Children and mothers are inextricably linked, and no mother will truly love her children. If Madame had not experienced that change of court, her love would have been fairly distributed among all the children born to whom she loved, and would not have been an eccentric and vicious mother.
Lady Tilt was born in a prominent family of the Winged Bird Clan, with a stunning beauty, and was known as the most beautiful woman in the Winged Bird Clan at that time. Xiang Liyin's admiration for Mrs. Tilting Painting was like a storm, stirring up ripples in his heart. By chance, she met the monarch Xiang Li Yin, and the two hit it off at first sight, fell in love deeply, and eventually succeeded in becoming Xiang Li Yin's queen.
Because of her incomparable beauty, Xiang Li Yin specially named her Tilt Painting, which is also the origin of the name of Mrs. Tilt Painting. The crystallization of their love is the most beautiful gift of their lives, a lovely child, who inherited the beautiful appearance of Mrs. Tilting and the talent of Xiangliyin. Mrs. Tilt felt that marrying Xiang Li Yin was the happiest experience of her life, and the love between them was unwavering, and in the end, she also got the crystallization of their love.
However, she never expected that her appearance would bring such a huge disaster to her and Xiang Liyin. It was a sunny morning, and she was walking in the park with a couple from the Airi family, when she suddenly found Saneri Yin standing in front of them with a hint of horror on her face. On that day, Xiang Liyin had not yet learned the good news of her pregnancy, and the changes in the womb had already happened.
Xiang Li Yin's direct brother, Xiang Li Rong, has always been a loyal retainer, wholeheartedly assisting the imperial brother and contributing to the progress of the Bibi Bird Clan, and no one expected him to suddenly launch a mutiny.
He suddenly led his own soldiers into the palace, which caught the royal army completely off guard and had to be captured. In front of Mrs. Tilting, he was armed with a sharp sword and brutally assassinated Xiang Liyin, his biological brother.
Although it was extremely immoral to kill the king and seize the throne, at that time, Xiang Li Yin had already died. Except for Xiang Li, there is no one more suitable to be the monarch of the Winged Bird Clan. In order to ensure peace inside and outside the Bichitori clan, Aisato succeeded in ascending to the throne.
Seeing the murder of her husband, Mrs. Tilt was heartbroken, and she wanted to end her life and leave with Xiang Liyin, but was stopped by Xiang Liyun.
Xiang Lirong's deep affection for Mrs. Tilt has lasted for a long time, and when this emotion sows seeds in his heart, it will quickly take root and sprout with people's desires, and this desire will gradually increase, making his love for Lady Tilt Painting like a majestic tree, which will make Xiang Li Rong fall into madness.
After a secret plot and a long period of patience, a mutiny suddenly occurred. In order to be able to win the heart of Mrs. Tilting, this tragedy happened. Xiang Li originally thought that if there was conclusive evidence, he would use this way to impress Mrs. Tilt. However, when Mrs. Tilt learned that she had killed her husband, she felt very sad and guilty.
However, in the case of Xiang Li, under the threat of the only blood in the belly of the Lady, he succeeded in getting the Lady to marry him, and promised to consider the contribution of the Lady as his property.
After the death of Xiang Li Yin, Mrs. Tilt has lost the will to live, unless it is for the child in her womb, she will not swallow her anger and marry the enemy Xiang Li Yin.
It wasn't long before Mrs. Tilt brought a daughter to Xiang Liyin, who was named Tachibana. Xiang Liyun's promise to her is that he treats Tachibana as if he were his own child.
Mrs. Tilt has never been able to let go of her displeasure with her object, because she has always been worried that Xiang Li's death is due to her, so she does her best to compensate Tachibana and hope to provide her with all the best.
However, in just a few years, Mrs. Tilt felt an extreme psychological breakdown. She was surprised to find out that she was pregnant again, and after seeing her husband being ** with her own eyes, she was also pregnant with the child of her enemy. This made Mrs. Tilt's heart full of contradictions and entanglements.
During her pregnancy, she often meditated alone, gently caressing her abdomen. Sometimes, the child in the belly responds to her touches. Life is so wonderful, and this child has a deep blood relationship with her. But unfortunately, the child's father became her enemy.
After many struggles, Mrs. Tilt finally made up her mind to let go of the child. Therefore, when the child was born, she did not hesitate to throw him into the snake formation.
During that period, she experienced great pain, but in order to keep the child by her side, she endured intense hatred from her biological mother from an early age. She would rather choose not to grow up, to be her mother for the rest of her life, to owe her a life, and if there is an afterlife, she will come back to pay it back.
Xiang Li Rong knew that Tilt Painting's forgiveness for him was not 100%, but he was convinced that as long as she could be by his side forever, he would one day release the resentment in his heart.
He has a deep love for the painting, and even because of the existence of the painting, he ignores his only son, Asatoga. Instead, he pretends to be particularly fond of Tachino. Therefore, if he could exchange this child for letting the painting release the hatred in his heart, he would be willing. After all, he loves tilting more than children, and he believes that there will be children in the future.
