In the growing years, Ju Sheng once had an innocent dream and longed to become a Ju Xian. However, as the years go by, she gradually learns a cruel truth: there are always a few who become the protagonists, and many more people spend time in love. When he was a child, Ju Sheng had a deep longing for Qiao Haoguang. His appearance illuminated her world like sunshine. In that plane landing accident, Qiao Haoguang's leather coat was left in Ju Sheng's hands and became her precious treasure.
Although they have met several times unexpectedly, whenever they face him, Ju Sheng always feels inferior in his heart. She was afraid that he would discover his imperfect side, so she always deliberately avoided him. They had shared some beautiful moments, like the time when he carried her home on his back. However, fate often plays a joke inadvertently.
When Qiao Haoguang accidentally met Ju Sheng's sister Ju Xian, he fell in love with her at first sight. Because of a series of misunderstandings, his mother mistakenly thought that Ju Sheng was Qiao Haoguang's sweetheart, and specially invited her to dinner. At that moment, Ju Sheng's heart was full of joy and shyness, and she knitted a scarf for him to express her love. However, in the blink of an eye, she found that the scarf was on Juxian's body.
As time passed, Ju Sheng gradually sensed the surging affection between Haoguang and Juxian. Her heart was full of doubts and pain, and she couldn't understand why Haoguang had chosen Juxian instead of herself. During a Peking Opera rehearsal, Ju Sheng and Ju Xian clashed, and Ju Xian mysteriously disappeared. Haoguang searched anxiously all night. When Ju Sheng found them, he witnessed them hugging each other.
After all this, Ju Sheng realizes that he can't compete with Ju Xian for love. So, she chose to quit and turned the bitterness in her heart into passion on the stage. In the first performance of "The Legend of the White Snake", she became an instant hit with her amazing skills. In the face of reporters' questions, she frankly said that she would focus on singing at present. At that moment, both Haoguang and Ju Xian breathed a sigh of relief, thinking that Ju Sheng had let go of the past.
However, this is not the case. Although Ju Sheng tried to focus on opera, his deep emotions were difficult to let go. In the lively atmosphere of the sisters preparing for Juxian's wedding, Ju Sheng silently endured the torment in her heart. She knew that she would never be able to take Ju Xian's place in Haoguang's heart.
In the depths of Ju Sheng's heart, no one noticed her loneliness and loss. The outside world thought that she had let go of everything, however, when everyone dispersed and she gestured with Juxian's wedding dress, we realized that she was never truly relieved. It's a pity that the master, as a man, can't understand this delicate daughter's heart. The sisters who traveled with them were still too young to experience love, so they couldn't understand Jusheng's pain and sorrow.
At the Western-style wedding of Juxian and Haoguang, Ju Sheng's demeanor was a little out of shape, and the unbearable in the eyes of the two of them made everyone present deeply sad. Later, Haoguang ** and was exiled to the Northeast. Ju Sheng tried to follow him, but Haoguang only had Ju Xian in his heart, and she could only stop helplessly. Later, Wu You and Ju Qiu bought train tickets to the Northeast, and Ju Sheng instinctively wanted to go along, but Ju Qiu did not have her in her plan.
Because of her love for Haoguang, she loses the right to care for him, which is an unspeakable torture. When the news of Haoguang's death came, everyone decided to erect a mound for him, so they took out the leather coat he gave to Ju Sheng. It was the only thing he gave her, but she couldn't keep it because she didn't qualify.
Everyone thought she should take out the dress, but no one could understand the pain in her heart. Ju Xian was the only one who understood her, and when she saw that Ju Sheng's tomb for Hao Guangli was written "Dead Husband", she was not angry, but comforted her and said, "Brother Qiao has passed away, what's the point of us arguing like this?" Then the two hugged each other and cried, they both loved Qiao Haoguang deeply, so only they could understand each other's pain.
The last thing I have to mention is Xiao Luzi, he is the second man Ju Sheng fell in love with. But it's a pity that the person he loves is still Juxian. When he was at his humblest, Ju Sheng tried to get closer to him, but she was never able to enter his heart. Ju Sheng's love story makes people deeply regretful and regretful. Juxian gave him warmth. She forgives him for the fire he caused by an unintentional mistake and defends him in front of his sisters. As she comforted him, they let the boat fly together and let go of all the unhappiness.
