In the ninth year of being with Lin Yujing, he never acknowledged my relationship with him.
On the talk show, the host asked him, "What is the relationship between Mr. Lin and Gu Xi?" ”
He didn't hesitate, "Superior-subordinate relationship, I'm her boss." ”
When Bai Chuwei returned to China, was she the person you had been waiting for? ”
He raised his eyes and replied seriously, "Yes." ”
I looked at the interview camera, picked up my phone, and silently deleted my past with him.
Today, my new drama is finished, and Lin Yujing said that he would come to pick me up to celebrate, but ** dialed more than a dozen, but no one answered.
I was used to it, and I didn't bother anymore, and he shouldn't be busy at this point.
I packed my things and went back to the apartment first.
After washing, I glanced at my phone, and at eleven o'clock in the evening, there was no call back from Lin Yujing.
I was a little worried and dialed his ** again.
After a long time, a low, slightly tired voice came: "Something? ”
I was stunned for a moment, and reflexively replied: "No." It's okay. ”
Nothing hangs up. ”
He didn't even want to hear what I was going to say, and he couldn't remember that today was the day he had made an appointment with me.
After hanging up**, I opened WeChat mechanically, and the chat interface with Lin Yujing was still stuck a week ago.
I asked him, "Do you have time next week?" ”
Something? "I'm finishing my new play next week, do you have time to come over? ”
Well. "He's always like that, just a few words to send me away, I don't know if it's because he's too busy to talk to me, or if he doesn't want to talk to me at all.
With Lin Yujing, I often suffer from gains and losses like this, and even if I want to see him, I have to find a good reason.
I clicked into the dialog box and started typing, "Are you in the company tomorrow?" There's an endorsement to sign, I'll go to you? ”
After a long time, he replied: "Ah Yu has rested, let's talk about it tomorrow!" ”
The attached ** is half of Lin Yujing's side face exposed lying on the sofa, and the side face of the girl on the side was also photographed in.
My head thudded, and my five fingers unconsciously clenched the phone.
Bai Chuwei, Lin Yujing's first love.
When she was in high school, she had a period with Lin Yujing, and then for some reason, Bai Chuwei went abroad, and after breaking contact, Lin Yujing never allowed others to mention Bai Chuwei in front of him.
When I saw Bai Chuwei again, it was in Lin Yujing's office.
Halfway through the endorsement sign-in, he was called over by Lin Yujing's assistant.
Although I was mentally prepared, when I saw Bai Chuwei sitting next to Lin Yujing holding his hand, my heart was still deeply stung.
Here it comes? Lin Yujing opened his mouth and didn't look at me.
While pouring tea for Bai Chuwei, he said to me: "The jewelry endorsement you received, give it to Chuwei." ”
Why? I asked him in a trembling voice.
My fingers were pinched white under the table.
His sharp gaze swept over him, looked me up and down, and then said to me with a calm expression, "You are not suitable. ”
I held back tears and retorted to him, "I know if it's suitable or not, and I won't let this endorsement." ”
He looked up, a little incredulous.
Gu Xi was very obedient in the past, but this is the first time I have refuted him.
It seems that I have lost face, Lin Yujing's face is gloomy and terrifying.
I subconsciously wanted to explain, but Bai Chuwei on the side hurriedly put down the cup and leaned towards Lin Yujing.
Ah Yu, it doesn't matter if you don't have an endorsement, the important thing is that you and Gu Xi don't hurt their feelings. ”
Lin Yujing did not avoid contact with Bai Chuwei.
Instead, he wrapped his hands around her waist.
Gu Xi, it seems that I am usually too used to you, and I can't recognize my identity a little. ”
Hearing this, the tears I had been holding back finally fell.
Lin Yujing's words were like someone was cutting my heart with a knife little by little, and I couldn't breathe in pain.
The fruits of my efforts were given away by him with little light.
Nine years of affection can't match his Bai Yueguang's words.
This man in front of me, I've loved him for nine years, but he doesn't even have a name.
In the end, the endorsement was snatched away by Bai Chuwei, because, Lin Yujing's words, no one dared to resist.
After the endorsement was finalized, Bai Chuwei posted a blog overnight.
The right people need to be in the right places. ”
Then Aite took the brand side.
Lin Yujing also set up a separate studio for her, bought a hot search, and instantly became the first in popularity.
Bai Chuwei endorsed
Immediately after the heat second, the third.
Bai Chuwei, take care of it
Bai Yueguang, Bai Chuwei
I flipped through the comments one by one.
Bai Chuwei? Where did it come from? Why haven't you seen it before? 」
I've heard that it used to be developing abroad, but now it's back. 」
No, why did these sisters steal the endorsement of my goddess as soon as they came back? What's going on behind the scenes? 」
Soon, a lot of comments popped up under this comment.
With our Sister Wei's strength, some people are envious! 」
It's just that I don't have the ability to win the endorsement, do you blame others? Instead of complaining here, it is better to work hard to improve your coffee position. 」
The following comments are all praising Bai Chuwei, I'm not interested in reading it, this is probably the navy that Lin Yujing bought for her.
Flipping down further, someone picked up the ** that Lin Yujing traveled with Bai Chuwei abroad a week ago.
A week ago, it was the time that Lin Yujing and I had just agreed.
That day, because of Lin Yujing's promise, I didn't sleep all night happy.
