There's a feeling of a crush in this world. It is a quiet love, a deep attachment, a feeling that cannot be expressed in words. I used to be a crush who had a crush on someone but didn't have the courage to confess.
I saved his **. Carefully** and study all of him**. I want to read his heart through his eyes and feel his happiness through his smile. In the middle of the night, I took out his ** and watched silently, thinking about everything about him.
I know which songs he likes to listen to. I secretly listened to those songs and tried to imagine how he would feel when he listened to them. I wanted to share this wonderful ** with him and listen to him express his feelings. But I didn't have the courage to communicate with him, so I could only think quietly in my heart.
He said he would watch every movie I wanted to watch. I wanted to discuss the plot of the movie with him and feel the emotion and impact of the movie. But I could only think silently in my heart, unable to express my feelings to him.
I try to be interested in something that interests him. I want to have more common ground with him and be closer to him. I learned about his favorite sports, his favorite books, and all his favorite things. I wanted to go through these wonderful things with him, but I didn't have the courage to ask him out.
In fact, I liked him more than I seem. I want to tell him how I feel, I want to be with him. But I was afraid of rejection and losing him. I can only love him silently in my heart and give silently.
Later, I finally mustered up the courage to confess to him. Although the ending wasn't what I wanted, I don't regret it. Because I know that I once loved someone deeply and gave everything for him. We also know that love is a blessing, not a possession.
Now I don't love him anymore. I learned to let go and I learned to let go. I know that there are many more wonderful things in life waiting for me to discover and experience. I believe that in the future I will meet someone who is truly suitable for me, and we will be able to go through every stage of life together.
Crush is a beautiful and painful emotion that we learn to cherish and pay for. Whatever the outcome, it will be a memory that will last a lifetime. Let's cherish this relationship and let it become the driving force for our growth, so that we can become more mature and know how to love better.