There is nothing more painful in life than to forgive those who have hurt you again and again, only to be hurt again and again. I've forgiven you many times and wish you would change, but you haven't changed. Every time you hurt me, you apologize to me and ask for forgiveness, but I am always too kind-hearted to accept your apology. But my forgiveness will not change you, you will make the same mistake again, and my heart will be torn apart by you again and again.
I don't want to forgive you anymore. Because even if we reconcile, I know I'll make the same mistake again. You've never changed, and your apology is just to put yourself at ease so you can continue to hurt me. You don't care about my feelings, you just want me to be there for you and meet your needs. You don't know, every time you hurt me, I would cry alone at night, my heart bleeding and my soul trembling. You don't know how many dreams and pursuits I gave up for you, just to be with you. You don't know how much frustration and pain I've endured for you, just to make you happy. You don't know how much effort and sacrifice I've put in for you to make our lives better.
I don't want to put up with it anymore because I know I'm going to improve my old score again. Every time you hurt me, it leaves a deep scar in my heart. I feel pain and anger whenever I think about how much you've hurt me. I don't want to suppress my emotions anymore and I don't want to pretend that nothing happened. I want you to know how much your actions have hurt me and that you have to take responsibility for your actions.
I don't want to put up with anything like this anymore. Because we know it's the best way to protect yourself. You don't want to hurt me anymore, you don't want to put yourself through more pain. I have to learn to love myself, I have to learn to respect myself. I want to break up with you and find my own happiness.
I don't want to forgive you anymore because I know it's the best punishment for you. You should be held accountable for your actions and pay for your mistakes. You should know that hurting others is a sin and should be punished.
I don't want to forgive anymore because I know it's the best way for our relationship. Our relationship has been irretrievably broken. Trust between us has been lost and cannot be rebuilt. The love between us has been lost and cannot be recovered. There is no relationship between us anymore, and we should go separately.