An Jie felt extremely aggrieved, so he married Jiang Defu and spent a whole life to reconcile with himself.
The male ** sandwiched in the book reveals Jiang Defu's true face as a "rural man". Jiang Defu was suddenly dazed, and Miss An in front of him seemed to be a phantom of another time and space. She explained aloud to Jiang Defu the meaning of the English word "Misi'an" behind **: "Miss An, Miss An."
Her voice was full of hysterical emotion, as if she was explaining to Jiang Defu, and as if she was calling for herself in the distance, the well-born and knowledgeable Miss An.
In fact, this is just a commemorative ** of ordinary classmates**, in the eyes of the conservative Jiang Defu, this ** has become her first love secretly hidden. Jiang Defu was sad and felt powerless at An Jie's ignorance. An Jie said with a hint of helplessness: "You have never received formal education, and you don't know anything about the definition of classmates, so I can't explain it in detail for you." ”
Jiang Defu has the ability to pamper An Jie to the extreme, but he doesn't want An Jie to have other men in his heart. In his conception, a woman hides another man's **, which is seen as infidelity.
This ** is like a high mountain between the two, which is difficult to cross no matter what. However, An Jie, who is as smart as An Jie, although she enjoys the rich life after marriage very much, always knows that she and Jiang Defu do not belong to the same type of person.
Marrying Jiang Defu is a great luck in An Jie's life, because it can avoid the trouble caused by too many ingredients.
However, for her, there was also a huge sacrifice. That night, she leaned gently on his shoulder, feeling his warmth and tranquility. It was hard for her to imagine that she would choose to marry a burly man and raise her children in such a way of life. One night, she looked at the outspoken man beside her, and silently told herself, "What else am I not satisfied with?" Isn't the ultimate goal of life to seek this kind of solace for the soul? ”
In this marital relationship, An Jie's deepest enjoyment is undoubtedly the superior feeling brought by Jiang Defu's identity. In her opinion, Jiang Defu is a trustworthy and dependable person. As the wife of an army officer, she has a greater sense of presence than Jiang Defu himself, she is well aware of the complexity of Jiang Defu's interpersonal relationships, and will take the initiative to worry about his future career.
On the island, Jiang Defu has become the leader of the politics and fate of various villains, and their fawning over Jiang Defu is often passed on to An Jie intentionally or unintentionally. An Jie is secretly proud in his heart, he is good at taking advantage of people's favor, and gradually becomes the focus of attention on the island. An Jie herself has also deeply experienced the spiritual pleasure brought by this kind of attention ceremony.
All of Anjie's emotional fluctuations are sending a message to the outside world that he is dissatisfied with his marriage and regrets about love.
Throughout his life, Anjie has struggled to reconcile with himself. She changed Jiang Defu's daily routine, encouraged him to confess "I love you" to himself, and chose the most suitable suit, just to fulfill a dream of his youth.
Although An Jie is in happiness, she knows nothing about happiness, and her heart is full of unspeakable helplessness and pain. If we look closely at the family in which she was born, we can deeply understand the hardships she went through.
She came from a wealthy capitalist family, and the family's financial situation was shocking. When Jiang Defu insisted on marrying An Jie, the principal's wife mentioned that An Jie's family background was quite complicated, but she did not disclose specific details.
An Jie's father was a real capitalist, and his family ran various foreign houses, pharmacies and shops. An Jie's father used to be a celebrity in the city, and he was the one who was all over the city. However, during those tumultuous years, her father seized all the property and fled the scene with his young wife and children.
Capitalists not only have big wives, but also small wives, but they only remember their little wives when they run away, which shows that they don't pay enough attention to their big wives and An Jie's brothers and sisters.
An Jie's mother witnessed the ruthless capitalists, and she could not change the current situation, she could only feel deep sympathy and pity, and her heart was full of resentment. An Jie felt helpless, and a fire ignited in his heart. Soon after, he was so angry that he died directly.
An Jia, An Xin, and An Tai have become each other's dependents. But due to their unique background, they chose only the status of a small owner, and although this status was not low, her position was clearly superior to that of a capitalist.
Later, An Jie was assigned to work as an accountant at a pharmacy run by his father, and his work was very cautious, as if he was walking on thin ice. In the pharmacy, An Jie handled the accounts meticulously, and often thought of Jiang Defu's care for him. The reason why An Jie was not labeled as a rightist was partly due to Jiang Defu's protection, but also because of her own unfortunate experience.
