The night I finished volunteering, I went to find An Xue.
In the booth of the bar, An Xue was surrounded by her male friends.
Sister An didn't report a major? Then your little licking dog must not die of sadness? ”
An Xue took a sip of wine and filled it to the man next to her, "It's none of my business, anyway, as long as you don't go to college with him." ”
Sister An is so powerful, that guy must have been fascinated by her, and stupidly reported a big one. ”
An Xue raised the corners of her mouth triumphantly, and said nonchalantly: "Whoever let him pester me all day long, he deserves to be deceived." ”
My heart was filled with joy and anticipation, and my heart was poured cold by these words.
I looked blankly at the girl who had promised to go to the same university as me, and my heart ached so much that I could barely breathe.
I don't even remember how I got out of the bar.
Standing at the door of the bar, I felt a sharp pain in my heart.
The anger, heartbreak, and grievance of being deceived welled up with tears.
I never thought that An Xue's real thoughts were to get rid of me.
It took more than an hour for my mood to gradually calm down.
I looked in through the doorway and could see An Xue and her friends having fun.
I wiped the last tears from the corners of my eyes and walked in peacefully.
Seeing me appear, An Xue was obviously a little impatient.
A yellow-haired guy quipped: "Ouch, isn't this our class's pacesetter Zhou Zhiyao?" Isn't it going to make a small report to Uncle An again this time? ”
An Xue seemed to feel a little embarrassed, stood up from the middle of the group of men, and pulled me outside.
What are you doing here? I'm an adult, do you want to interfere with a drink? ”
I didn't answer her words, and asked calmly: "Xiaoxue, I reported A big, what about you?" ”
Although I already know the answer, I just don't want to be reconciled and want to confirm it again.
Ah, I'm sorry, Brother Zhiyao, I made a mistake when I filled in the volunteer, and I accidentally filled in the C major. ”
Her expression looked a little unnatural, even a little weak, and I could see at a glance that she was lying.
Such a bad excuse is also used to perfunctory me, An Xue, did you really never take me to heart?
She then smiled and grabbed my arm and said
But it doesn't matter, even if it's not in the same school, we can often *** ah, and now the transportation is so convenient, you can take a plane to see me if you want me, how simple, right? ”
The traffic is indeed convenient now, but A is large and C is large, one in the south and the other in the north.
If An Xue really cared, she wouldn't have deliberately reported to a school so far away.
I calmly pushed her hand away: "It's okay, as long as you're happy." ”
Anyway, since I was a child, I have always prioritized her happiness, and of course, she has too.
An Xue sensed that something was wrong with my emotions, so she said coquettishly
Oh, Brother Zhiyao, I know you're the most tolerant, and you're definitely not going to be angry with me, right? I was really careless, can you forgive me? ”
If it had been before, I would have shaved her little nose and pretended to be serious about "warning" her not to do it again next time.
But now I know that there is no next time between us.
I'll spend more time with you during that summer. ”
An Xue frowned, looking a little impatient.
No need. I coldly threw down the sentence and turned to leave.
An Xue didn't catch up, and behind her came the sound of her friends telling her to drink, and the carefree laughter that hadn't been seen in front of me for a long time.
I don't need you to accompany me anymore, An Xue, you finally got rid of me completely.
I suddenly felt an inexplicable sense of relief in my heart, but my heart always felt empty.
During the summer vacation, An Xue asked me out several times, but I refused all of them.
She hasn't looked for me since, not even a single message.
She's probably forgotten about me entirely.
I learned about her recent situation from the circle of friends.
After liberation, she and her friends traveled all over the country.
In the small town in the south of the Yangtze River, the drizzle was falling, and she was wearing a Hanfu, and her graceful figure looked particularly moving in the rain.
I remember mentioning that I would love to enjoy the beautiful scenery of Yanyu Jiangnan with her.
When she heard this, she pursed her lips and said with a disdainful face: "What is there to see in the next rain, so I won't go." ”
It wasn't that she didn't like that view, she just didn't like to go with me.
At that time, I didn't think about it so much, but asked her if she wanted to travel to ** in the future, and I was willing to accompany her, which made her angry with me.
The scene from the bar that night came back to my mind.
Her words were like a sharp knife that cut my heart again and again.
Whoever let him bother me all day long, he deserves to be deceived! ”
Her understated tone and indifferent expression told me that my persistence and persistence were nothing more than a farce in her eyes.
