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Although my career is stable, life has taken a heavy blow to me.

Two years ago, my husband died in a car accident while on a business trip, leaving our 16-year-old daughter and I to live together.

During that time, I spent almost every day in tears, and even fell into a situation of severe depression.

However, my daughter has always stood firmly by my side, clearing the clouds for me with her love and encouragement.

Not only did she find a suitable partner for me online, but she also constantly comforted me and made me feel at home. It was her support and encouragement that gave me the motivation to find happiness again.

Today, I met Chen Jiang, a salesman who works for a building materials company.

He is a steady, attentive and considerate person, and often cooks for us. On weekends and days off, he always tries his best to take us out for a break and fill our lives with laughter.

What touched me even more was that he didn't mind me taking my daughter with him and said that he would treat my daughter like his own.

Indeed, Chen Jiang did, and sometimes, he cared even more about my daughter than my late husband.

He developed a strong friendship with my daughter and talked about everything.

At the school's parent-teacher conference, my daughter would rather let Chen Jiang go than let me go, for fear that I would blame her if I learned that she had poor grades.

Seeing that they got along so well, Chen Jiang and I decided to get a marriage certificate, and he officially became a member of our family.

However, after I got married, I was very confused. According to common sense, Chen Jiang and I are already husband and wife and sleep in the same bed, but Chen Jiang did nothing and fell asleep.

At first, I thought we were both reserved for each other in shyness.

However, that night, when I tried to provoke his feelings, he told me lightly that he was tired from work today and longed for a good night's sleep.

Several times in a row, he avoided me with various excuses. When I finally couldn't take it anymore, I asked him if he was belittling me, and what was the point of our marriage?

He was deeply apologetic, hugged me tenderly, and said that he had a hard time, but he had not yet found a way to talk about it.

He begged me to give him some time to think on his own.

I wondered, what is it that husband and wife can't tell each other honestly? Why cover it up in such a subtle way?

I was furious, threw the pillow and quilt directly at him, and ordered him to go to bed in the study.

This night, I tossed and turned, the shadow of Chen Jiang kept emerging in my mind, and I wondered what he was hiding from me.

Finally, at the dawn of the morning, I lazily got out of bed and stepped into the living room.

Chen Jiang was sitting on the sofa with a hint of guilt in his eyes, and he told me that his daughter had gone to cram school and that he was going to work.

I immediately interrupted him, my voice slightly agitated: "You must tell me what you are struggling with. ”

Chen Jiang was silent for a moment, and a trace of helplessness flashed in his eyes: "Give me a little more time." There was a hint of pleading in his voice.

My impatience made me unable to bear this delay, and the impulse made me pick up the fruit knife on the coffee table and put it on my neck, and I was furious: "What I hate most is concealment and deception......”

Chen Jiang's face turned pale in an instant, and he loudly asked me to put down the knife and explain it clearly.

However, after listening to his explanation, I felt like five thunderbolts, and my heart was like ashes, and I was at a loss.

It turned out that Chen Jiang was the driver of the big truck who hit my husband back then.

He was also seriously injured at the time and spent a long time in the hospital.

The verdict for the accident has been handed down, and the responsibility lies solely with him.

Regarding her husband's funeral, the eldest sister negotiated with Chen Jiang's family, and they were solely responsible for all the claims.

After my husband passed away, my husband's parents were no longer alive, and my eldest sister's family also lived in Sichuan, so we were almost cut off.

After Chen Jiang was discharged from the hospital, he learned that I was alone with my daughter, and even went to the hospital many times to receive depression**, and he felt deep guilt and self-blame in his heart.

He and his ex-wife had been divorced for many years, and he began to have the idea of protecting me and my daughter.

In order to achieve this goal, he put a lot of thought into investigating my situation and my daughter's situation.

By chance, he saw my online dating information, so he pretended to be a stranger and added my WeChat.

He said that he had originally planned to confess everything to me before marriage, but in the more than a year of getting along, he really fell in love with me.

Therefore, he decided to wait until the raw rice was cooked and cooked, get his marriage certificate, and then look for an opportunity to confess everything to me.

However, when he got his marriage license, he became even more entangled.

He was worried that my daughter and I would hate him if we found out the truth. In order to minimize the harm to me, he refused to live as a couple with me.

As he spoke, Chen Jiang hugged his head and cried, begging me to forgive him for concealment.

He really wanted to give my daughter and me a warm home. Hearing all this, I thrashed Chen Jiang emotionally.

My relationship with my late husband was deep, and my family life was originally happy, but all this beauty was instantly dissipated by the appearance of Chen Jiang.

Chen Jiang once scratched his hands and face with my fingernails, leaving shocking blood marks and bruises, but he always stood still and let me vent his anger.

When I finally exhausted my strength, pushed him out the door, and expelled him away, I curled up alone in the corner of the room, tears welling up in my eyes.

Why is fate so unfair to let me suffer so much?

My daughter's return broke my grief. Her innocent eyes revealed her understanding and love for me, and she persuaded me to forgive Chen Jiang, calling him a good father, hoping that he could take the place of her former husband and protect us.

In the face of my daughter's pleading, I was stunned for a moment, and the balance in my heart wavered.

Chen Jiang did touch my heartstrings, but his hands were stained with the blood of my beloved late husband, which became an insurmountable obstacle in my heart.

My daughter seemed to perceive the struggle in my heart, and she softly reassured me: "Mom, if you really love Daddy Chen, let go of your resentment and accept him." Daddy in heaven will understand your decision. ”

Looking at the bright eyes on my daughter's immature face, how could I bear to break her longing? I nodded slightly and agreed.

However, the inner struggle did not subside because of this. How do I balance my emotions with my intellect? How can we truly get out of the shadow of my late husband's death and bravely welcome a new life?

These questions bothered me and left me deeply confused.

February** Dynamic Incentive Program