In order to save my first boyfriend, my wife committed suicide by jumping off a building, forcing me to give up the heart transplant opportunity I had been waiting for for two years.
I said, I wouldn't have lived long without this transplant.
Her face was full of disappointment: "Is that how you want to kill him?" Can you please not be so selfish? ”
She knows and I love her.
Eventually, in order to keep her alive, I chose to give up the chance of survival.
I died, on the day of the successful heart transplantation of Snow White's first love.
The soul floated beside Bai Xue, and I wanted to see how the person I had loved for five years would react to when he learned that I was dead.
But I was standing in front of Bai Xue, and she never looked in the direction of my hospital room.
Suddenly, she was agitated and ran through my soul.
Taichu, how do you feel? ”
I turned around, Ji Taichu was being pushed out by **, he looked weak, but his face was ruddy with a new life.
Ji Taichu, Bai Xue's first love.
It's a man who has been studying for five years, and a man who needs the same heart transplant as me.
Watching Bai Xue slowly hold Ji Taichu's hand and put it on her face, two lines of tears flowed from her fair face.
You ...... aliveIt's just wonderful. ”
My heart was filled with a dense sourness.
He was alive, but I was dead.
I died in the emergency next door.
Even before I died, there was no one else around me except my father.
Because I didn't have a suitable heart, the doctor tried to bypass me, but during the operation, my blood pressure suddenly increased and I was bleeding profusely.
Before the anesthetic had taken effect, I was dead on the operating table.
But I was supposed to be alive.
It was also me who was supposed to be by Bai Xue's side.
Ji Taichu's chapped lips slowly squirmed, "Thank you Xue'er, Brother Jiaxi?" I heard that he was also waiting for a heart transplant, was his surgery successful? ”
Cheng Ka Hee, my name.
It turns out that Ji Taichu knew that I was sick too.
Also, Bai Xue made such a big scene just to force me to give up this transplant opportunity. How could Ji Taichu not know?
I didn't expect that the person who was still thinking about me at this time would be my rival.
But I clearly saw that Ji Taichu's face was not concerned.
I'm looking forward to Shirayuki's reaction. Maybe I still have one last hope for her. I hope she can think of me even if she is worried about Ji Taichu.
Why do you say him? A selfish, liar-filled guy, he's not sick at all, he just wants to stop me from saving you! This kind of person really deserves to die! ”
I imagined countless answers in my mind, but I didn't expect Bai Xue to answer like this.
Yes. Because I've always been strong, I've never mentioned anything bad to Shirayuki. I never told Shirayuki that I was sick until my condition worsened at the last minute. I don't want her to worry.
So when I went through all the trouble to find the person I liked, I excitedly told Bai Xue.
I remember that she was happier than me.
I thought that Bai Xue was finally starting to worry about me, but I didn't expect her to excitedly hold my hand and say.
Great, Taichu was saved, how do you know he needs a heart? ”
It was as if I had been doused with ice water from head to toe.
I couldn't believe my ears, but I mustered up the courage, lowered my voice, and said to Shirayuki begging.
It's me, my wife, who is sick, and I'm dying. ”
In an instant, Bai Xue let go of my hand. She looked at me as if I were looking at an enemy, with disgust on her face, a cold tone, and a poisonous gas in her eyes.
Zheng Jiaxi, I didn't expect you to be such a person, can you stop being so selfish? You're so lively! Why don't you want to see Tai Chuhao like this? ”
You're already married to me, what more do you want? ”
Jung Ka-hee, you really make me sick! ”
It was as if my heart had been struck and I couldn't speak for a long time.
Am I energetic?
Every night when I dreamed of heartache and couldn't sleep, in order not to disturb Bai Xue's sleep, I secretly went to the living room.
Am I energetic?
When I carried the snow to the hospital, a handful of painkillers were stuffed into my mouth like candy.
Who is a lively and energetic person?
When I was tormented by the illness and went crazy, I clearly saw that Ji Taichu was in the ward as if he was on vacation, talking and laughing with others.
Because of heart disease, I didn't even have the appetite to eat, and my eyes were sparse. However, Ji Taichu's face was ruddy, and he didn't look sick at all.
