01 fireworks in the world
Sunlight pours into the room, and you can lie comfortably under the covers.
It suddenly occurred to me that it was December, and that the day and night of the year seemed to be coming to an end, and then another year was unknown.
Is it a good thing that there is a strong sense of ritual?
Whenever you have to write a summary at the end of the year, you must put out a song that I like very much recently**, and then my thoughts are disrupted by the melody, and there is no square inch. I simply turned off the ** in my ear.
The replacement of the new year and the old year does not bring a very deep feeling, it is nothing more than a page of the calendar turned forward, and a few New Year's Eve concerts are suddenly arranged on the TV show, so that it is the new year.
I always felt that the lives of the little people would never be affected, and we still followed the rules, sleeping, eating, listening to songs and reading books.
Maybe it's more of a sense of ritual born by chance, so I will buy a bouquet of flowers for myself, or three or two friends, chatting.
02Life is full of hope
In fact, many things that happened in the past year have now come to naught.
There are a few unforgettable moments that have been pieced together to become the last memories of the year.
Each one is like a jigsaw puzzle, pieced together from the few memories of each year, not so perfect, but all unique and precious.
Think about this year, the graduate school entrance examination transcript in March, the recruitment site in April, the hospital bed in May, and the bowls of hard-to-swallow decoction in June, July, and October.
Come to think of it, this year was nothing more than that, with no hope and no surprises, and a lot of disappointment and pain.
I don't feel sorry, I can still see the sunrise and sunset every day, I can still feel the cold, warmth and cold, I still see the world changing every day, but I am a little less enthusiastic, I have faded the colored glasses of the reverie world, and I can see it both cold and real.
03 Life has dreams, each of which is wonderful
As the social circle shrinks, the people around us are slowly jumping out of this circle, and we all work and live according to the rules in our respective fields.
Many times before going to bed, I have wondered why the best friends who used to be with each other will slowly fade away in the days after separation, and I have also looked for reasons for myself countless times.
Whether it's not good enough, or which sentence is too heavy, I always paranoize that abandonment is the behavior of one party, but I never think that abandonment is a two-way choice.
I threw away the stories of the past, and of course, the same was true for me.
Perhaps, companionship is also an intermittent existence, and in this era of independence, loneliness may be the inevitable price for everyone.
When I was alone, I thought of my old self.
When I was a child, I prayed for a bun behind my grandfather's back, a schoolboy who played and fought with boys when I was a child, and a caged bird who was full of hope for the future when I was in school.
Although I didn't get much preference along the way, which led to tears when I wrote about my growth experience, I still grew up safely, picked up Yan Ruyu in the book, went outside to see the vast world, and met all kinds of excellent characters.
04 Growing up in regret
You see, even if there are some regrets in life, it is still harmless and worth experiencing.
People say that the first child to raise when I grow up is my childhood self, and I'm sorry for me, when I was a child, I was still experiencing torment and pain in my memories, but when I grew up, I haven't healed myself, I can only wait and see, and then continue to cry. I don't know if all this will pass, when it will pass, when you will usher in the life you yearn for.
If you have a job that you like, although you are tired but have a certain emotional value, and you have a small house that you like, it is best to face the sea. I have a row of books I like, and when I am worried, I fill in the holes in my heart. If you can have a small garden with flowers and admire the moon, then you will definitely write to me in the future with a smile and tell me that you are doing well.
I was struck by the deep sense of well-being.
It is mixed with warm, blunt, and thick and pure love.
05 The heart is like a flower and tree, born to the sun
In my mind's eye, there is a huge acacia tree, sometimes mixed with fresh and crisp raindrops, sometimes blooming as much as possible, competing for a vibrant bloom with infinitely extended branches.
Under the pink acacia tree, some people are jumping, some people are picking up plump flower clusters that have been wet by the rain, and some people are moved by the fact that they have stepped into the shade of this acacia tree that they have never set foot in.
There are also people who take advantage of this suitable season to pour their own excitement and excitement on the twitter, leaving footprints of different sizes and depths.
Linger a little longer, and the secrets of the shade and flowers have quietly and seamlessly melted into every inch of my breath.
Although he didn't make any special expressions on his face at the time, a vague collapse feeling secretly appeared at that moment, and then he dug a deep hole and planted himself for a long time.
At this time, I was stunned by the deep sense of happiness.
06 You must always be bright
The dense and enthusiastic clusters of flowers at the first sight brightened my mood at that time.
It makes my brain feel happy, and it coincides with the sound of music, mixed with warm, dull, and thick and pure love.
If it weren't so delicate, I wouldn't be able to feel the breath of the plant, the rhythm of life, and the mood of the same frequency, so I condemned it for a small part of the time, and mostly rejoiced, because this is the whole me.
Tiny warm happiness will often be embedded in every cell, bringing people to relive the past scenes and memories, the picture comes to mind of the present, only to feel that all the fog has dissipated, the uneasiness turns into the afterglow of the sky, and the acacia tree is always around.
Many times I have been blessed to go the extra mile because I know that nature will lift me up again and again.
Whether it's sunshine, grass, shade, flower clusters or rivers.
Then, in the unknown year, I wish you health, peace, and eternal brightness, leaving behind tears of happiness.