"Human Disqualification" is a novella published by Osamu Dazai in 1948**, which begins with the first person I saw three of Ye Zang's **, and introduces Ye Zang's experience in childhood, youth, and prime of life through Ye Zang's handwriting, and tells how he walked step by step to the road of losing his qualifications as a human being.
The whole ** is also Osamu Dazai's personal autobiography. Osamu Dazai lives in a wealthy family, and he relies on the family's finances, while at the same time criticizing the betrayal of the family, and he suffers in contradictions.
Osamu Dazai is the sixth son in the family, due to his father's busy and his mother's ill neglect of him, he lives in a lonely and lonely world, he longs to be loved but can't get it, making him feel abandoned by the world, creating a huge gap between his heart and reality.
Osamu Dazai expressed his views on reality and his heart through Hazo, and Hazo's life is also Osamu Dazai's life. Ye Zang has low self-esteem in life, he feels that it is a sin to do anything, and he keeps making mistakes in the process of pursuing love, and he keeps reminding himself in his heart to change and save himself.
Under the intertwining of sin and redemption, Hazo has been looking for a way out.
Hazo is cowardly by nature, he trembles in life, and feels very frightened whether he eats at home or outside. When his father asked him what he wanted as a gift, he couldn't express his thoughts boldly and clearly, so he could only cater to others.
Ye Zang is like an abandoned child, who gets along with people in a funny way by playing as a clown and hiding his fears, both at school and at home.
School pranks, the maid at the father's lecture criticizes the speech behind his back, and when he turns around, he praises it in order to please his master; learned to smoke and drink with students who studied painting, had a ** private life among women, and committed suicide with Changzi, Changzi died, but Ye Zang survived.
All this is sin, he goes with the flow in society, hates certain people in society, but he himself moves closer to their footsteps step by step. He can't figure out a woman's heart, and he longs to be loved by a woman, and constantly indulges and plays with emotions to satisfy his inner needs.
Ye Zang's sin, the sin of human nature, and the sin of society are the conflict of conflicting interests, the inability to refuse, the inferiority, and the product of lack of love. People who grow up in such an indifferent environment are inevitably abnormal, incompatible with society, and tolerant of their own sins.
Look at the world with a dark heart, and the world will also cater to you, wandering on the path of sin, whether you continue to fall or redeem yourself, everything depends on yourself.
Flounder, who was the guarantor after Ye Zang's suicide, rescued him with his meager income, and let Ye Zang live in his own house, knocking on the side to ask Ye Zang if he was willing to go to school, and his family would give him money if he wanted.
Ye Zang escaped from Flounder's house under the pretext of living a depraved life before, earning money and drinking heavily. He buys cigarettes at the store and meets Ryoko, who persuades her to stop drinking, and Ryoko is willing to marry him. Ryoko is a pure person, and he thinks she is the most trusted talent, but Ryoko has a relationship with someone else after marriage.
Man, what you expect, things will go in the opposite direction. There was a life-saving straw on the shore, but Hazo was unwilling to grasp it and walked towards the abyss of depravity.
Hazo was heavily dependent on alcohol, and he began to inject drugs, but his family kindly persuaded him to send him to a psychiatric hospital to recuperate, but he hated them.
His inner prejudice and natural sensitivity put Ye Zang at the bottom of the valley of pain, he was out of step with society, and he wanted to get out of the world. When he was redeemed, the only way out was to be more depraved.
No matter what, the only way to redeem yourself is to rely on yourself. If you don't seize the opportunity, who will you pray to pull you out of the dark valley?
Maybe you don't fit in with society, maybe your family doesn't love you enough, but you have to learn to love yourself first and adapt to the outside world by yourself in life. There's nothing you can't adapt to, just be yourself and don't care too much about other people's opinions.
Because of sin, people need to be redeemed. Sin and redemption exist in our lives at the same time, intertwined. Sin continues to arise, and the road to self-salvation is longer, sometimes you can redeem yourself, and sometimes the road to salvation is to go to the abyss of sin, so as to harm yourself to complete the redemption of sin.
Hazo is like this, he lives a depraved life and does not accept anyone's kindness. He wanted to save himself and get out of the world of sin, but he went farther and farther on the road of sin, and he couldn't find a bright way out.
And we are luckier than Ye Zang, but we are also looking for a way out like him. Under the interweaving of sin and redemption, what is the way out for people?
This way out lies in the heart of man, and it is the sincere and unconditional love of man from the heart.
Sanmao once said: "Love is the only salvation for mankind." Indeed, love is a warm way out of salvation, and people who are surrounded by love will start with goodness in everything they do, and make choices full of love.
To make a choice of love, it is necessary to have a discerning attitude:
Admit your mistakes
People are stubborn, from children to **, unwilling to sacrifice themselves, and sometimes even though they are wrong, they still insist on their personal positions.
Although there is nothing wrong with sticking to your position, if you are wrong, you are wrong, and if you insist, you can't get along with yourself. Even if you insist on winning at the time, there will be boundless guilt afterwards that will torment your heart.
Let go of the personal things that are important to you
Learn to sacrifice the ego and achieve the happiness and satisfaction of the ego. People often can't see it, for a little thing must be compared, too much care about small satisfaction, will ignore the big happiness.
Forgiveness, don't blame others, and express genuine gratitude
Normal people will get angry when they encounter something, and if others do something wrong or there is a conflict between the two parties, they will hold grudges, and even quarrel and abuse. As the saying goes, to be forgiving and forgiving is to learn to forgive others and not blame others on the spur of the moment.
Sincerity is the golden key to getting along with others, the other party has helped you or not, we all have to express our sincere gratitude, sincerity will be passed on to people through the airflow, and the expression of sincerity will give people the warmth of love.
Whether it is Ye Zang in ** or us in reality, the pain is caused by our own attitudeLove is the only antidote to pain and the way out of salvation.
Let your heart be filled with unconditional love, let sin be far away, and redeem yourself with your love.
"Disqualification in the World" is considered by many people to be the originator of "mourning culture", but in fact, there are more profound things worth noting in this ** in addition to the superficial "mourning". **It vividly shows the sense of alienation, loneliness, and fear of the world, and also shows the author's infinite yearning for love, sincerity, friendship, trust, freedom, happiness and other beautiful things.
Indeed, "Human Disqualification" is actually a book that redeems the lonely, the desperate, the sad, and the pure soul. It shows a young man with a fragile heart and a sensitive heart stepping into the abyss, and it also shows the influence of various men and women on the protagonist. Eventually, Osamu Dazai sublimates the issue into a discussion of the "world". ** In the big court Ye Zang thought:
What is the so-called world? Is it the plural of people? What is the entity of the world? Isn't the so-called world an individual? The world is a struggle between people, and it is a battle on the spot, and people live only to win in the battle. People do not give in to each other, and even slaves have their humble revenge. They are high-sounding and ...... with personal feuds as the goal
In addition, we should also pay special attention to the insistence on beautiful humanity behind the "mourning" of "Human Disqualification". Even though "I was born as a human being, I'm sorry", is not understood by anyone, and is considered mentally ill, Ota Hazo still has not given up the pursuit of goodness and beauty, has not given up the persistence of beautiful human nature, and is still as pure as a "child of God". As a result, "Human Disqualification" has been sublimated sadly.
The way of life presented in "Human Disqualification" is not worth emulating, but its spiritual world can comfort the soul and arouse everyone's empathy. After all, you can't be born as a human being. It's just that we should remember at all times:In a situation where life is more terrible than death, daring to live is true bravery
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