I really admire those who believe in Marxism, although I also believe in it, but I have to say that my belief is not firm enough.
Why is it not firm enough?
Because Marxism negates everything.
Even deny yourself.
The negation theory of Marxism represents the advanced nature of Marxism, because it is the only philosophy that can even be denied at present, and it is only born for the pursuit of progress.
But people are clearly not like that.
Why? Because human beings are objective individuals, both your lifespan and your thinking will have great limitations.
I know that I, like a man in ancient times, was not a staunch believer in Marxism.
That is the Zhuangzi who said the sentence "I have an end in life and know no end, and I will follow the end with the end, and I will die".
Human lifespan is limited, which means you can't chase something big.
Because your lifespan is actually not enough for you to iterate constantly, so now I can also understand the chicken baby behavior of parents who want their son to become a dragon.
From obedience in ignorance to criticism to affirmation, this is a journey.
People naturally need offspring to iterate, not only because of longevity, but also because of the times.
No matter how your mind changes, it is obviously more difficult to change a person who has been conditioned by the environment for a long time than someone who has just entered the world.
Why? Even if you can change your perception and change your behavior, your cognitive habits and behavioral habits are fixed.
You inevitably take the old patterns with you to recognize and practice new things, but the new things behave in a way that is far different from the past.
For example, if you are using a mobile phone and can't find how to use it, and the current generation and the older generation don't know about the mobile phone, most of the current generation can solve a problem with a mobile phone faster than the older generation.
Even if no one has taught them.
If you want to say that this is not right, it is clear that the older generation has more practical experience than them, so why can't you solve the mobile phone?
The practice of the soil is very important.
The soil is also contemporary.
And if you really want to keep up with the times and make progress, you have to uproot the foundation of your cognitive and behavioral habits without having children, deny yourself all the time, and learn new things.
But this will inevitably have several bad consequences.
First, your production work does not allow it.
For those who have not achieved financial freedom, everything you do has to be based on your own survival.
And usually your work will consume a lot of your time and energy, and you don't have much opportunity to learn new things.
Even if you learn quickly and well, your production work is constantly denied.
In other words, when you have learned the professional skills to be competent for the job, the backward production mode of the job has been eliminated.
You have to learn again to cater to the new generation of production models.
Of course, you would say that consciousness is subjective and I can learn it in advance.
So can you guarantee that your consciousness is absolutely ahead and right?
Self-denial is the negation of negation, first of all, you are not necessarily right, and secondly, you are right, and secondly, you are only right for a period of time.
So you need more than just one lead, because when you get ahead, the production model develops again, and then you need to continue to lead.
Therefore, you not only have to learn professional skills, but also have a long-term vision to understand the prospects of the industry in advance, and do relevant scientific research and strategic planning.
Can't stop at all.
Second, your mental health doesn't allow it.
When you keep denying yourself, you will know that in fact everything you have should be denied, but you don't know how to deny it -- Marxism certainly has an explanation of this, right, distinguishing between the main contradiction and the secondary contradiction, the unity of the theory of emphasis and the theory of two points.
But you must know that there are too many contradictions in life, and after you solve one major contradiction, the secondary contradiction will immediately become the new major contradiction.
In other words, there are many minor contradictions, even if you understand them, but you have no chance of resolving them.
To take the simplest example, cancer.
As we all know, most cancers are caused by the accumulation of bad habits.
Regardless of the habit of not knowing, it is assumed that you are omniscient and omnipotent, but you have a limited amount of time in the case of omnipotence, and the cancer is caused by that habit that you do not pay enough attention to.
Let's put it this way, as long as you live long enough, with normal luck, you will have to pick one of the cancers.
Because what was the biggest experience of going to **move** before?
All your habits are wrong.
And that's right.
If your habits are based on the fact that you want to live over thirty years old, then all your habits are wrong.
Under the age of 30 is basically right.
Why? Let me start with the healthiest habits.
