In this noisy city, everyone has their own story, and mine may not be special, but something surprising happened on an ordinary night.
It was a cold winter night, I sat on the sofa in the living room, looking at the cold wind and snow outside the window, but there was a warm desire in my heart, longing for a warmth of my own.
My husband went to another city for work, and I stayed at home. The lonely night made me miss my husband's company, his warm embrace and gentle care.
But the feeling of loneliness also made me think about some questions, I began to doubt our relationship, doubt whether the tacit understanding between us is still there, and even doubt my own charm.
Just when I was in a daze, the ringing of ** suddenly broke my contemplation. I picked up my phone and saw that it was my friend Xiao Ming calling. Xiao Ming has been a friend of mine for many years, and we have a deep friendship with each other, but also have some inexplicable emotional entanglements.
Hey, Xiao Ming, what's the matter? I asked.
Hey, Xiaofang, are you home alone? I just passed by your door and saw the lights on, and I wanted to come and have a look. Xiao Ming's voice sounded a little tired, but with a hint of tenderness.
Yes, my husband is on a business trip and I'm home alone. I replied calmly.
Then I'll go in and sit down and talk to you. Xiao Ming proposed.
I hesitated, and with an inexplicable warmth in my heart, I agreed to his request. A moment later, Xiao Ming appeared at my door, and his arrival brightened the room instantly.
We sat in the living room, made a cup of hot tea, and talked about each other. Xiao Ming talked about his recent work pressure, and I poured out some of my confusion about married life. Gradually, our conversation deepened, and the distance between us became more and more inertia.
Gradually, the atmosphere became a little ambiguous. I couldn't help but wonder what kind of emotions I had for Xiao Ming. Am I seeking his comfort, or am I testing his bottom line?
But in this ambiguous atmosphere, I also began to release my emotions, and I began to confide in Xiao Ming about my inner world, and poured out some of my dissatisfaction and expectations for married life. And Xiao Ming always listened quietly, without interrupting or accusing, just silently accompanying me.
Late at night, I looked at the wind and snow outside the window, and an inexplicable feeling surged in my heart. Perhaps, I am not looking for a new relationship, but for companionship and understanding. Xiao Ming gave me such a companionship, which made me feel a kind of warmth that I had not felt for a long time.
Xiao Ming, thank you for being with me tonight, I feel much better. I said softly.
Fool, we are friends, and I will always be with you. Xiao Ming's voice revealed a hint of bitterness, but with a hint of firmness.
It dawned on me that maybe I didn't need a new relationship, but a genuine friendship. Xiao Ming gave me such a friendship and made me re-examine my inner world.
As the sky gradually brightened, Xiao Ming got up to say goodbye. I sent him to the door and watched his back gradually disappear into the snowflakes, and an inexplicable feeling welled up in my heart. Perhaps, this night was a baptism for us, allowing us to re-examine our inner world and find our spiritual belonging.
The husband came back and life went on. But in my heart, Xiao Ming's company has always been a precious memory, which made me understand the value of friendship and made me re-examine my married life.
Perhaps, life is like this, full of all kinds of twists and turns and uncertainties. But as long as you have love in your heart, you will be able to find the direction of your life and meet the challenges of the future.