What is Gogarin's fault?
Mr. Lu Yao created the character image of the male protagonist Gao Jialin for us in the novella ** "Life", which can be said to be a rather complex character. He is a young man who is still hesitating at the crossroads of life, has not yet had rich life experience, is not mature enough in his thinking, and has not yet found the right direction and firm beliefs. The story that happened to him is both sympathetic and hateful; He is both cute and pathetic. He not only has self-esteem, bravery, perseverance, and simplicity, but also shows bad character traits such as inferiority, vulnerability, vanity, and impetuousness. So how should we evaluate the image of Gogarin's ** character? Or is Gogarin wrong in "Life"?
First of all, it is certain that Gao Jialin is a very good young man, whether it is from the appearance or some other aspects of life, so it is precisely because of these factors that his incorrect mentality, everywhere he feels that he is capable, in fact, Gao Jialin's ability whether it is in the stage of being a private teacher or in the stage of being a reporter in the county party committee compound, may indeed have some outstanding ability, but from the perspective of Lu Yao's penmanship, it seems that he does not particularly want to express this point of view, people who have experienced that era know, At that time, many places were "5+4", as long as you were not naughty and mischievous and followed the good course, everyone graduated from high school, and Gao Minglou asked Gao Jialin to be a private teacher, which does not mean how good he is, on the one hand, it is just that his son Gao Jialin is not yet old at that time, on the other hand, he may indeed have a little "appreciation" for Gao Jialin, a handsome young student, and then Gao Jialin was able to go to work in the county party committee compound only because the officials of the Labor Bureau wanted to tie up with his uncle Gao Yuzhi, and "went through the back door" to let Gao Jialin complete the transformation of agriculture into non-farming. As for interviews, writing articles, and writing poems in the future, Gao Jialin seems to have done a good job of these tasks, but in reality, it is really difficult to simply evaluate the quality of such things as "there is no second in the text, no first in the martial arts", and "the benevolent see the benevolent and the wise see the wise". Moreover, the talent of a basic position like a private teacher may indeed be worse than that of Gao Jialin, but it is not necessarily necessary. Therefore, in "Life", in addition to the fact that Gogarin does have certain advantages in terms of appearance and personal physique, it is indeed not obvious that he has advantages in other aspects. Of course, we can't deny the appearance and appearance, and it can indeed be regarded as a kind of capital.
Then talk about Gao Garin's emotional choice, Gao Garin in "Life" can be said to be a dilemma in his feelings, and he has the favor of two women at the same time. Qiao Zhen loves him, Huang Yaping also loves him, but as for who he loves, this is a question of the end, judging from the description in **, Gao Jialin actually loves both of them, as for the difference between high and low, many people may think that he loves Huang Yaping more, but in fact, Gao Jialin's love for Huang Yaping is actually more ingredient I think is to pursue a higher platform, as he fantasized about, go to Nanjing Yangtze River Bridge, go to Yuhuatai, But it is undeniable that there is indeed some literary resonance between Gao Jialin and Huang Yaping. As for Qiaozhen, in fact, I feel that from the bottom of my heart, Gao Jialin loves Qiaozhen more, if Qiaozhen is a little more educated, even if she does not reach the height of Huang Yaping, for example, if she is a rural private teacher like Gao Jialin, then it is very likely that Gao Jialin will choose her. But there is no if in life, although Gao Jialin also loves Qiaozhen, and thanks to her for giving him great support during the lowest period of his life, but compared to Huang Yaping's ** who can take him to Nanjing, anyone will have the possibility of being moved, not to mention that our protagonist Gao Jialin's own character is a person who chases fame and fortune. Therefore, Gao Garin's emotional choice is not wrong, and it meets the pursuit standards of a secular public, so what is Gao Garin's fault?
In fact, the book "Life" does not say that it is Gao Garin's fault in the final analysis, and it is not wrong for Gao Garin to pursue his dream of pursuing a higher stage of life, but his fault actually lies in two other points. The first point lies in his abandonment of Qiaozhen's beginning and end, although it is not clearly said in the book "Life" that Gao Jialin and Qiaozhen had a relationship between men and women, but we can still vaguely feel the author's tendency to express between the lines, just like the song "Xiaofang" back then. Qiaozhen gave him endless comfort when he was at the lowest point in his life, but he eventually abandoned Qiaozhen. A man gains strength through women's encouragement at a low point in his life, this kind of story sounds like the old ** "talented and beautiful" bridge, the real strong man will not change if he sets his own goals, and he doesn't need women to comfort him at all, so Gao Garin is not a strong man, so let's see him as a scholar. There is nothing wrong with him accepting Qiaozhen's comfort, but at least you shouldn't break through easily when it comes to the great defense of men and women, here some people may say that Gao Jialin didn't know what the future would be like in that environment at that time, and at that time he probably just felt that he was going to marry Qiaozhen. Well, this point of view seems to be correct, but in fact this is also a manifestation of a person's ideals are not firm, once a person with real ideals has set a goal, he will do it without hesitation, and always imagine himself as a person of that height, so Gao Garin can be said to be not firm in his ideals, and the beginning and end of Qiaozhen's abandonment is his biggest mistake.
The second thing that was wrong was the regret after he chose to fail! What is "life", life is the result of countless choices, because there are countless different choices in our lives, so it has created all kinds of people in this world, with countless different lives. So essentially, there is no right or wrong choice you make in life, as long as you can "don't hesitate before doing it, and don't regret it after doing it". Therefore, Gao Jialin's fault is not that he chose Huang Yaping, but that he regretted it after the failure of the relationship. The most basic courage of an adult is to be able to take full responsibility for his own actions, at the fork in the road of life, to be able to accept all the consequences of self-choice, whether the consequences are good or bad, since this is your own choice, you must have the courage to face the results of this choice. So whether Gao Jialin chooses Qiaozhen or Huang Yaping, he is not wrong in essence, what is wrong is that he does not have the courage to face the results of his choice. "Don't hesitate in the first half of your life, don't regret in the second half of your life", maybe this is life!