On February 12, 1898, a wealthy family in Guangdong Province gave birth to a beautiful female doll named Xu Guangping. Although he was born in such a turbulent era, Xu Guangping was still not besieged by the feudalism of the old society. Follow what you love without hesitation.
Xu Guangping, who grew up with a golden spoon, has been deeply pampered since he was a child, and is the pearl of his parents, but his mother is still deeply influenced by feudal ideology, piercing ears and feet, and forcing Xu Guangping to marry a strange man who is a matchmaker.
These practices are loving her in the eyes of her mother, but Xu Guangping, who has received cultural education since childhood, has long been free from the shackles of feudal thinking, and Xu Guangping is opposed to these things. In 1917, Xu Guangping couldn't stand his mother's old ideological discipline, so he secretly left home with his luggage and went to Tianjin to study as a female teacher.
In the days when Tianjin female teachers were studying, Xu Guangping participated in the writing of literary works with advanced ideas and reflecting on society, such as "Wealth is not enough to be proud". After countless days and nights of study, Xu Guangping was admitted to the Beijing Women's Teacher in 1921It was here that she met the love of his life, Mr. Lu Xun.
At that time, Lu Xun was serving as Xu Guangping's teacher in Beijing, Lu Xun's unique views often attracted Xu Guangping's infinite admiration, she often wrote to Lu Xun for advice, and Lu Xun did not hesitate to guide Xu GuangpingAfter Xu Guangping's continuous efforts and Lu Xun's careful teaching, Xu Guangping appointed the secretary general of the student union. also criticized Duan Qirui**'s dark crimes with Liu Hezhen, whom Lu Xun had mentioned in the article. But even with the help of Lu Xun, the battle was lost, and after the victory of the Beiyang warlords, they brutally killed many progressive classmates who participated in the movement.
Xu Guangping had no choice but to flee with Lu Xun and others, and it was this experience of fleeing that made the two teachers and students who were ideologically conscious side by side spark love. Although Lu Xun already has a wife in his family, Xu Guangping still doesn't care, she fanatically follows her love. This man who is 16 years older than herself is mature in his thinking, which really attracts her.
Under Xu Guangping's enthusiastic pursuit, Lu Xun was finally moved on October 20, 1925, and the two confirmed their relationship. In 1926, the two fought side by side to expel Yang Yinyu, the president of Beijing Normal University, because of their common revolutionary feelings, the hearts of the two enemies became closer and closer.
October 30, 1927. The two came to Shanghai. began their cohabitation lifeSince then, Xu Guangping has been following Lu Xun and taking care of his food, clothing. Under Xu Guangping's careful care, Lu Xun also created one peerless masterpiece after another with peace of mind.
But people will eventually die, Lu Xun after repeated torture of illness, at half past five in the morning of October 19, 1936, under the light of the morning sun, closed his eyes forever. During Lu Xun's serious illness, Xu Guangping has been taking care of himIn the early morning of the 18th, Lu Xun's body began to feel seriously unwell, even though Xu Guangping fed the medicine many times, but it did not improve. As soon as the morning dawned, Lu Xun bent his body and wrote a note to Xu Guangping, who took the note and hurriedly ran towards the Uchiyama Wanzao's house.
When Lu Xun was in unbearable pain, Uchiyama Wanzo and Dr. Sudo finally came to Lu Xun's house, but when Dr. Sudo injected Lu Xun with drugs, he noticed that Lu Xun really couldn't survive this time.
The doctor said that as long as he could survive two days, Lu Xun's condition would improve. Lu Xun had confidence when he heard this, and he silently cheered himself up, he must get through it and defeat the disease.
But in the face of death, everyone is equal, and soon after, Lu Xun's body became weaker and weaker, and it was difficult to even eat, so he could only drink milk in order to maintain his physical strength. By the time his younger brother Zhou Jianren came to visit, Lu Xun had no strength to speak, Because he was too hard, cold sweat continued to break out on his forehead, Xu Guangping wiped the cold sweat off his forehead silently, how could she not know his pain.
Lu Xun also used all his strength to hold Li Guangping's hand, Xu Guangping didn't dare to move, she really found it difficult to accept this kind of farewell. Although everyone tacitly did not mention death, everyone knew in their hearts that death was quietly approaching the great writer. The day before Lu Xun passed away, Lu Xun woke up early as usual, and his mind remained clear.