After a few years of time, Mrs. Tilting seems to have accepted both fate and Xiang Liyun, and she gave birth to a third child for herself, a daughter named Chang Di.
Compared to her disgust with the previous child, Mrs. Tilt showed normal maternal love to the youngest daughter, but it was still insufficient compared to her doting on Tachino.
Mrs. Tilt never expected that the child she had given up would survive. Su Moye, the second prince of Xihai, accidentally rescued fifteen-year-old Alan Ruo and brought her back to the palace.
That day, when she learned that she had returned, her feelings became extremely complicated. She felt deeply guilty for giving up on her, but she couldn't give her the maternal love she deserved, so from the beginning, she didn't intend to show her any emotion.
Alan Ruo's name is really apt, when Lady Tilt walked into the main hall, it was the first time she had met this daughter, and surprisingly, she was even more similar to Tang Nuo and Chang Di than herself, but she couldn't be impressed.
She looked at this girl, who was both gentle and beautiful, and her eyes sparkled with hope. This is the most primitive expression of emotion after a child meets his mother. However, Mrs. Tilt could not respond, she could only walk by her side indifferently, and could not even give her a look.
On the day of Alain's return, Madame Tilt was well aware of her plight, and she could not give Alain any form of maternal affection. Xiang Li Yun didn't care about her, and Tang Nuo and Chang Di didn't have a good impression of her. However, there is nothing to be done about Lady Tilt but to let Alain Ruo live alone, allowing Xiang Li Yun to use her as a means to entrap the priests.
If life could go on so uneventfully, the painting would have completely succumbed to the arrangement of fate. However, she eventually realizes that Xiang Li Yun has never really regarded Tachibana as her own daughter, and has even always had a deep hatred for her, believing that she is Xiang Li Yin's blood.
After Tachibana had an illicit relationship with someone else and became pregnant, Xiang Li Ryun no longer hid his disgust for Tachibana, and he decisively imposed a severe punishment to end Tachibana's life, and Mrs. Tachibana's pleas seemed to be in vain.
In a situation of extreme anxiety, Mrs. Tilting had no choice but to seek Shen Ye's help. Due to Xiang Liyin's life-saving grace in the past, Shen Ye successfully rescued Tachibano. Despite her eventual exile, Lady Tilt took care of everything and set in motion her true plan for revenge.
Xiang Li Yun once mistakenly thought that Mrs. Tilt would forget her deep affection for Xiang Li Yin, but she ignored the power of a mother. She believes that love to the extreme is madness, and in order to remove all the obstacles in front of Tachibana, she designs to frame Alain Ruo to kill the king, causing Chang Di to lose his mind, triggering a war, and forcing Xiang Lihe to die on the battlefield.
As a mother, Lady Tilt had given almost everything for Tachino, but she never expected Alain Ruo to pay such a huge price for her. In prison, she was a soulless person, without thoughts and feelings. Originally, she went to the prison to visit Alan Ruo, and made up Shen Ye's lie to deceive her, forcing her to take poison and commit suicide.
In the face of this daughter, her greatest sympathy is to give her the right to choose to end her own life and hope to be compensated by her in the future. But Alan Ruo's determination was so strong that she only wanted to see her again, and finally chose to end her life by the Xingsi River.
Shen Ye fell into a state of extreme madness after learning that Alan Ruo had died. If there is no resting place, the entire Beagle Clan will be wiped out by Shen Ye. Shen Ye then slew three seasons, causing them to spend only in the cold winter, life after life.
After Tachino succeeded in becoming emperor, he responded by conspiring with her husband to put her under house arrest. He wasn't sure if he had been betrayed by his beloved daughter or abandoned by Alainjo. During her twentieth year in captivity, Madame Tilt was almost on the verge of a nervous breakdown. In the last years of her life, she often talked to herself, and it was Alain Jo who was often referred to.
Sadly, if Alain had not been a winged bird, Lady Tilt would not have been able to provide her with any compensation, and as Alain had mentioned, she would not be reunited with her mother in the afterlife.
In the work "Three Lives and Three Worlds Pillow Book", Mrs. Tilting is only a part of Alain's dreams and Tachino's memories. She is not a competent mother for every child, whether it is the excessive pampering of Tachino or the ruthless treatment of Alainjo.
Although Madame Tilt is also a victim of fate, she does not hesitate to hurt others and even sacrifice her own relatives in the face of an unfair fate, so her tragic fate does not deserve people's sympathy.
However, as a mother, her beloved daughter left her with great psychological trauma. Her guilt for Alan Ruo became the most painful memory of her later years, and she finally died in a mad way, which was also a little compensation she made to make up for the misery of Alan Ruo's life.
If there is a next life, I hope that Mrs. Tilting can spend the rest of her life in peace with the people she loves. But it is only the Four Seasons Fruit Tree sealed by Emperor Donghua, if it can provide Alan Ruo with a chance to be reborn, I hope that Mrs. Tilting will no longer have any intersection with Alan Ruo.