Xiao Hua died of illness, and his wife blamed herselfYear of wrong love.
One evening in the summer of 1938, ** and his secretary Ye Zilong were strolling on the bank of the Yan River, when suddenly a burst of laughter came. **Looking up, I saw a female student talking and laughing with several female companions.
Ye Zilong smiled and said to ***: "Chairman, that girl is Xiao Hua's girlfriend, Wang Xinlan." Hearing Ye Zilong's "gossip", * felt very curious, he took advantage of the situation and waved his hand and invited Wang Xinlan to come over.
Looking at the young Wang Xinlan, ** quipped: "Xiao Hua is about to go to the Hebei-Shandong-Henan border area to take office, which is very close to Japan, and there are many beautiful little girls in Japan, if you don't catch him, he may be snatched away!" ”
In the face of the chairman's jokes, Wang Xinlan pouted, and then looked at the chairman unconvinced, as if he wanted to argue with the chairman.
At a young age, he is dedicated to the party. In June 1924, Wang Xinlan was born in an intellectual family in Yibin County, Sichuan Province, and soon after participating in the revolution, she changed her name to Wang Xinlan.
Her father was a tribute student of the Qing Dynasty, gentle and elegant, and educated her to enrich her knowledge and knowledge. When she was five years old, her father died, and Wang Xinlan was adopted by her uncle Wang Weizhou and embraced revolutionary ideas.
In 1933, the Red Army won a victory in Sichuan, the base area continued to expand, my sister joined the Red Army, my uncle put on a military uniform, and Wang Xinlan had the idea of joining the army. Although the unit leadership refused on the grounds that she was too small, she proved her ability with practical actions and eventually became the youngest member of the Red Army, affectionately known as the "Red Cub".
Okay, no problem, I'll figure it out for you! ”
Xiao Hua frowned, and thought to himself: This car is a rare thing, what if Chen Geng went up to find it? He admonished Chen Geng: "Don't embarrass other lesbians!" But Chen Geng insisted on letting Wang Xinlan perform, and joked to Xiao Hua: "Are you distressed?" ”
When Xiao Hua heard this, he couldn't help but bow his head shyly, and everyone laughed along. Wang Xinlan danced generously, and Xiao Hua was fascinated. When they parted, Xiao Hua walked to Wang Xinlan and asked to talk to her alone.
Wang Xinlan shyly agreed, and the two walked side by side along the highway, talking about various topics such as hometown, troops, and life ideals, and the atmosphere was very harmonious. One day later, Xiao Hua invited Wang Xinlan to take a walk again, and the conversation between the two became more in-depth, and Wang Xinlan began to have a good impression of Xiao Hua ......Later, due to heavy rain that washed away the road to Yan'an, Wang Xinlan stayed in Yunyang Town for a month, during which her relationship with Xiao Hua gradually warmed up.
Before leaving, Wang Xinlan was reluctant, but finally decided to go to Kang University to study, in order to obey the organizational arrangement.
Chen Geng kept his promise and found a car, Wang Xinlan and others cheered, and when they were about to leave, they were called to the office. **Straight to the point asked Wang Xinlan: "Do you know Xiao Hua?"
Do you like him? Wang Xinlan replied without hesitation: "I like it, I can talk to him very well." * Then he said, "Then do you still love Xiao Hua?" Xiao Hua told me your story, he loves you very much. ”
Hearing this, Wang Xinlan blushed shyly, her heart fluttered, and she couldn't say a word. In order to eliminate Wang Xinlan's concerns, ** added: "Don't look at Xiao Hua's age, but his ability is very strong.
You can think about the two of you. When you come back from your studies, you can come to work in the 115th Division. If you don't like him, I'll tell Xiao Hua so that he can die. ”
Hearing this, Wang Xinlan became anxious, and she hurriedly explained: "Xiao Huaren is very good, I am willing to work in the 115th Division." In this way, the love between Xiao Hua and Wang Xinlan has come to fruition.
When Wang Xinlan went to Yan'an to study, Xiao Hua specially asked his wife Lin Yueqin to take care of Wang Xinlan.
Wang Xinlan first studied military affairs and politics at Kang University, and then went to the communications school for further study, studying telecommunications while working in the communications class. In her spare time, she walks along the river with her classmates, sings and dances.
In the summer of 1938, after she was ridiculed by the river, she said: "If I was really robbed, I would be robbed, so I don't have to worry about it!" * Get serious: "Xiao Hua is such a good person, how can he give it to others?"
You'll have to find a way to catch up with him! *Asked her if Xiao Hua was there**, she shook her head with concern. ** said solemnly: "If the order has not changed, he should be in the base area behind the enemy in the Hebei-Shandong-Henan border region." ”
It was only after hearing this that she calmed down, and the chairman saw that she cared about Xiao Hua and planned to arrange for them to reunite. He said: "In a few days, I will arrange for you to go to the Taihang Military Region and let you be together!" ”
She smiled and agreed, "Okay! Thank you, Chairman, for your concern! ”
In January 1938, Japanese bombers carried out frenzied bombing of the Yan'an area, and the headquarters of the Eighth Route Army was forced to move.
