Mei Changsu Mei Changsu's life is legendary. From the noble son of Kyoto, to the rebel thief, to the gangster, and then to the left and right courts, and even left a posthumous name that influenced several generations.
Evaluating Mei Changsu's career, he can be called the "godfather", what he did, the hardships he endured, and the situation he planned were beyond the reach of others, and he was undoubtedly very successful.
However, as a spectator, I always feel that Mei Changsu is very lonely.
His life has nothing to do with randomness, and it has nothing to do with ease, although he always seems to be confident, but his inner life is actually tense at any time, and he is not relaxed at all.
You must know that the original Mei Changsu was a person with a lively temperament.
After Mei Changsu was born in Jiangmen, with the blessing of the glory of the family, of course he lived a very easy life, even if he didn't work so hard, he would be prosperous and rich in his life.
What's more, he is so dazzling, in terms of martial arts, military affairs and literary talents, everything is superior, and he is favored by the Son of Heaven, the powerful, and the Confucian.
Such a person is like a sun, dazzling and infinitely bright, there is no shortage of people around him, under the stars holding the moon, he has grown up in the bustle since he was a child, how can he adapt to the bustle?
All this excitement, he can enjoy it with peace of mind, whether it is from the perspective of background or personal ability, he is worth having.
The character of his youth often determines his life, he is so lively and enthusiastic, if he suddenly changes in the future, he must have experienced a major change that forced him to break with the past.
I think that when Meiling's life was dying and suffering to survive, he was lonely; Makeover, when he said goodbye to the past, he was also lonely; Step by step to become a gangster, he is also lonely.
That is, when there is no one in danger, when there is no one in silence, and when there is no way, there is no one to empathize.
In these three stages, the TV series did not unfold to talk about it, and a few scenes were brought over.
As everyone knows, these three stages are the most tormenting, smashing the previous Mei Changsu to a pulp, and is quickly and cruelly removing his liveliness in an extreme way, replacing it with a lonely, eternal and unchangeable background.
Since then, Mei Changsu has lived, just because of revenge, and he doesn't dare to expect any more feelings, whether he is willing or forced, he can only be a tool in the future, and he must be highly rational.
He has friends, new friends such as Lin Chen, Feiliu, and so on; He also has old friends, such as Xiao Jingyan, Meng Zhi, and so on.
However, these new friends did not actually regard him as an able-bodied person, they regarded him as a terminally ill patient, and did not want him to work too hard and let him live well.
As for his old friends, some people can't recognize each other, and even if they can, they can only be underground.
All this is not like a teenager.
Whether it is a new friend or an old friend, in fact, they don't support his revenge very much. On the one hand, they don't believe in his physical strength, which can sustain him until he succeeds; On the other hand, they don't think that Mei Changsu has the ability to succeed.
Friends are friends who become like-minded, Mei Changsu at that time, after experiencing great difficulties, only "Zhi" remained, and there was no longer "fun".
In a friendship, the "aspirations" cannot be the same, and the "interests" cannot be alike, and they can't be friends.
But Mei Changsu still has to maintain friendship with them, not unwilling, not unwilling, not incomprehensible, just simply tired and lonely.
Mei Changsu also has no shortage of women who are fond of him, such as Nihuang, such as Gong Yu, one has been waiting for him for many years, and the other is silently looking up by his side, all of them are so sincere.
Mei Changsu seems to be more inclined to Nihuang, and is always gentle and polite to her; It doesn't seem to be cold to Gong Yu, and he is always indifferent and resistant to her.
In fact, no matter whether the attitude is good or bad, it cannot be said that Mei Changsu is ruthless, but more affectionate.
He could not provide happiness to any woman, because he would die soon, and he could not delay the life of others.
Moreover, as for Nihuang, he didn't dare to take the initiative, because if he was not careful, he would kill others, so he could only hide it from her; As for Gong Yu, he didn't dare to accept it, in essence, Gong Yu was just his pawn.
But Mei Changsu is a person with a bottom line and basic feelings, and he lied to those he likes and uses those who like him, which is not in line with Mei Changsu's principles of doing things.
But he had to do this, and he couldn't say to anyone that he could not be alone?
Throughout the whole "Langya Bang", Mei Changsu is just a tool man for revenge, but he is a mortal with the naked eye, which is very contradictory in itself.
In fact, this is a portrayal of our ordinary people, young people are lively and enthusiastic, young people are lonely to study, young people are under pressure and struggle, they can't say that they are tired, they don't want to say that they are tired, and all the good things are extravagant hopes.
Of course, also loneliness.