Known as the "peach in the world", she has been away from us for 4 years.
But the reason why she left was because of people's ridicule, abuse, ......
However, 4 years after her death, the whole world began to love her, how ridiculous it is.
4 years after her death, a documentary taken by her before her death was suddenly launched, which attracted the attention and controversy of the majority of netizens.
She is the popular Korean actress in Asia, Choi Shirley.
4 years ago, she was only 25 years old and was in her primechose to commit suicide to cut off his life, which is a pity.
Because he has a good skin since he was a child, he was selected by an entertainment company to be a child star, trainee, debut, singer, actor, ......
She was at the peak of her debut, but she lost her "self".
Because in everyone's eyes, she is synonymous with beauty, as if in addition to being beautiful, her talent and ability can be ignored.
Even in order to cater to other people's aesthetics, she has to stay glamorous at all times.
Once it is not done well, it will attract all kinds of accusations.
Not only that, but even the leader of her company will bluntly say, "You are a beautiful product for the public."
Such a sick PUA caused a huge pressure in her heart.
Some people may say that as a public figure, it is the duty of a star to convey positive energy and joy to everyone, and if you can't do this sacrifice, you are not worthy of being an artist.
Everyone understands the truth, but it is this kind of life that is manipulated by others that makes Shirley have low self-esteem and depressionEven once only when I was in pain, I felt that I could find myself.
At the beginning of the documentary, she begins the story with a film called "The Confessional Room of the Holy Island".
It is also a record of her 12 years of debut, working as a mechanic day after day, which has gradually made her lose her way.
At the same time, she also wanted to use "The Confessional Room of the Holy Island" to express her heart's desire for freedom.
Even if the pork is clearly priced, after passing through the purification system, you can get a brand new piece of "pork".
The number "4" in the film appears many times, and what Shirley wants to express is that she is also a "commodity" with a clear price.
I also want to be able to regain my life through the purification system.
It shows that in the entertainment industry, no matter how good-looking he looks,It was nothing more than an item that the capitalists would come and go on at a moment's notice, which made Shirley fall into deep pain.
followed by a clip of Shirley's interview, although she debuted for many years, she still showed unprecedented unconfidence in front of the camera.
He even said, "Can I disappear?" ”
Obviously, this lack of self-confidence is not caused by a short period of time, but under heavy pressure, Shirley has formed this inferiority complex.
But no one paid attention to her psychological changes, and in 2017 she tried to "call for help" through painting, but unexpectedly everyone saw it as evidence of her madness.
Shirley also exposed the ugliness of the Korean entertainment industry by committing suicide, in order to seek profits, she never regarded celebrities as people, just a tool for them to make money.
It is this cruel and dark truth that makes the mortality rate of stars in the Korean entertainment industry so high. Count how many Korean celebrities have embarked on the road of suicide because of depression.
And Shirley is a stark example, once she fought with the worldpursued freedom, but was still hit by reality, and finally chose to hang himself.
In addition to this, there was another factor that led to Shirley's death, and that was cyber violence.
You must know that Shirley has been trying to interpret her yearning for freedom with her own actions for many years since her debut.
But on this path, she has suffered countless abuse, ridicule, etc.
The Internet is like a sharp blade, piercing straight into Shirley's heart in the dark night.
It hurt so much that she couldn't stop questioning herself: "Did I really do something wrong?" I have to die if I live in my own world? ”
Looking back at the picture of Shirley's brave pursuit of freedom during her lifetime, it can be seen that she has really been suppressed for too long, and she is very eager to be in control of her own life.
When she was less than 20 years old, she no longer accepted the company's formal arrangementsInstead, he chose to stop his acting career, pursue love, and find himself.
She first posted her ** in love, played and lived with her boyfriend everywhere, and took a lot of **.
Among these, she smiled very happily.
But because she was dating a boyfriend who was 14 years older than herself, it attracted everyone's dissatisfaction.
scolded her for being a love brain, and for the sake of love, she gave up her career, and didn't end up being deceived by her feelings.
In the face of everyone's dissatisfaction, Shirley came forward to respond, saying that the two really love each other and hope to get everyone's blessings.