Wang Xinlan walked in Shanxi for 20 days before finally finding Xiao Hua's 129th Division, but then encountered enemy troops and could only return to the 115th Division for temporary refuge. Later, the 115th Division transferred supplies, and Wang Xinlan was able to come to Xiao Hua's troops.
It wasn't until November that Wang Xinlan saw Xiao Hua, and she immediately saluted Xiao Hua with a standard military salute, and then said: "Report to the commander, wireless telegrapher Wang Xinlan, come to report to you!" ”
Xiao Hua looked at Wang Xinlan and hugged her into his arms without hesitation, and then Xiao Hua said: "I'll write an application now and let the organization approve our marriage!" Wang Xinlan replied shyly: "Hmm."
Soon after, the two completed a simple wedding at the Eighth Route Army station, and their love was spread among the troops. In the following decades, Xiao Hua and Wang Xinlan became close to each other, especially after having children, and their relationship became stronger.
In April 1977, 61-year-old Xiao Hua was sent to the Lanzhou Military Region, but because Wang Xinlan's physical condition was very poor, she was not assigned relevant work.
However, Wang Xinlan took the initiative to find the relevant leaders and said that she was also going to the northwest for two reasons, one is that she wants to do her own strength for the country, and the other is that she can't rest assured that her husband Xiao Hua can't be relieved.
After obtaining the permission of the superiors, Xiao Hua and Wang Xinlan went to the northwest region to take up their posts, during their work in the northwest, Wang Xinlan took the time to visit the former revolutionary sites, she remembered the Red Army years, and couldn't help but sigh: "For the victory of the revolution, countless outstanding soldiers have been sleeping in the snow meadow and the anti-Japanese battlefield, recalling the past and thinking about the present, only by adhering to the revolutionary spirit, can we live up to the ...... of these martyrs."However, at that time, Wang Xinlan's body was already suffering from illness, and she had altitude sickness in the northwest, and she was admitted to the hospital soon after.
Yang Dezhi, an old comrade-in-arms in the past, persuaded her to return to Beijing, but she said resolutely: "In the past years, I have been separated from Xiao Hua for too long, and this time, I don't want to leave him again!" ”
Xiao Hua stayed in the northwest region for seven years, and the frail Wang Xinlan also accompanied him for seven years. After returning to Beijing, ** asked him: "You have been in the Northwest for a little too long!" ”
Xiao Hua said thoughtfully: "I really like the environment in the northwest, if I am alone, I am ready to find a house over there to spend the rest of my life, but Xinlan is not in good health, I really can't see her sick." ”
In March 1985, Xiao Hua returned to Beijing while working in other places and attended the National Committee of the Chinese People's Political Consultative Conference. Wang Xinlan saw that her husband had lost a lot of weight, so she persuaded him to go to the hospital for examination.
But Xiao Hua waved his hand and said, "It's okay, let's talk about it after the meeting!" Unexpectedly, at the CPPCC meeting, Xiao Hua felt unwell, and he realized that there was something wrong with his body.
He regretfully said to Wang Xinlan: "I should really listen to you!" As soon as the CPPCC meeting ended, Xiao Hua was admitted to the hospital. In order to take care of Xiao Hua in the hospital bed, Wang Xinlan worked tirelessly and ran at home and hospital at both ends every day.
Looking at the tired Wang Xinlan, Xiao Hua said with relief: "Don't worry about me, I can get through, when I am discharged from the hospital, we will find a secluded place and review our lives well." ”
After hearing this, Wang Xinlan burst into tears, and she said firmly to Xiao Hua: "Yes, when you are **, we will go to the Northeast, Shandong, and Jiangxi to see our hometown!" ”
During Xiao Hua's hospitalization, someone suggested that he take the opportunity to write about his life and leave it to future generations to know about his great achievements, but he politely refused, saying: "Although my life is full of ups and downs, it is actually very ordinary, which can be summed up in a few words." ”
However, Xiao Hua's condition was actually quite serious, and he was diagnosed with advanced cancer, which had spread from the stomach to the liver. After receiving the doctor's diagnosis, Wang Xinlan fainted in pain.
In order not to worry Xiao Hua, she forced her face to laugh every day, but the pain of the night would still strike. Once, Wang Xinlan cried all night, her eyes were swollen like peaches, and she could only wear a mask to take care of Xiao Hua the next day.
When Xiao Hua asked the reason, she only said that it was because of a cold and was afraid of infecting others. Four months later, Xiao Hua died. Looking at the relics left by Xiao Hua before his death, Wang Xinlan was grief-stricken, she cried and said: "We said that we would grow old together, how can you leave me like this?" ”
During the time when Xiao Hua just died, Wang Xinlan would go to Xiao Hua's study every night to reminisce about their good times.
Wang Xinlan looked at her children with tears in her eyes and sighed softly: "If my father had agreed to operate on your father when he was sick, maybe there would be no such regrets now." ”
When the children heard their mother's words, they were surprised and asked why. Wang Xinlan explained slowly: "At that time, the doctor had already issued a critical illness notice, and the results of many consultations by the experts were irretrievable, and the risk of surgery was very ......"The children know very well that the deep self-blame of their mother in her old age comes from the deep longing for their father.