Reading paves the way for the future
For practical reasons, I have taken some bad paths.
When I wrote down my old experiences online, someone kindly told me, "You have a good handwriting, and if you put your heart into reading, you might be able to become a writer." The person who said this was a web author.
I don't want to be a writer, I feel that it is too far away from me, like the sun, moon and stars that are unattainable and unattainable; I have no ink, shallow and ignorant, I don't dare to be delusional, for fear of laughing at the Fang family. But I am not opposed to enriching one's inner self, improving one's writing, and increasing one's knowledge through reading.
From this, I started reading.
It happened to be the beginning of the new crown epidemic in 2020, the city was locked down, and I couldn't go out, so I was reading "Historical Records" at home. Reading classical Chinese made me dizzy and miserable, and I wanted to give up several times, but finally persevered.
Later, I found that only books that I can't read can make progress, and reading books that are easy to understand is standing still. And books that you can't read, such as classical Chinese, can be understood by reading and reading. Now, four years have passed in a flash, and reading classical Chinese is as easy as reading vernacular Chinese.
While reading every day, I also persevered in writing, from the initial stumbling to the current one; from being ridiculed and ridiculed to being admired and recognized; From being treated lightly and rudely, to being respected and polite. All of this is the ability that reading has given me, armed me with me, and written in chapters.
Looking back on those days when I was ridiculed, I never gave up. When I encounter the wonderful insights and lofty insights of others, I think: one day, I will be able to compete with them. Setbacks can break a person's will and inspire a person's fighting spirit, depending on how you choose. I chose the latter – to make myself strong through reading.
And it was reading that taught me to ignore the sarcasm and mockery. When a person tries to run forward, no one can stop her light. When a person is moving towards a firm goal, he does not care about gossip and swords.
I've said goodbye to the past and don't care about what others are pointing at. With the experience accumulated from reading, I picked up people's spittle, mixed a few taels of broken silver on the Internet, and lived hard for the sun and the moon. But I am not satisfied with writing in one place at a time, I need a place to write my reading experience.
That's how I came to Baijia.
I found that the hundred families are hiding dragons and crouching tigers, how dare I dance and ink in a place where there are many talents? But I just need a place to write my heart, and I have no intention of fighting with others. I don't dare.
I trembled and posted a few articles, and found that the recommendation of each of my articles was not low, and each one had a lot of reading. And, commenting, sharing, liking, and even someone follows me ......
Am I worth it?
I'm not that bad, am I?
Am I worthy of the people who care about me?
I have something to offer, right?
The singer Yun Niang in "Ming Dynasty 1566" has both talent and affection, and she is out of the mud and is unwilling to fall. But she is still a singer in the eyes of secular people, even if she is very talented.
In so many days and months of being ridiculed and ridiculed, I have long since become unconfident, feeling that I am very bad and cannot write good things. But Baijiahao's high recommendation of my article, those likes, shares, and followers, are they fake?
It turns out that some people read the boring things I write, and some people know how to appreciate me, and it turns out that not everyone likes the wind and snow, ......
Long song should cry! It was reading that changed me, it was reading that earned me dignity. If you want to be respected by others, you must first be worthy of the respect of others.
Reading has changed my life for a lifetime.
If it weren't for reading that opened the windows of my soul, washed away my dust, and polished my eyes, perhaps I would have gone back.
Success is not about achieving much, but surpassing yourself yesterday. I will maintain a good habit of reading for life, let reading light up my life, and pave a bookish road for the future.
Take ink as a friend, accompany with books, and get salvation in the mountains and seas of books.