginger soup before going to bed. I thought I could return to normalcy from now on. The problem is in the middle of the night.
In the middle of the night, a WeChat message came in, and I usually ignored one or two messages, but last night it rang continuously.
Five or six times, picked up the mobile phone, I really want to scold, it was a fairy who couldn't sleep at night to build a group, and then, alas, first sent a red envelope, and then said that her niece (sister's daughter) was engaged today, and when someone finally came out to answer, she asked why the annual meeting didn't call her? I clicked on the message Do Not Disturb and was ready to continue sleeping, but found that I couldn't. Because she evoked my biggest concern at present, and because her engaged niece is still a little related to this biggest heart, I think about it all the way, and I don't feel sleepy, and I also want to build a ** Biao at that time, and spit out the unhappiness in my heart. It is said that selfish people live longer, because they don't have to think about other people's thoughts, they just take care of themselves. But there are some things that I really can't learn, I didn't build a group, and I didn't make a fortune, I just silently stayed up with myself.
Thinking about the past few years, especially the past year, thinking about all the self-comfort is meaningless at this moment, because the most important thing has not been completed, and thinking that your body feels just a little better, and this more unbearable mental torture has come, is it really destined to suffer in life?
Human nature is like this, thinking about what you don't have, and ignoring what you have now, but such thoughts and neglect are not opposites or contradictions, all that you have is not ignored, but are included as the background, the more you have, the thicker the background, in fact, those on the Internet about health, wealth, etc., as long as you don't exchange health for wealth, then such a choice question should be a multiple-choice question rather than a single choice. Health is the background, wealth is the icing on the cake, and the accumulation of wealth to a certain extent will also become the background. The freedom that we have now is the background color, and it is not a luxury to hope that we can add some vitality and some flavor of the year, but different goals at different stages, and they are not contradictory to freedom.
I don't want to put pressure on the people I care about, but I should be able to give some proper reminders at some appropriate opportunity. "Why is it so easy for others, but it is so difficult for me", I would rather this sentence come from my mouth or just hide in my heart or just sigh when I am helpless.
When I was sleepless last night flipping through the circle of friends, I saw that article and remembered the initial disappointment, but that paragraph came over, and then a bigger one also came, maybe the current one is only temporary, and there will be surprises in the end, but this time is too long, and it has greatly exceeded the limit of what I can do, but looking at this posture, it seems that there is no longest only longer! As long as there is a limit, there will always be an end to the longer term, but the current patience is not enough.
This may not be enough, but there are some things that can be changed, such as setting new messages to be unacceptable, which is still the credit of the person who founded the group last night, because I would only say "message do not disturb" at the beginning of the article. I said that I can only blame myself for being woken up, did he say that he forgot to set the shutdown message last night? Hey, is there still such an operation? Sure enough, I tried it after the setting was successful, and this should save me a lot of disturbances, and I can wake up a lot less at night.