It was Juxian's subtle kindness that made her the moonlight in his heart. Therefore, later, even if Ju Sheng was with him, he was just a stand-in for Ju Xian. Actually, Xiao Luzi and Ju Sheng are similar to each other in some way. They all come from the bottom and have a strong desire to get ahead. In the early days, although he was often beaten and abused by Yu Xiangjun and his wife, his dream was to play the overlord on the stage. Like Ju Sheng, they did not have much education, and their lack of knowledge and insight led to their lack of size and immaturity.
When they achieved their dreams, their reactions were surprisingly unanimous. Power, fame, and money have had a huge impact on their values, and they are unable to cope with this huge gap and shock, resulting in a certain degree of psychological distortion. Ju Sheng grew up in the nourishment of love since she was a child, so even if she fell, there was a group of friends who pulled her back to the right path. And Xiao Luzi's cruelty to her made her sober up quickly. As for Xiao Luzi, although Haoguang and Wu You have always treated him sincerely, they are just his friends, not relatives who get along day and night.
Xiao Luzi owes too much to that era, that chaotic and cold world. Haoguang and Wu You are the light of his life, but that light cannot make up for all his shortcomings. So when he became a military commander and experienced the taste of power, he indulged in it. The feeling of being on top was so wonderful, he no longer had to be looked down upon and beaten everywhere, and now there were even people who served him to change his clothes. When he had the rights, Yu Xiangjun and his wife, who had once regarded him as dogs, cowered when they saw him like a cat and a mouse.
That day, he sang the dream of being an overlord on the stage for many years, but it also exposed his distorted psychology and laid the groundwork for his fate of fighting for power in the future. In the early stage, Ju Sheng didn't notice Xiao Luzi. Ju Sheng doesn't look down on Xiao Luzi, it's just that in her eyes, Xiao Luzi is not conspicuous. She is such a proud person, and she thinks very highly of herself in her heart, and most of the people around her are mediocre in her eyes. However, the appearance of Xiao Luzi, especially after he became a military commander, caught her attention.
Xiao Luzi may not have much special about Ju Sheng in his heart, in his eyes, she may be just another woman in the social circle, no different from other women who are good at welcoming and pursuing fame and fortune. However, he couldn't forget those who helped him when he had nothing, whether it was Haoguang, Wu You, Juxian, or others, he had tried his best to repay them. It's just that with the increase of power, his goodness was gradually eroded, and in the end he could not resist the ** of power.
Ju Sheng, under the distortion of his later values, could not redeem Xiaoluzi's deviant heart. Xiao Luzi never really believed her in his heart. Ju Sheng's tragedy seems to have been doomed for a long time. Sometimes I wonder why Ju Sheng fell in love with Xiaoluzi so easily, and even delivered himself so quickly? Perhaps, the hole in her heart has not yet fully healed from her relationship with Haoguang.
The relationship developed rapidly, but the premature devotion did not win the cherishment of the small path, but made him contemptuous. People often don't know how to cherish things that are easy to get. Xiao Luzi's feelings for Ju Sheng may have had a sincere moment, but the tranquility he longed for, Ju Sheng couldn't give. The positive aura on Ju Sheng's body was just a nuisance to him.
Perhaps, after immersing himself in the impetuous high society for too long, he longs more and more for the indifference and tranquility of Juxian. However, there is only one Juxian in the world, and all her emotions are poured into her big brother Qiao. Xiao Luzi's injury to Ju Sheng made her suddenly realize, and finally understood the true meaning of life.
After fighting for half a life, Ju Sheng finally has the same tranquility and indifference as Ju Xian. It's a pity that Xiao Luzi will never see her transformation. Although Ju Sheng finally came to her senses, she also paid a heavy price, and everything was irreparable. The two men that Ju Sheng loved deeply, they loved her sisters. Perhaps, without those twists and turns and misunderstandings, would she be able to find her own happiness? I believe that for such a wonderful her, the answer should be yes.