On this day, Ali went to the doctor's office, and what the doctor said shocked her, in case the sky collapsed, the tumor metastasized, and the survival period of up to three months made her fall into pain, what should she do, hide it from her lover, or tell him, such thoughts overwhelmed her and didn't know what to do?
She sat on the chair in front of the hospital bed, eating, the sadness in her heart couldn't be said, how could she eat, the lover on the bed looked at her expression, silent and did not speak.
Ali ate for a while, barely ate a part, stood up, "I don't want to eat, I'll wash the dishes", hurriedly put away the box on the table and took it to the boiling water room to wash, her busy look made her lover's eyes suspicious.
She walked out of the ward in a panic, not daring to look into his eyes, because she was afraid that if she looked into his eyes, she would shed tears, even crying, she just wanted to avoid him, how long could she hide it, she was afraid to see his sad face.
Ali rubbed in the boiling water room for a while before returning to the ward, her husband was lying on the bed, looking at the ceiling with wide eyes, she stepped forward and took his hand, "You can sleep", he turned his head and looked at her evasive eyes, "You tell me the truth, is my illness aggravated", "No, don't think like this", Ali said busily.
I know my own body, my spirit is getting worse and worse during this time, I am weak, and the chemotherapy has stopped, it should be spreading", he looked into her eyes and continued: "I have been in the hospital for so long, I also know this disease very well, as long as it spreads, it will not be cured, you can tell the truth".
The painful Ali looked at his eyes full of doubts, the sadness in his heart could no longer be hidden, and he pounced on him and cried, and he also understood everything, the two of them hugged their heads and cried, and the old couple next to the bed, watching this scene, also wiped their tears.
It seemed that after a long time, the two gradually calmed down, and her husband patted her on the back and said weakly: "Okay, don't cry, this is fate, go, wash your face, and push me to the doctor's office."
Ali lifted up, nodded, went to the bathroom, looked at herself in the mirror, her eyes were puffy, her face was full of sadness, she washed her face with water, and took her husband's towel to the hospital bed.
The husband took the wet towel to wipe his face, Ali pushed the wheelchair over, he got out of bed and sat in the wheelchair, and the two of them came to the doctor's office.
The doctor watched them come in, looked at Ali's puffy eyes, and understood everything in his heart, under the questioning of her husband, the doctor told him in detail about his condition, Ali stared at him with good eyes on the side, but his face showed a calm look, which made her heart even more sad, and she couldn't stop crying.
The husband patted her hand, faced the doctor, asked carefully, and finally said to the doctor: "That is to say, there is no best way for my disease now, and there is no special medicine, just to see how long my resistance can last, at most three months"? The doctor looked at him and nodded, "This is the case in medicine, but it also varies from person to person, and there are cases where people have lived for more than three months, lived for several years, and even survived with cancer."
He nodded, "If that's the case, then I want to be discharged from the hospital now, I will be much more comfortable when I return home, and my mood will be better, let it be fate", the doctor said: "You can be discharged if you want to, if you are in a good mood, it will enhance your immunity and be good for your illness".
Ali looked at her husband in a wheelchair, he was so weak in a wheelchair, but he was so strong, in her eyes, he would always be the responsible, responsible, tall and majestic man she knew at the beginning.
The two returned to the ward, Ali began to pack up her things and prepare to be discharged, the old lady next to the bed heard that he was going home, and said with a sad expression on her face: "It's okay, it's easier to go home, you should eat and drink, maybe you will be better if you're in a good mood", Ali looked sad, nodded, and said goodbye to the old couple.