You exercise regularly, take a break once every three days, take an extra week off a month, and add salt to the crude fibre protein powder before and after exercise.
Your exertion habit is muscle force rather than spinal compensation, so you are tired from sitting and standing.
You always pay attention to maintaining range of motion, loosen muscles, stretch ligaments, relax fascia, stretch your spine often and do cat poses to keep your spine upright without stiffening.
This way, you'll be able to use each joint and muscle extremely evenly to keep you at your most energetic.
So you shouldn't have a job, because there will be occupational diseases, there will be muscles and joints that tend to be used.
And you're stuck in a cycle of releasing your muscles every day.
So I will also reveal to you, don't exercise for small problems, because you will find that after you solve this small problem, it will inevitably cause new small problems due to compensation.
Then you will find that a course of treatment is thousands to tens of thousands, and you can be harvested round after round.
Because most of your behavior is incorrect, even if you know the right behavior, your body will definitely hurt more because of breaking the delicate balance before, because your bones will automatically adjust according to your usage habits to keep you in the best condition you usually use, and Mountain** is a truth.
The human body is really wonderful, and the bones of athletes are suitable for exercise, but they are not suitable for daily life.
In other words, if you plan to further your studies in a certain sport, don't listen to the nonsense on the Internet that affects growth before the age of 16.
If you do what they say, then your bone growth must not be suitable for the sport.
Admittedly, it's true that exercise affects bone development, which is not good from a normal person's point of view, but if your career is the sport, then your early exercise is equivalent to your bones intelligently building a suitable equipment for you.
You say that others compare panacea with tanks and explosives with assassins, isn't this just brain watts?
There are big problems to go again.
So in the end, you will find that you have been denying yourself in order to make progress, first, you need to deny too much to deny at all, second, in the process of negation, you will begin to doubt whether negation is meaningful, but make your life worse, third, you will deny your own existence, whether you think your existence is wrong, whether there is a correct meaning.
Because you feel like anything you're doing on your own is wrong.
But Marx also gave a redemptive truth - "any truth has a scope".
What do you mean? Poison is also good in a certain range.
It is a drug that is three parts poisonous, and an overdose of one drug is not good.
So a lot of the time you're actually repeating the process of balancing the lesser of two evils.
You know one thing is also bad for you, but in order to avoid a worse situation, you have to accept this situation that doesn't seem so bad.
We often criticize drinking water to quench thirst, but if you're dying of thirst right now, at least venom won't let you die as quickly, and the pain will ease your despair of clearly waiting for your own death.
Constantly weigh and choose, because it is necessary to have both and only exist in fantasy.
And what are the consequences of this trade-off?
It's that you need to keep denying yourself, even until the moment before you die.
And from the perspective of future generations, after the coffin is closed, you will still be denied.
In this way, your whole life has been denied.
Is that denied life meaningless?
Not all, it provides a firewood for the development of productive forces.
So you will find that whether you are doing what you think is right or wrong, it is actually a process of exploring and moving forward in practice.
If that's the case, then why do you even care about being right?
A lot of chicken soup nowadays is saying don't self-deny, thinking that self-denial is a bad thing that will make you lose the meaning of existence.
But in my opinion, self-denial is an attitude.
Negation is not the end result, because the things that deny you will also be denied one day.
It doesn't matter if it's yourself or someone else who denies you.
So, let go of the obsession with moving forward, if everyone will be denied, then what is the meaning of your existence?
Everyone's answer is different, and everyone needs to find it for themselves.
But for staunch believers in Marxism, the answer is to dedicate oneself to the progress of the productive forces and relations of production.
Although their lives are wrong, they are constantly denied by themselves, but they are all taking a step towards the goal of "right".
They are lonely, and even though everyone thinks they are right, they still retain their doubts about themselves; They are great, even if they deny themselves, but they still will not give up the pursuit of the unattainable "right".
Salute. 
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