Hairpin head phoenix.
Song] Lu You. Red crisp hands, yellow silk wine, the city is full of spring palace wall willows. The east wind is evil, and the joy is thin. A sorrowful feeling, a few years away. Wrong, wrong, wrong!
Spring is as old as ever, people are empty and thin, and tears are red and silky. Peach blossoms fall, idle pond pavilion. Although the mountain league is here, it is difficult to trust the brocade book. Mo, Mo, Mo!
The most tragic love is not the rejection of courtship, but the fact that they are clearly in love but cannot finally become married.
In history, Lu You's name has always been labeled as a "patriotic poet", and anti-gold is the most persistent cause in his life. His love for his country is vigorous, and likewise, his personal feelings are also sighing.
Lu You's name is often associated with "Tang Wan", Lu You has been considered arrogant and uninhibited all his life, but in the face of his love, Lu You is a compromiser.
It was one day in 1154 A.D., when Lu You was walking alone on the street, he was depressed, and he walked to a wall surrounded by people, where the ranking of the imperial examination was hanging, and people were talking about the list.
This student named Qin Xun heard that he was the son of Qin Xiangye, the prime minister of the dynasty. The man pointed to the names of the people on the list.
Lu You walked to the back of the crowd in a trance, but he already knew it, but he was still trembling when he really saw it, and from beginning to end, he looked slowly, without his name.
He silently left the crowd, remembering last year's first exam, and it was on the same wall that he saw his name high at the top of the list. Many friends congratulated him.
But his excitement at that time was just a flash in the pan, and he didn't know that his ranking had aroused the jealousy of Qin Hui, the prime minister of the dynasty. Among the candidates in this year's year, there is Qin Hui's son Qin Xun, Qin Hui asked to judge his son as the first, but the examiner still gave the first to Lu You according to his talent, and Qin Xun was the second. This behavior annoyed Qin Hui, and in this year's autumn exam, he resolutely refused to let Lu You High School.
Lu You regarded the imperial examination as very important, and his mother also regarded it as important, but now it seems that he has been sentenced to death. He walked forward mechanically, not knowing where to go? He looked at the sky and was stunned for a while, then he realized that the road ahead was leading to Shen Yuan. Life is so unsatisfactory, it is better to have fun, he walked towards Shen Yuan with such a mood.
Lu You came to Shen Garden, the huge garden scenery was pleasant, he forgot about the unhappiness for a while, and slowly paced while smelling the fragrance of flowers in the garden.
Not far ahead, a shadow was reflected in the lotus pond, as if he was familiar, he looked up and saw the owner of the shadow, and suddenly his eyes froze, the glimpse just now was like a dream, is it an illusion? He lifted his feet and walked forward quickly, the figure turned out to be familiar, he knew that he was not dreaming, but why was it like a dream? So, he was excited, and every bit of the past came to his heart.
And she, who also saw him, was also trembling, unable to believe her eyes.
The air froze at once, and the two looked at each other, neither of them speaking. Lu You's heart suddenly ached, and he covered his chest with his hands.
In the end, he spoke first: "After so many years, are you okay?" Actually, he knew that she was not doing well, because he saw that her expression was haggard.
Both were caught up in memories. They are now each other's passers-by, but a few years ago, they were the closest husband and wife.
Her name is Tang Wan and she is his cousin. His childhood was humiliated by the Jingkang Revolution, and during the war, his cousin became his childhood companion, and they played and read together. When they grew up and finally became husband and wife, the two lived like glue.
But one day, a nightmare struck. Lu You's mother complained that Tang Wan had delayed her son's future, and her son spent all his time on her and forgot about gaining fame. Lu You's mother asked Lu You to take a leave of absence from Tang Wan, and when Lu You learned of his mother's attitude, he talked to his mother, but his mother asked Lu You to divorce her.
Lu You and Tang Wan both fell into grief, Tang Wan begged that she would urge Lu You to study hard in the future, so Lu You's mother still did not let go, and still strongly asked Lu You to divorce his wife.
Lu You's mother forced each other to die, Lu You looked at Tang Wan, and the two of them had tears in their eyes.
Lu You finally wrote a letter of resignation, and just like that, Tang Wan left Lu You with grief, and that day, Tang Wan's tears dripped all over the ground of the Lu family.
Lu You later married a wife surnamed Wang under the arrangement of his mother, and Tang Wan married Zhao Shicheng of the royal clan under the arrangement of his father.