Although fortunate enough to avoid the troubles of his capitalist father, he was still influenced by his older brother and sister.
Her brother Antai is married to the daughter of a landowner, a reality that cannot be changed. However, Antai was not intimidated by this reality, his mother and sister were both landlords, but he was a landlord himself. At that time, the status of landlord was almost despised by the general public.
After marrying An Jie, it will naturally have a certain impact on everyone in the An family. As An Jie's sister-in-law said, every time she goes out to buy vegetables, she needs to be silent like a mouse, not daring to speak loudly, and not daring to go out of the house in a bright way.
Her sister An Xin married Lao Ou, and both of them were very knowledgeable people. An Xin was furious, she knew that although Jiang Defu was from the countryside, he was hardworking and kind, and his heart was pure. Lao Ou is not only rich in ingredients, but he also does not know moderation, he disdains Jiang Defu, who was born in the countryside, and speaks without concealment.
Lao Ou graduated from Tsinghua University and was an outstanding student, and he carried with him the pride that most students shared. He insisted on embarking on the road of **, full of pride to change the world. However, the social environment at that time did not allow him to be too high-profile, but he himself did not know it, claiming that his family used to be very happy and had no white contact, which eventually led to his own misfortune.
Although Lao Ou is labeled as a rightist and an intellectual, even if he is very knowledgeable, it still cannot save him. When Lao Ou was recuperating on the island, he was at a loss in his heart in the face of the vastness of the sea. When he was unwell, it was precisely because of Jiang Defu's help that he was able to go to the island to recuperate.
Whether it is An Tai or An Xin's partner, they have become a drag on An Jie, and this situation is inevitable. Family ties cannot be overlooked, both in the workplace and in social life. As long as there is a blood link, it should be clearly documented when conducting a biographical check.
In that era of high regard for honor, there was a relative of the daughter of a landlord and a rightist in the resume, who became almost at the bottom of society.
Therefore, when Jiang Defu took the initiative to come to the door, everyone in Anjia Village was very excited.
If Jiang Defu's name and identity were clearly written on his resume, then his status and influence would be enough to compete with several others. This is also something that everyone in Anjie is proud of, and he no longer needs to hide his true identity.
In the original work, An Xin did not show such calmness and calmness, and love was regarded as an overly luxurious thing. She knew that Jiang Defu was a reliable choice that would bring stability and happiness to An Jie. She sincerely hopes that An Jie can marry Jiang Defu, which is also out of concern for An Jie, and at the same time helps herself and everyone.
In the love entanglement between Jiang Defu and An Jie, An Jie can almost be said to be alone.
An Jie is a well-educated scholar, and she is not optimistic about Jiang Defu's image as a countryman. When she first met Jiang Defu, Jiang Defu not only took the bus and passed by the station, but he also imitated a fountain pen, and the stains in the nails of her fingers were unbearable.
Despite her rich education and desire for a better life, reality did not allow her to make a choice. She once thought that knowledge could change everything, only to find that it was just a dead letter. What she is proud of, others disdain and even scorn her.
In the end, she chose to marry Jiang Defu and co-owned three sons and four daughters with him, living a life that was completely opposite to the life she dreamed of.
The compromise made by An Jie was both a helpless choice and a kind of luck, because the situation of life after marriage was not as bad as she expected.
Although Jiang Defu is indeed a vulgar person, his identity and social status make him have a tolerant attitude towards An Jie, and his manhood also makes him avoid too many disputes with An Jie.
In this marital relationship, An Jia is undoubtedly the biggest beneficiary.
As An Tai and An Xin expected, they did benefit from Jiang Defu's favor, their children were not affected in any way, and even under Jiang Defu's guidance, they chose to join the army.
An Jie is a wise woman who has a strong desire to redeem and feels very happy when she helps her mother's family, but the spiritual satisfaction brought to her by the gratitude and envy of others makes her even happier.
Occasionally, in midnight dreams, she would feel a hint of regret. She used to be full of beautiful visions, but she failed in the face of reality, which is a pain that she can't express in words, because people will only think that she is contrived and hypocritical.
This regret is the price she pays for spiritual satisfaction, after all, who can say that her life is flawless?