But everyone didn't buy it, and they were still full of malice towards her.
Perhaps from the moment Shirley began to choose to be herself, everyone had a lot of prejudice against her.
Whether she is taking a photo, or she is dressed, many people look at it with colored glasses.
She is now a ** look, dressed in s. ”
What is embarrassing is that when she shared her curly hair tips in the live broadcast, she was accidentally scolded by netizens and rushed to the hot search.
Even, when she goes out without underwear, she is regarded as "sexually suggestive" by everyone.
For a while, the evaluation of her on the Internet was only "**".
As ** intensified, in order to calm the turmoil, Shirley accepted an interview with **.
In the interview, she said that she no longer wants to be a masked idol and just wants to be herself freely.
She also said that the reason why she went out without underwear was because she wanted to relax her body.
At the same time, I also hope that everyone will be more tolerant of themselves and not look at themselves with a prejudiced eye.
At the same time, she also wants everyone to defend women's freedom to dress.
Underwear is just an ornament, you can wear it if you want to wear it, and if you don't wear it, why not break this traditional aesthetic thinking?
In this regard, she not only set an example, but also silently supported the activities to defend women's freedom of dress, hoping that through her own strength, the world will no longer be prejudiced against women.
But when she was fighting for women's freedom, there were still women who bullied her online, saying that her bold and avant-garde outfits gave minors a bad lead.
The woman is also a student at a well-known and prestigious university in South Korea, and she slandered and slandered Shirley with all kinds of unbearable words, so that she fell into the vortex of online violence.
Even though he was hurt by online violence, he fell into various panic and collapse emotions.
But when Shirley learns that the woman is a college student, Shirley chooses to forgive her.
A girl who is so kind and tolerant to everyone suffered from severe depression in 2016.
At that time, in order to alleviate that pain, she chose to commit suicide by cutting her wrists.
Fortunately, the agent's timely discovery saved her life.
But the outside world's various prejudices and abuses against herself have caused great psychological damage to Shirley.
Since then, she has never seen bright sunlight again.
has been living in a dark world that does not see the light of day,I tried to release the uneasy and collapsed emotions through painting, but to no avail.
Because no matter what she says, what she does, or what news she posts on social platforms, she will attract a lot of scolding and become the person everyone hates the most.
It was this wordless blow that in 2019, Shirley chose to hang herself in her home at the age of 25.
At that time, the news of her death quickly became the first on the hot search list, and everyone said: You shouldn't leave like this at a young age.
As everyone knows, it is too late to make a voice of regret at this time.
It was everyone's words that pushed her to the brink of death, and it was also one of the reasons for her death.
Shirley has been dead for 4 years, so has she really achieved her defense of women's freedom to dress during her lifetime? Is it normal to not wear underwear?
The answer is obviously "no", after all, women's wearing underwear is already everyone's inherent mode of thinking, and it cannot be changed for a while.
Although some countries have already begun to practice,But it will still receive different eyes, and even cause all kinds of discussions.
Shirley was born in an ordinary family in Busan, South Korea.
When she was very young, her parents divorced due to emotional discord. After the divorce, Shirley grew up with her mother.
When she was 11 years old, she was extremely beautiful and was favored by South Korea's SM Entertainment Company and signed a partnership.
Since then, Shirley has lived under the bright laser light, and her words have attracted everyone's attention.
Although I enjoy a good salary in the company, I have a strong workload such as endless exercises, endless announcements, and endless filmsIt made her feel that she was nothing more than a money-making tool for the company.
Later, he joined the women's group and lived a free and easy life as a trainee.
But the darkness of the entertainment industry, the ...... of drinking and unspoken rulesThe naked and dirty trading scene made her feel sick.
So, at the age of 19, she chose to quit the girl group and began to pursue the life she wanted, wanting to live for herself.
But innocence and beauty are her inherent labels, and everyone can't understand why she does this for a while, they just feel that she is getting more and more crazy.
It wasn't until the news of her suicide came out that everyone suddenly realized that she had already suffered from depressionIn order to heal herself, she lived her life according to her own ideas.
That beautiful, energetic girl that we will never see again.
I just hope that in another world, she continues to live an uninhibited life.
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