Unexpectedly, as soon as he promised me, he hurriedly went abroad and met Bai Chuwei.
No wonder Bai Chuwei was able to get such a good endorsement just after returning to China, it turned out that there was a financier behind it. 」
Soon, comments like this quickly disappeared.
Lin Yujing hates being said to be the owner of the gold the most, and I still remember that I used to play tricks when I couldn't see the end, and jokingly said to him, "Lin Yujing, or you support me, I don't want to work hard." ”
He was very angry and rejected me.
He said: "Gu Xi, I will not shelter you from the wind and rain behind your back, clear the obstacles, you have to fight for what you want." ”
He said, "I'm waiting for you to be the one who is most qualified to stand by my side." ”
I worked hard for nine years for his words, and in these nine years, he really never gave me privileges.
I have what I am today, and I have put it together.
Lin Yujing is such a principled person, and he broke his principles so easily for Bai Chuwei's sake.
I'm so tired, from the start of filming of the new drama to now, I don't dare to relax for a moment.
In order to win the award and better resources, I can only move forward desperately.
Now, the tiredness spreads like a vine all over my body.
I felt like I was back in high school, and the sound of answers, answers, answers, came from my watch.
Hey, don't sleep. ”
A familiar voice came, and Lin Yujing knocked on my head.
I raised my eyes, and the moment I met them, his eyebrows were crooked, and I missed half a beat of my heartbeat.
At this glance, Lin Yujing planted roots in my heart.
I studied hard to get into the same university as him.
He fell out of love, and after comforting him, I had to continue to do the test papers.
While in college, he started making films.
As for me, my life is very busy, in addition to completing my studies, I work part-time to earn my own living expenses.
I still have to find time to play tricks in the play, so that I can see him more.
After graduating, he took over the family's business, and I signed with his company and became his employee.
The moment I fell in love with him, I've been chasing him until now.
But Lin Yujing didn't know.
I always thought that if I worked harder, a little harder, I would definitely become the person who was most qualified to stand by his side.
In all the years I have been with Lin Yujing, I have taken the initiative to chase him, and he never seems to have taken the initiative to respond.
My heart ached, a feeling of suffocation filled my chest, and in my sleep, I heard someone open the door.
I woke up suddenly, thinking it was Lin Yujing.
A gentle voice came from the door, "Pity? ”
Why don't you cover yourself with a quilt when you sleep? Don't turn off the lights either? ”
It's my agent, Su Yan, and it's my best friend.
I wiped my face, warm tears running down my nose and into my mouth.
It's sour, bitter.
Su Yan knew that I had been wronged, so he came over to accompany me.
For so many years with Lin Yujing, she has seen it in her eyes.
It's a pity, stop and rest when you're tired. ”
You're already excellent, there's no need to make yourself so tired for him. ”
I picked up the old mechanical watch next to me, which was given to me by Lin Yujing.
The exterior has been badly worn, but the second and minute hands are still turning.
I've been like this clockwork watch for so many years, never stopping.
Wait. "Wait, maybe I don't like him that much.
After Bai Chuwei came back, Lin Yujing never contacted me again.
And Bai Chuwei's name has always been on the hot search and has never come down.
Recently, I had to go to the company because of the award ceremony.
Su Yan said: I am basically sure that I can be nominated for Best Actress this time.
She hugged me and cried: "It's a pity, you did it, I'm really happy for you." ”
I cried too, "After all these years, I've done it." ”
It's really not easy, take care of it.
When I passed by Lin Yujing's office, I saw him resting on his desk alone.
I used to go to his side and give him a massage, but now he has someone next to him who brings him coffee.
Pity? There you are! ”
I didn't pay attention, I raised my feet to leave.
Take care of it, come in. ”
Lin Yujing called me in.
Have you been doing a lot less recently? ”
Yes, lately I want to take a slow stop and take a break. ”
Lin Yujing narrowed his eyes slightly, as if he was a little unhappy.
If you don't want to do it anymore and can't bear it, feel free to tell me that you can quit. ”
I pursed my lips and didn't speak.
You can't do it in this state, so let's stop all your recent activities first. ”
Good. Lin Yujing didn't know that I could agree so happily, maybe he was angry and deliberately dropped his pen in front of me.
I kept my head down and didn't speak, and after a long time, he got bored and let me go.
I didn't expect Lin Yujing to stop my activities and withdraw my award, and when Bai Chuwei's name appeared at the award ceremony, I was in a mess.
Helplessly, he picked up the phone and put it down again.
Then I picked it up again, and the light on the screen of my phone shone on my pale face.
The things I cared about the most seemed to collapse and disappear at that moment.
In the end, I held back my tears and sent a message to Lin Yujing.
Let's break up. ”
Then turned off the phone.
Many people in the company went to Bai Chuwei's birthday party.
On this day, Lin Yujing gave my award to Bai Chuwei as a birthday gift.
I haven't been active for a long time, and Su Yan is afraid that I will be upset and confiscate my phone, so she has been with me for the past few days.
I said I wasn't that vulnerable, I was just taking a break these days, and then I quickly urged her to help me choose some new scripts.
As soon as Su Yan left, Lin Yujing came.
Bending over and not knowing what to look for.
After a while, he asked me, "Where's my slippers?" ”
Seeing that I didn't move, I found a random pair to put on.