In the drama "Snail House", the scene that made me cry the most was when Xiaobei found out about the relationship between Seaweed and Song Siming, and his heart collapsed four times. Even across the screen, I can deeply feel Becky's despair. Whenever he burst into tears and cried out hoarsely, I couldn't help but cry with him and feel the same pain.
I am deeply sympathetic to what happened to Becky, especially the love he once managed with his heart and soul that came to naught overnight. He suffers from the betrayal of Seaweed, which makes him miserable. But what is touching is that he still has a love for seaweed and can't let it go. Even if he chose to forgive after struggling inwardly, he still confessed: "I can't completely forgive you from the bottom of my heart." "For those who have been betrayed, even if they choose to forgive, the wounds in their hearts will not be fully healed. They can only bury the pain in their hearts and pretend that everything is business as usual.
In order to heal the pain in her heart, Xiaobei proposed a run-in period. This shows that he is not ready to accept the seaweed that once betrayed him. During the run-in, he struggled to adjust his mindset, trying to distance himself from the seaweed, both mentally and physically. As early as when Xiaobei didn't know the relationship between Seaweed and Song Siming, Song Siming deliberately took the ** that Xiaobei called Seaweed, hinting at the relationship between them. This caused Shellfish to gradually distance themselves from the seaweed.
When Xiaobei witnessed the intimate moment between Seaweed and Song Siming, his heart completely collapsed. Looking at the sleeping seaweed, the grievances in his heart exploded instantly. He couldn't believe that the woman who was in a coma and muttered love to her would betray him. After this collapse, Xiaobei could no longer hide her heartache and helplessness, and finally chose to leave this once beloved relationship. Xiaobei cried bitterly, unable to suppress the grief in her heart. Seaweed witnesses his pain and feels guilty because she feels sorry for the boy who loves her so deeply. In order to accompany Xiaobei, Seaweed also shed tears.
Becky's first breakdown was because he had suffered unspeakable damage. He couldn't believe the harsh reality, but the reality was so cold. He forced himself to accept this cruel truth, and what was once a deep love turned into endless pain. However, he couldn't completely let go of his affection for seaweed.
During the second crash, Becky has dinner with Seaweed's family. Seaweed's mother served vegetables for him, and Seaweed's father and sister Su Chun also told him to eat more. He tried his best to restrain his emotions, but eventually tears flowed. The pain of betrayal was like an endless filament, irritating his nerves and plunging him into despair. In order to get rid of this pain, Becky begins to take revenge on the seaweed.
He speaks harshly, satirizing Seaweed's infidelity. His mood became capricious and even hysterical. At this moment, Xiaobei can't care about Haizao's feelings, and just wants to alleviate her pain by hurting her. However, it didn't make it easy for him.
In the third crash, Becky loses control while playing a game. He smashed the mouse and slit his own hand. He tugged at the seaweed roughly, but regretted it instantly. Looking at the changes in Xiaobei, one can't help but wonder if he can continue to love seaweed. His refusal to let go of her seems to be more out of reluctance than true love.
When Seaweed proposes to break up, Becky experiences a fourth breakdown. He realized that he could no longer love her. His inability to let go of seaweed is nothing more than a manifestation of his unwillingness to accept reality. He couldn't bear her, but he couldn't love her anymore in his heart. His love turned into hatred, unable to forgive Seaweed for her betrayal. Seaweed decided to break up with Becky because Becky proposed to only get a license and not do anything and not inform her parents of her marriage plan.
After Haiping learned about it, she persuaded Haizao not to get married like this, thinking that such a marriage would have many problems. Seaweed followed Haiping's advice and confessed Haiping's point of view to Xiaobei. Becky became furious and provoked Seaweed with sharp words, causing Seaweed to break up and break up. Becky cries and begs Seaweed to give him some more time, promising to solve the problem. However, there has been a rift in their love that cannot be repaired.
Even if Xiaobei didn't see the message sent by Song Siming to Seaweed, their future is not optimistic. Seaweed's betrayal hurts Becky deeply, and it is difficult for him to trust her anymore. Even if he chooses to forgive, doubts and fears will haunt him all the time. Once trust is broken, it is extremely difficult to rebuild. Becky had given Seaweed a chance, but his heart couldn't fully trust her.
When Xiaobei found out that Song Siming had sent a short message to Seaweed, he completely collapsed. He said bitterly to Seaweed: "I can no longer trust you, I can't bear this life of suspicion." Xiaobei struggled for a long time and finally decided to break up. He can't forgive Seaweed again, and her betrayal drains all his love. As he left, Becky left behind a painful sentence: "I really should have let you know what loyalty is." ”
Looking back on Seaweed's choice, she could have lived happily ever after with Becky, but she embarked on a path of no return because of her pursuit of vanity. Now, although she is young, she lacks a clear understanding and judgment of life. Such a woman can easily get lost on the road of life. Belle chose the married Song Siming among many suitors, but after the East Window incident, Belle chose to forgive, while Xiaobei suffered another betrayal.
This kind of woman, no matter who she is with, will not escape a tragic end. Her weakness and ignorance will only allow men like the selfish Song Siming to succeed. Xiaobei is the most pitiful, he once gave wholeheartedly, for love, for the future, but in the end he was hit fatally. In fact, he should not have chosen to forgive in the first place, because deep down he could never truly forgive. And his forgiveness is just to let himself be hurt again, to make himself completely dead.