The past is like smoke, and every scene is recalled in Shen Yuan, but the two have gone through a long journey to meet again, and the simple sentence "Are you okay" is full of endless sadness.
Lu You's eyes turned gray, and he continued to walk forward blankly, and Tang Wan's fragrance seemed to be smelled in the air, but in the blink of an eye, it was blown away and nowhere to be found. Before he knew it, he had come to a wall with pen and ink in his sleeve, so he picked up the pen and wrote the words that had just been brewed in his head on the wall.
Red crisp hands, yellow silk wine, the city is full of spring palace wall willows", remembering that when they were together, in their ruddy hands, holding the cup of yellow silk wine, the two drank together and talked about poetry. At this moment, it seems that the whole yard is rippling with the breath of spring, but she is locked like a willow in a high wall, so that people can't touch it.
The east wind is evil, and the joy is thin. A sorrowful feeling, a few years away. Wrong, wrong, wrong", the spring breeze is too hateful, and the joy is blown away by it. The wine glass is full of sorrow, how boring and bleak life has been without her in the past few years. One can't help but sigh, wrong, wrong, wrong. Dongfeng refers to Lu You's mother here, Lu You can't openly express his resentment towards his mother, but he has a problem with his mother in his heart. Three "mistakes" in a row are lamenting the mistakes, the mother's mistakes, and their own mistakes. is like Cao Xueqin's "Vain Eyebrows": "If you say that there is no fate, I will meet him again in this life." If it is said that there is a strange fate, how can the mind end up empty. ”
Spring is as old as ever, people are empty and thin, and tears are red and silky", spring is still the same, but people's faces have become thinner and thinner because of lovesickness, and tears have washed away the carmine wiped on the face.
Peach blossoms fall, idle pond pavilion. Although the mountain league is here, it is difficult to trust the brocade book. Mo, Mo, Mo", on the pavilion by the pond, the peach blossoms are full of heartbreaks, the vows said yesterday are still there, but it will never be possible to express love through letters. If you want to love but can't love, the distance is longer and more insurmountable than not being able to love, it can only make people sigh, that's it, that's it, that's it!
A chance encounter, a glimpse, a sad memory, a song that has been passed down through the ages.
The two met by chance and separated, and then returned to their respective lives. Such an encounter may never happen again in a lifetime, meet again, or never.
In the spring of the following year, the fragrant flowers are in full bloom and full of spring. Tang Wan went to Shen Garden alone, since that chance encounter, her heart trembled, and her soul seemed to stay in Shen Garden, as if she could find temporary happiness and find the conversion of life there. She came to Shen Garden, the scenery is still beautiful, this time last year, I met him here, but will there be an encounter today? She smiled wryly, feeling her own stupidity. She walked slowly and sadly, and suddenly saw the handwriting on a wall, what a familiar handwriting, she had written many sentences with him back then, and the font was like this.
She read the sentence on the wall tremblingly, and when she finished it, tears were already wet from her shoes. For so many years, he, like himself, can't forget, how can he forget?
When she returned home, she still thought of the words of this Lu You poem, and her blood also condensed into inspiration, so she also wrote another poem "Hairpin Phoenix" on paper:"The world is thin, people are evil, and the rain sends dusk flowers to fall. The wind is dry, and the tears are left. If you want to write about your heart, you will be oblique in your monologue. Hard, hard, hard! People are different, today is not yesterday, and the sick soul is often like a swing. The horn is cold, and the night is dark. Afraid of people asking, crying and pretending to be happy. Hide, hide, hide!
Zhao Shicheng is very good to herself, but she always can't forget Lu You. "The world is thin, people are evil, and the rain sends the flowers to fall at dusk", she felt the warmth and coldness of the world, felt the indifference of the human heart, and it was still raining at dusk, smashing the flowers.
The wind is dry, and the tears are left. If you want to write about your heart, you will be oblique in your monologue. It's difficult, it's difficult, it's difficult", the tears have been dried by the wind, I want to write down my thoughts, but I can't do it, I can only lean on the railing alone, I want to meet him again, it's really difficult.
People are different, today is not yesterday, and the sick soul is often like a swing rope", they all have their own lives, not like yesterday, because of missing, the sick body is like a swing rope.