Who is ** between me and Ji Tae-joo?
Don't say that to Brother Jiaxi, he just cares about you too much, maybe I'm redundant, you go to Brother Jiaxi, even if he is not sick, you are like this, he must feel uncomfortable staying here. "Stayed with me all the time. ”
Ji Tai held Bai Xue's hand for the first time, and his voice was as low as a mosquito, very pitiful.
Maybe I can't see the snow, but I can see it.
Ji Taichu deliberately said this so that I could make an unreasonable move to show off his understanding.
This is not an attempt to convince anyone to make peace, it is just adding fuel to the fire.
Sure enough, Bai Xue sneered.
What right does he have to be angry with me? He cried and begged to marry me, and I did as he wished. Now you threaten me with your life, if I don't ......”n
Bai Xue didn't continue, but the disgust in her eyes couldn't be hidden.
Yes. If it weren't for Bai Xue threatening me with jumping off a building, I probably wouldn't have given up my life so easily.
I still remember Bai Xue standing on the rooftop, with a grim face on her face.
She said, "If you don't give the first heart transplant a chance, I'll jump." ”
What Bai Xue said was not to send, but to give it back, just like this opportunity originally belonged to Ji Taichu.
All of a sudden, I was the target of public criticism. I became a thief who stole someone else's life.
I was worthless in the mouth of Bai Xue and committed a heinous crime.
She also said. Zheng Jiaxi, I'm already yours, and you're not sick at all, so please give the hope of living to Taichu, okay? ”
Endless despair welled up in my heart, and I couldn't bear it. Bai Xue slandered me so much, but I couldn't help but watch Bai Xue die like this.
I love her more than I love myself.
In the end, I closed my eyes in despair and made a big decision to just say "okay".
Bai Xue ran down the rooftop almost at the speed of light, hugged Ji Taichu's neck, and cheered.
In the beginning, great, you are saved! ”
Ji Taichu looked at me with pride in his eyes, as if he was a victor.
Yes, he just won.
Since Bai Xue doesn't want my life so much, let's give it back to her.
The two are in the hospital corridor, with a deep love, like a pair of people who are almost separated by yin and yang.
At the same time, ** pushed my corpse out of the operating room. My body was covered with a white cloth, and my elderly father bent over and followed my body.
He had a deathly expression on his face.
My body passed through Ji Taichu's hospital room.
Perhaps, Bai Xue is immersed in the deep affection with Ji Taichu.
Maybe my dad is basking in the grief of a white-haired man sending a black-haired man.
The two did not meet.
I followed my father's limp footsteps. I raised my hand to pat my father's back to comfort him, but my hand went straight through his body.
Yes, I'm just a soul now.
In the end, my body was sent to the morgue.
My father, who had always been strong in life, suddenly held my cold hand, knelt on the ground, and sobbed.
There are no superfluous words, all the sadness and despair are revealed.
I remember my father always telling me.
This person has ** on his knee.
Men don't shed tears easily.
But now, in the face of my corpse, my father has forgotten all the words that warned me.
A month later, Jitai was discharged from the hospital.
During this time, Bai Xue took care of Ji Taichu with all her heart, and did everything alone.
After being married for so many years, he has never tasted Bai Xue's craftsmanship, but Ji Taichu regards it as normal.
What is at the fingertips of others, it is a luxury for me.
Sure enough, those who are favored are confident.
Bai Xue brought Ji Taichu to our house. As soon as he entered the door, Ji Taichu was in a wheelchair, a little embarrassed.
Isn't it a good fit for me to live here? Will Brother Jiaxi mind? ”
In my heart, I only feel that Ji Tae-ju is hypocritical. If I really don't feel like it's right, why should I follow him?
Bai Xue gritted her teeth and packed up Ji Taichu's things.
What does he have to mind? He almost killed you, and he should have knelt down to atone for your sins! What's so bad about borrowing a house to heal from injuries? ”
When Bai Xue and Ji Taichu slandered me countless times together, those words pierced my heart like a needle.