She didn't care at all, and even one of my crucial life choices was treated as child's play.
But she clearly told me that she was eager to be admitted to the dance department of University A, and even coquettishly begged me to go to the same university as her.
Brother Zhiyao, my biggest dream is to be admitted to the dance department of A University, you will definitely accompany me, right? Let's work together to get a big A, okay? ”
For this commitment, I studied hard and applied for the artificial intelligence major of University A.
Is she tired of me to this point?
Even this kind of thing is used to deceive me, just to expel me from her life.
Perhaps, it is not a day or two that she wants to get rid of me.
I've always been blinded by my liking for her, not seeing that her heart is no longer with me.
An Xue and I have known each other since childhood, and we are childhood sweethearts.
When I was a child, I had a serious illness, and my family brought me to City A**, and we moved next door to An Xue's house.
When I first recovered from a serious illness, I looked a little weaker and thinner than other children.
Because I moved in newly, the children in the community thought I was a bully and always secretly excluded me.
Once, a tall boy hit me on the head with a slingshot and got a big bag.
I was so scared that I could only cry and not dare to resist.
When An Xue saw it, she immediately rushed forward and snatched the boy's slingshot, and scratched a few blood marks on his face.
She was shorter than I was, but she frowned, and looked up at me
You're so useless, you don't even dare to fight back. In this way, if you listen to me in the future, I will protect you! ”
An Xue is the only daughter in the family, she has been spoiled since she was a child, and she is not afraid of heaven and earth.
The first time I saw such a bold and cute little girl, I was fascinated by her.
Since then, since elementary school, I have been her follower.
An Xue was spoiled and had a stronger personality, and she couldn't stand the slightest grievance.
Even Uncle Ann and Aunt Ann were amazed that I could endure An Xue's temper and become friends with her.
Because of our relationship, the two families have always gotten along very well.
I don't like to talk, so she makes me laugh in a different way.
With the little sun of An Xue, my originally somewhat gloomy world became warmer.
At that time, adults always said that we were "childhood sweethearts, and there was no guess between the two children".
At that time, I was young and didn't understand the deep meaning behind this sentence, and it wasn't until an incident happened in my first year of high school that some youthful ambiguous emotions quietly germinated in my heart.
My body is recovering well and I am growing very quickly.
So as soon as I entered high school, I joined the school basketball team.
In the final of the Freshman Cup, I led the team to win the championship in one fell swoop, and I became a little celebrity in the school.
Before I could get off the stage, a girl burst out of the crowd, shoved me with a box of origami stars and a drinking glass, and hugged me shyly.
There was an exclamation from the audience.
I've never seen anything like this before, and my face and ears are as red as boiled shrimp.
There was a lot of commotion in the audience, and I was a little overwhelmed with these things in my hands.
An Xue in the distance glanced at me, her eyes were full of resentment, she stomped her feet angrily, turned around and left.
All I was thinking about at that time was that An Xue was angry and had to hurry up and coax her.
As for why she was angry, I didn't even have time to think about it.
On the path behind the school building, I found An Xue, who was sitting on a chair with red eyes.
I approached to comfort her, but she pushed her away.
You go away! I hate you! ”
Seeing her crying, I was so anxious, and she also said that she hated me, and I couldn't accept it.
Xiaoxue, did someone bully you? Tell me, I'll teach him a lesson! ”
You're the only one in the whole world who will bully me! She said with tears in her voice.
I was even more confused, and I was in a hurry, so I stuffed the stars and water cups that the girl gave me into An Xue's arms, "Don't cry, don't cry, I won't bully Xiaoxue anymore, these are for you, you see this water cup is still ......."”
An Xue suddenly got angry and threw all the water glasses and stars into the trash.
I don't want it! If you like her, go to her, and don't pay attention to me! ”
Who says I like her anymore? I just like you! I exclaimed, excitedly.
We were both stunned, and An Xue stopped crying, just looked at me in a daze.
At that moment, I felt something quietly growing in my heart.
Xiaoxue, I ......”
An Xue suddenly laughed and interrupted me: "Brother Zhiyao said that he only likes me, and he is not allowed to lie to others!" ”
Her childish voice was like a soft feather brushing through my heart.
I kid you not, I just like you. Again, I said firmly.
I told her and myself, and that was the first time I realized that I liked An Xue.