The horn is cold, and the night is dark. Afraid of people asking, crying and pretending to be happy. Hide, hide, hide", the night wind is biting cold, and the horn in the distance makes people feel even more desolate, and they want to cry, but they are afraid of being asked by others, so they have to force themselves to be happy every day, when nothing happens. In front of others, you can only hide it.
Soon after, Tang Wan was overly sad, and her physical condition became worse and worse, and she died.
Lu You's temper is a little stubborn, but in love, he did not stubbornly fight with his mother to the end, but chose to be obedient. Maybe he was tough and fought for it, maybe his Tang Wan would be happy, but people are always more helpless in front of their loved ones.
Parents love, children do not necessarily love, so in love, parents should not be tough on their own opinions to their children, Chinese Taiwanese poet Fei Ma has a popular poem "Birdcage": "Open the birdcage, let the bird go, and return freedom to the birdcage." "When you open the birdcage, it's not just the birds that are free, the birdcage is free.
Appeal to the heart. Song] Lu You.
In that year, he was looking for a marquis and a horse was stationed in Liangzhou. Where is Guan He's dream, the dust is dark and the old mink Qiu.
Hu is not extinguished, the temples are autumn, and tears are empty. In this life, who expected, the heart is in the Tianshan Mountains, and the body is old in Cangzhou.
In the era of Song Gaozong, Lu You was framed by Qin Hui on the road to the imperial examination, and later Qin Hui died, Song Gaozong became the emperor, Song Xiaozong succeeded to the throne, and Lu You's career life came.
The era in which Lu You lived was at the beginning of the Southern Song Dynasty, and the aspiring scholars and doctors all took it as their mission to resist the Jin Dynasty and recover the mountains and rivers. This is certainly determined by his patriotic feelings, and secondly, by his experience in love. After he and Tang Wan were forced to separate, he was worried about her all the time, but no matter how concerned he was, he couldn't break the mirror and reunite, and Lu You put all his energy into anti-Jin, in order to alleviate his thoughts about his lover.
However, his patriotism, like his love, was doomed to a painful end. Throughout the Southern Song Dynasty from its inception to its demise, power was almost always in the hands of compromisers.
When he was old, he was dismissed from office, and he had no place to use, so he could only be idle in his hometown, with empty blood, but helpless.
Lu You was close to seventy years old when he wrote this poem "Appealing to Love", and the sorrow of his twilight years condensed into a lump, and tragic sentences erupted from his sorrowful intestines.
At that time, he was full of the ambition of "not breaking Loulan and never returning", with the heroism of "drunk and lying on the battlefield", and the determination of "laughing and thirsting to drink the blood of the Huns". Single-handedly rushed to the border to defend Liangzhou, and life at that time was chic and heroic.
Where is Guan He's dream? Dusty old mink fur", this life is afraid that it will not be able to fight and kill the enemy, that kind of day can only appear and relive in dreams, where is it when you wake up from the dream, the mink fur that went out to fight back then is useless, and it is covered with dust.
Hu is not extinguished, temples are autumn, tears are flowing", the invaders of the Jin Kingdom did not drive out, both temples turned white, and now they can only shed tears.
In this life, who would have expected that his heart was in the Tianshan Mountains and his body was old in Cangzhou, "I wanted to fight bravely to kill the enemy for the rest of my life, but I didn't expect that I would die of decadence at home."
Failing to spend his life hand in hand with Tang Wan and failing to see Wang Shi Beiding Central Plains in his later years are the two biggest regrets in Lu You's life. Even when he was dying, he still thought of recovering the mountains and rivers, and wrote the popular poem "Shi'er":"The dead Yuan knows that everything is empty, but the sadness is not the same as Kyushu, the king of the north sets the Central Plains Day, and the family sacrifice does not forget to tell Naiweng.
He can't let go of his feelings for the country, he can't pick his son and settle down with what he encounters, and his love for the country has been deeply rooted in his bone marrow. After death, since everything is empty, and he still has to care about the unity of the country, his son will worship himself in the future, and the first thing he needs to say is a major national event.
Lu You finally left the world that worried him with helplessness in the devastation of the Southern Song Dynasty and the regret of helplessness to serve the country, and his son and even generations could not tell the victorious war at his grave.
It's just that he went to another world, and I don't know if the beloved Tang Wan is still waiting for him? If you meet, do you sigh at the changes of decades, and will you still know each other? If they can see each other, they must hug tightly, cry with joy, and there will be no longer any obstacle to separate them, no longer "although the mountain alliance is here, the brocade book is difficult to support".