Chen Yu's words were like a sharp sword, piercing Zhong Xiaoqin's heart: "Just go back to your parents' house, sometimes I even feel that you are not only not married, but it is like being an adult!" ”
His words were full of dissatisfaction and reproach for Zhong Xiaoqin, as if accusing her of not having the sense of independence and responsibility.
Zhong Xiaoqin was hit by his words, stunned in place, and was speechless for a while, and could only retort weakly: "What are you talking about?" The conversation ended abruptly, leaving a sense of awkwardness and dissatisfaction between the two.
Zhong Xiaoqin, as an only daughter in Shanghai, enjoys a privileged family background.
Her parents are both retired from the system, receive a generous monthly pension, and the family also owns two exquisite small bungalows.
Such a family background has made her almost smooth sailing on the road to growth, whether it is study, work or marriage, she has received the full support of her parents. 
Although she didn't live a life of great wealth, she never experienced something that required a huge price to achieve. This carefree living environment cultivated her optimistic and cheerful personality, and even gave her the opportunity to earn millions in copyright fees by writing books. It can be said that Zhong Xiaoqin's life seems to be an easy journey of victory.
However, behind Zhong Xiaoqin's relaxed attitude and comfortable life, Chen Yu silently endured the tiredness.
The two live in the house assigned by Chenyu's unit, and on the surface they seem to be harmonious and happy, and their lives are worry-free. But although Zhong Xiaoqin graduated from a prestigious university, she chose to work in a property company with a monthly salary of only 8,000.
At the age of 30, she has almost no clear plan for her life and work, let alone creating practical value. This state of life made Chen Yu feel powerless and tired, and also caused contradictions and conflicts between the two.
After returning home, Zhong Xiaoqin easily took off her shoes and ran to catch up on the drama with great anticipation, enjoying her own leisure time.
And Chen Yu was like a caring nanny, silently following her, picking up slippers and reminding her to wash her hands and eat. Whenever Zhong Xiaoqin walked to the dining table, a table of steaming authentic Shanghai delicacies had been placed in front of her, which was carefully prepared by Zhong's mother in advance.
In such a living environment, Zhong Xiaoqin's thinking and behavior gradually became like a child who did not grow up, and her inner world was full of innocence and innocence. Because she has never experienced the pressures and setbacks of life, she is naturally able to live a carefree life. 
However, deep down in her heart, she longs for surprises and romance, but unfortunately Chen Yu is a typical science and engineering man, lacking romance and emotional expression.
Chen Yu, although he looks honest and honest on the surface, is actually indifferent and selfish. He would rather communicate with the fish in the fish tank than deal with many people, and he lacks the necessary care and understanding for Zhong Xiaoqin. When the relationship between the two gradually broke down, Zhong Xiaoqin's sentence "I want to avoid the wind, who is the port?" Completely exposed Chen Yu's illusion of "honest and honest".
In general, Zhong Xiaoqin's simplicity and Chen Yu's indifference constitute the contradiction of their relationship. One is not big, the other is too old, and this difference eventually led to the breakup of the two.
At the moment when Zhong Xiaoqin was unexpectedly pregnant, the couple finally ushered in the flashpoint of conflict between them. Although they disagree on many issues, they are surprisingly unanimous in their thinking when it comes to preparing for pregnancy. Both felt that the child had arrived at an inopportune time, which made their relationship even more strained.
Because the hormones secreted during pregnancy affected Zhong Xiaoqin's mood and thinking judgment, she felt at a loss, so she asked her best friend Gu Jia for help. She looked genuinely frightened, confused, and affected by her language system. She grabbed Gu Jia's hand tightly and asked herself what to do repeatedly. 
If she decides to keep the child, Zhong Xiaoqin can't even take care of herself, how can she take care of a small life? However, if she decides not to keep the child, Zhong Xiaoqin is another person who values love and righteousness, this is her biological child, and she will be reluctant after all. This contradiction and entanglement made Zhong Xiaoqin feel anxious, panicked and helpless like never before, and she couldn't make a decision at all.
In the final analysis, this is due to Zhong Xiaoqin's immaturity. Her lack of experience and maturity to deal with the situation made it impossible for her to remain calm and sane in the face of this momentous decision. This also further revealed the contradictions and disagreements between Zhong Xiaoqin and Chen Yu, and their relationship fell into an even more difficult situation.