An Xue burst into tears and laughed: "You fool! ”
She stood on tiptoe and kissed me on the cheek, then quickly ran away.
I stood still, smirking at the marks on my face.
Xiaoxue likes me too, it must be so!
I told myself.
Childhood sweethearts, two little guesses.
The words of the adults rang in my ears again.
When I first fell in love, I felt that I and An Xue were simply a natural pair.
I even began to look forward to the happy time when we were admitted to university together and worked together.
So will An Xue and I get married in the future?
The thought of waking up every day and seeing An Xue made me feel so happy that I was almost moved to tears.
From that day on, I naturally played the role of An Xue's boyfriend.
As her boyfriend, I have to be by her side and protect her at all times.
I'm more than a head taller than An Xue, and as long as I'm here, those boys don't dare to get close to her.
Every day after school, I waited for her at the door of the classroom and went home together.
In order not to make her parents suspicious, I saved my living expenses and New Year's money, and bought breakfast every day and waited for her to go to school together.
On the weekends, she practiced in the dance studio, and I sat outside in a chair and concentrated on the problem.
In the summer, in addition to my own things, I also have an electric fan, a fan, mosquito repellent patches, toilet water, a mirror, a comb, and sometimes a box of fruit.
In winter, I would bring baby warmers, hand warmers, hand cream, roasted sweet potatoes and sugar-fried chestnuts, buy them in advance and wait at the door of her classroom, carrying them in my arms for fear of getting cold.
When I was young, I always liked it so simply and straightforwardly, and I only knew that if I liked someone, I had to be good to her wholeheartedly.
Almost the whole school knows that I like Anxue.
The teacher also talked to me a few times, but when he saw that my grades had not decreased, but had improved, he didn't say anything more.
Gradually, the little girl who said she would always protect me when she was a child became the person I have been caring for.
An Xue especially loves to drink iced milk tea, whether it is winter or summer.
But she has a cold physique, and a few cups of iced milk tea in her stomach will hurt terribly for a few days every month.
So when I'm around her, I always patiently persuade her to drink a room temperature or hot drink.
Xiaoxue, obedient, ice is not good for the body, and it is uncomfortable to cry when the time comes. ”
Sometimes, I will call ** before her menstrual period to remind her to remember to soak her feet at night and not let herself catch a cold.
I always have sanitary napkins in my bag.
Zhou Zhiyao, why are you more verbose than my mother? An Xue said with a smile.
I feel very blessed to be able to take care of Xiaoxue. ”
That's what I think from the bottom of my heart.
At that time, I felt that it was worth doing anything for An Xue, as long as she could like me.
The surrounding classmates joked, "You're not a boyfriend, you're licking a dog." ”
No, no, it's supposed to be a male nanny. ”
Hahaha......”
I don't care about these jokes.
Actually, An Xue and I have never clarified our relationship, but I imagined us as boyfriend and girlfriend.
I didn't realize it yet, but it was actually self-inflicted.
If you are much more amorous, you will be annoyed.
An Xue is a dance specialist, so she not only has to study cultural classes, but also takes time to strengthen her dance training.
On the weekend, Uncle Ann and Aunt Ann specially enrolled her in an intensive class.
But that night, when I came out of the barbershop, I saw An Xue and a group of friends preparing to enter the bar.
I hurriedly stepped forward to stop: "Xiaoxue, shouldn't you go to class?" ”
In my impression, although An Xue is a bit naughty and willful, she never goes against the wishes of Uncle An and Aunt An, let alone blatantly skips class.
One of An Xue's friends glanced at her and joked, "An Xue, didn't you say hello to your little boyfriend?" ”
An Xue was not very happy when she heard this, she asked her friends to go in first, and then pulled me to the side alley.
Brother Zhiyao, don't tell my parents, okay? Or they'll curse me to death!" ”
I'm going to a friend's birthday party and I'll be back later. As long as you don't say it, they won't know, please. ”
Although I couldn't stand her coquettishness, I was still worried.
Xiaoxue, you're not an adult yet, it's not good to go to a bar, so let's go back to class. ”
I patiently persuaded her, for fear that she would be angry.
But An Xue looked a little impatient: "Don't be so old-fashioned, this bar was opened by my friend's father, we all said hello, it's okay." ”
Seeing that I still didn't agree, she said, "If you don't help me keep it secret, I'll ignore you!" ”
I have to say, it worked for me.
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