I thought I would get used to it and be immune, but every time I hear Bai Xue say such words, my heart still hurts.
It's like I'm falling into deep water and trying to struggle to surface. Snow stands on the shore. I wanted to reach out and beg her to save me.
In exchange, Bai Xue watched coldly, and even pushed my head harder again.
Loving someone means giving them the opportunity to hurt you.
I gave the most vulnerable part of myself to Shirayuki, but she knew how to hurt me the deepest and deadliest.
Ji Taichu smiled: "Don't say that, after all, it was Brother Jiaxi who found the heart, and I should thank him." ”
Bai Xue straightened up abruptly and paused, her eyes dim and uncertain, not knowing what she was thinking.
After a long time, Bai Xue said lightly.
He just wants to gain a sense of existence here, and he obviously finds his heart, but he doesn't want to give it to you, he just wants to force me to beg him. ”
For a moment, my originally calm face changed. A crack appeared.
In Bai Xue's eyes, I was so miserable.
What does my five-year effort mean to Bai Xue?
It's ridiculous.
You wait here for a while, I'll go get you pajamas. ”
Bai Xue said softly to Ji Taichu.
But when she returned to the bedroom, Bai Xue took out her mobile phone and opened the chat interface between us.
The chat screen between me and Bai Xue was full of my messages. Bai Xue occasionally replies with a sentence or two, mostly oh-uh or something.
Bai Xue smoothly typed a large pile of text on the keyboard of her mobile phone. She pushed so hard, it was enough to show that she was really angry.
And, this time, it seems like I've been away a little too long.
Zheng Jiaxi, is it funny for you to make such a fuss? Are you still playing away from home? How long are you going to make such a fuss?
Obviously you almost killed Taichu, are you still embarrassed to be angry?
Give you two days to come back. If you really don't want to come back, file for divorce and go as far as you want! 】
But Bai Xue didn't know that she might never get a reply to this message.
When Snow White walked out of the bedroom, there was already a fire in the living room.
Bai Xue was obviously panicked, and hurriedly took the basin of water and extinguished the fire under Ji Taichu's feet, but Ji Taichu looked dazed.
Sorry, I didn't mean to, I just wanted to smoke a ......”
Ji Taichu looked at Bai Xue with an innocent expression.
The one that was burned to ashes on the ground was "Shanglin Fu" that I wrote for Bai Xue for a long time and stayed up late.
Bai Xue frowned. I don't know why, but I saw a moment of disappointment flash across Shiro's face.
Maybe I was wrong, after all, Bai Xue said indifferently in the next second.
You okay? ”
Ji Taichu shook his head, but he still felt a little guilty in his heart, and said, "This is what Brother Jiaxi gave you, right?" At a glance, I know that you are attentive, and I will definitely have a good relationship with Brother Jiaxi another day. Apologies. ”
It's just a broken word, I bought a lot of it online. ”
Bai Xue said as she cleaned up.
It's not a broken word, no.
I remember that when Bai Xue browsed for a short **, I liked this type of ** very much, so I placed an order overnight. It took me a long time to finish and my eyes filled with tears.
Because it's calligraphy, I'm a complete novice. I can't even hold a pen. Every time I finish writing, my wrists are so sore that I can't even pick up chopsticks.
Each stroke contains my love and blessings for Bai Xue.
Wish her happiness every year.
It's not a valuable thing, but I'm doing it with all my heart.
Bai Xue also liked it at the time and hung it on the wall.
At that time, maybe Bai Xue was really moved.
But touching is not love after all.
Obviously, as long as Bai Xue is willing to investigate, he will know that this fire was deliberately caused by Ji Taichu.
At night, Bai Xuelai tossed and turned in bed, taking out his mobile phone from time to time.
I haven't replied to her WeChat yet.
You know, no matter what time it is, I will reply to Bai Xue's messages as soon as possible, just like holding a mobile phone in my hand every day.
Actually, I'm just setting the snow as a strong reminder. As long as she sends a message, there will definitely be a big movement.
Unfortunately, this sound is rarely heard.
Bai Xue threw away her phone, covered the quilt, and fell asleep.
It's been a few days and I still haven't.
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