He also chatted with Xu Guangping and asked about the contents of the newspaper, and even when he was dying, he still cared about the motherland. Regarding Lu Xun's physical pain, Xu Guangping saw it in his eyes and hurt it in his heart, but she could only watch her beloved gradually lose her life under the torture of illness, and she had no way to share it for him.
Lu Xun looked at Xu Guangping, worried that she was too tired, and let him rest one by one, but Xu Guangping was reluctant to close her eyes, she was reluctant to look at Lu Xun all the time, as if as long as she kept looking at him, he would not disappear from her life, Lu Xun also looked at Xu Guangping, and the two of them looked at each other speechless at the end of their lives.
At 5:25 a.m. on October 19, 1936, Mr. Lu Xun, a literary giant, turned into dust, which has shrouded the global literary community with endless mourning. On his desk, there is an unfinished fragment.
Who would have thought that this paper and ink fragrance would become his swan song for eternal life. The devout and few words expressed in the longing are to remember his deceased friend Zhang Taiyan. However, after several thoughts, the spiritual pattern has not yet reached a perfect curtain call.
Xu Guangping wrote "The Last Day" with tears. After Lu Xun's funeral, Xu Guangping sat in front of the desk where Lu Xun had fought countless days and nights with griefThe pen describes the last time of Lu Xun's life, and this real record is called "The Last Day".
"Throughout the summer, Mr. Lu Xun was entangled in illness, and many people who cared about him were anxious. However, his condition improved slightly. In that moment, he recounted a dream: he came out of the room and found two men crouching around, trying to attack him. He thought, "Did you choose to strike me when I was sick?" It does not matter! I also have a dagger by my side, and I throw it at the enemy's body. ”It can be seen that even though he was tortured by illness, Lu Xun did not forget his will to fight. He was undaunted and longed for the light in his heart. In Xu Guangping's view, her husband is a person who can defeat death with a pen, which is deeply admirable. However, the Grim Reaper did not stop, it longingly stretched out the hand of shadow and grasped Lu Xun tightly.
In "The Last Day", Xu Guangping records the tenderness flowing in it with flashing brushstrokes. Today, reading this text still makes people feel emotional. Throughout "The Last Day", Lu Xun has stepped into the end of his life and needs to be injected with cardiac inotropes every short time. It is worth touching that at the last moment, Lu Xun held Xu Guangping's hand tightly, and his sincere emotions were fully revealed.
Birth, old age, and death, this is a matter of course, and no matter how great a person is, if he is plagued by illness, he will become small and ordinary. However, when it was time to die, although Mr. Lu Xun was terminally ill, he still persevered with strong willpower.
It has to be said that in the face of illness, his physical body may collapse, but his spirit is indestructible. Before he died, he still had a glimmer of desire to live.
However, after all, human beings are small and fragile beings, and in the face of life and death, they can only be reduced to mortals. Even a great figure like Lu Xun couldn't escape his weak and painful body. Lu Xun's lover Xu Guangping has accompanied him to the end of his lifeAlthough my heart is full of infinite attachment and helplessness, I can't wake it up after all. Love is diverse, and Xu Guangping's love for Lu Xun is even more touching.
After Lu Xun died, he did not leave the copyright of his works to his wife Zhu An, but to Xu GuangpingXu Guangping was also determined to shoulder the responsibility of cherishing all Lu Xun's words. While guarding, Xu Guangping also needs to find a sum of money to support himself and his child Zhou Haiying, and also to help Zhu An.
Unfortunately, in 1968, there was a sad incident - all of Lu Xun's letters were forcibly stolen by some lawbreakers. This unexpected encounter brought an unbearable blow to Xu Guangping, who was already in his seventies. After all, these letters are a precious treasure that she has always defended.
In the end, the anxious Xu Guangping unfortunately suffered from a heart attack and died in Beijing. The husband personally went to the hospital to express his deep regret over Xu Guangping's death and comfort her son Zhou Haiying. The great change in history marked the end of this woman's life.
To judge a person, it is always necessary to look at it from all sides. To define with love and understand Xu Guangping's life, our vision as bystanders is indeed too narrow!
Lu Xun's "national spirit" is well known, but Xu Guangping is a stubborn womanShe is also a Communist Party member who is dedicated to politics, to women, and to society. Zheng Zhenduo also commented on Xu Guangping: "She represents the noblest character of the Chinese people."