I am in the municipal organ, I am a career editor, and I have not been able to be promoted for 21 years, let alone get a half-official position, and I am lying uneven, and my future is bleak!
I graduated from Dongcai, and when I first entered the agency, I had a high degree of education, and the people around me were not as good as me.
I am also enthusiastic, under the "teaching" of the leader, I want to make achievements and be recognized by the organization with my own efforts.
The leaders have always told me that the establishment is not a problem, it is all a formal establishment, and it is all in the organs and units, and there is no difference. The organization values the achievements of individuals.
But I neglected my career status and had limited opportunities for promotion. But I still have a lot of hope, I work hard every day, work overtime, and give a lot.
When I came to my senses, I was past the age of promotion.
Some of the people around me passed the transition examination early and became an administrative editor, some were transferred to other units, some were selected to their superiors, and some were assigned to posts, but I was the only one who stood still.
Although a lot has been achieved, it is all leading.
I don't know if after so many years, is it because the organizational unit hasn't cultivated me, or if I can't get into relationships?
I live a very ordinary life, my wife is an ordinary teacher, a house of more than 70 square meters, a scooter of 80,000 yuan, my parents are old, the pension is only a few thousand yuan, and sometimes I have to "help" me.
I feel sorry for my wife and children, and I owe ...... my parents
Maybe this is a midlife crisis! I don't know where to go......